Hi, everyone! This time 'round, it's a special chapter! Think of it as an extra; now we can all look at what's inside Anna's pretty little head! Hahah.


My name is Anna. And.. I have someone who I admire. Her name is Louise. She's so warm and kind. She kind of reminds me of a little puppy. She smiles a lot and looks out for others. It's amazing how much she smiles. It lights up the place. But sometimes she seems so sad, even though she tries to hide it.. I can see the sadness in her eyes.

Smiling is hard for me. Since young, my parents were always fighting. So.. I didn't really find much reason to smile; at school other kids avoid me. I always hear them whispering "no emotions," "like an ice doll," "cold," all the time. It doesn't really bother me now as I'm already used to it. I don't get along with them. I don't fit in with them. ..Although I'm not bothered, sometimes I feel a bit left out and lonely when I look at them all laughing and playing together.

A long time ago, when I went out with my parents, before they fought frequently, people would go out of their way to tell me that I was pretty. I inherited my mother's caramel hair and my father's green eyes. They all said "Oh, what a sweet little thing! So pretty." I didn't like it. They were strangers; I don't like it when people who I don't know talk to me. Actually, it's adults. I don't like adults. They lie and they're two-faced.

Then I met Louise. She's so bright.. just like the sun. She was my first friend. But weird things happen sometimes when I'm with her. Like the two weird people before who claimed that they were 'grim reapers', whatever that is. One guy had a dangerous-looking weapon.. And Erin. She tried to push Louise off! From that height! I knew something like that would happen; I had a feeling that she would do something to Louise. I didn't like her from the start. She was just so scary. So strange. Sometimes I saw this glint her eyes when she looked at Sebastian.

And, of course, there's Sebastian. Sebastian is queer. Peculiar. Something about him is not quite.. right, though. He's too perfect. He's a mysterious person with some kind of bond with Louise. I don't know, but I feel like they're connected somehow. But that doesn't really matter- because I'm sure that no matter what, Sebastian won't harm her.

All of the things that happened up until now, I don't get it, but it's okay. As long as Louise is okay and smiles, it's okay.


Was it okay? D: Whew. Ahh.. I wonder if I projected it well.

dxlmao: Yay mutual feelings! Haha lol! Erin's weird.. you know.. She was so obsessed with Sebastian, it probably clouded her mind LOL. Haha!

Paxloria: Actually, you're kind of part of the reason why I did this. I did wonder too. What would Anna think of all this? Then I thought of the answer. Hehe. Thank you! And yes, I'm thinking of starting the "self-discovery quest" now haha! ^ ^

EywaxBaby: Why, thank you, my dear. I'm ever so glad that you enjoyed it!

ATTENTION, READERS:

Guys, guys, guys! I decided to make a blog for Souhaiter! And the thing is, I'll be reposting all every chapter there, complete with original pictures (which I normally draw as I write), and I'll be adding the songs in the chapter too! Now you can listen to them there if you're curious but lazy to find the song hahah. I'll be posting pictures of the characters too. (Erin, Louise, Anna, you know. Are you curious to see what they look like? LOL!) I can post pictures together with my chapters! So I'm happy about the blog thingy! And I'll be deleting the song thingy from my chapters here now. You can head over there if you want to read the versions with the pictures/song. I'll be announcing updates there as well!

souhaiter . blogspot . com - I put spacing cause posting links is FORBIDDEN D: Make sure you stick them together!

As always, thank you, dear readers. I love you guys!