A/N: I know some of you wanted me to wait until after Christmas, but Kurt telling Blaine about his past now won. Sorry, I really hope you guys like it. I really suck at writing angst so that's why this chapter took me for-fucking-ever.
Oh and I need to clear something up, do you guys remember how in the first chapter I wrote that Kurt only had sex with Danny twice? Yeah, well that's going to have to change. You see I wrote when I had no intention of making this a multi-chapter fic but plans change, so I may have to back and change that part in the first chapter.
Anyways enjoy this poor attempt at angst.
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Life right now was very great for Kurt. He has an amazing boyfriend, who gets along fabulously with his friends; he's top three in his class at Julliard and nobody's brought up Danny since he was at the store with Ellie nearly a month and a half ago. Yes, Kurt's life is fantastic right now.
He and Blaine celebrated Kurt's birthday around the same way they celebrated Blaine's, but instead of giving him a guitar, Blaine gave him a key of his own, and a beautiful midnight blue Burberry coat equally worth as much as Blaine's guitar. Kurt broke into tears as soon as he unwrapped it and let's just say that the sex that night was tremendous.
Kurt has noticed something though. And he actually can't believe that he hasn't done so already, but he realized that Blaine still hasn't met Finn; one of the most important people in Kurt's life. How the hell has he gone a month without introducing his boyfriend and his brother? The thought baffles Kurt. So he decides that he's going to meet up with his dear brother. It's about time that he's met the love of Kurt's life.
"Hey Blaine," he says, settling himself into the couch at Blaine's apartment.
"Hmm?" Blaine looks up from an essay he's working on, looking like the picture of a college student; with the glasses perched on his nose, a bit of scruff on his face, and his hair in a curly disarray on top of his head.
"I was wondering… you know how I have a brother right?"
"Yes, I'm aware."
"Well, I've been thinking, maybe it's time you two met," Kurt suggests, picking at the couch mindlessly.
"Oh?" Blaine says, plucking his glasses off and closing his book.
"Yeah, I really want you to meet," Kurt says. "I want you to get along with him. He's kind of important."
"Kind of?" Blaine raises his eyebrow slightly.
"Okay, he's really important. He's up there with you and my dad, anyway do you want to meet him or not?"
"Of course I do. Kurt, I want to meet everyone in your family," Blaine says sincerely.
"Good, then I'll make a lunch date."
"How about you call him and let him know," Blaine suggests, returning to his homework.
"Right," Kurt says and pulls his phone out. He finds Finn's number and hits send, playing with Blaine's curls while he waits.
"Hey little brother," Finn says cheerfully.
"How many times do I have to tell you that I'm older?" Kurt says into the receiver.
"I'm taller, it trumps age."
"Does not," Kurt says. "Whatever, hi Finn."
"What's up? May I ask why you're calling me at 7 in night?" Finn asks.
"Well, I was wondering if you'd like to meet Blaine?"
"Right now?"
"No Finn, not right now. I was thinking maybe sometime when the sun is up?" Kurt says, rolling his eyes at his brother.
"Oh, oh, duh. Yeah, yeah I'd like to meet Blaine." Finn says. "How about we go out for a lunch date tomorrow, I can bring Rachel too since she's been dying to meet him too."
"Do you have to bring Rachel?" Kurt groans, knowing that if Rachel comes she's just going to be throwing Kurt dirty looks all lunch long. God that girl can hold a grudge.
"I talked to her and told her to lay off of you. It's not your fault you beat her out for NYADA," Finn says, and Kurt swears he heard Rachel snort from the other line.
"Okay, fine, whatever, Rachel can come. Let's say our usual place tomorrow at 2?" Kurt suggests, his fingers returning to Blaine's hair.
"Sounds good, see you then little brother."
"Tell Rachel I said hi I guess," Kurt says. Might as well be civil with her, right?"
"I will. Bye Kurt," Finn says before the line goes dead.
Kurt hangs up and places his phone on the coffee table before glancing up and noticing that Blaine is looking at him with a sort of amused grin on his face.
"What are you smirking at?" Kurt says, scooting close to his boyfriend.
"Nothing," Blaine says. "So, I'm meeting Finn tomorrow?"
"You sure are. And Rachel apparently, if she starts being rude to you just ignore her. She's sort of holding a grudge against me."
"Why?"
"Because we auditioned for Julliard at the same time and I won the last spot. She slapped me and ran out of the room crying her eyes out saying that the spot should have been hers," Kurt explains, rolling his eyes once again.
"Oh, well, wow."
"Yeah, she's naturally a very competitive person so as you can imagine she hates to lose."
"Ah, so what should I wear?" Blaine says, glancing back to his homework for the third time.
"Clothing," Kurt replies.
"Don't be a smart ass," Blaine says, and Kurt giggles.
"Just wear some jeans and a dress shirt, it's not like we're going out to a fancy dinner, Blaine."
"I just really want to impress your brother."
"Don't worry, Finn'll like you, but he'll try to intimidate you because he's my "older" brother," Kurt finger quotes the word older. Finn is younger, everybody get that straight.
"I don't like to be intimidated though."
"Aww, there, there, do you want me to blow you to make you feel better?" Kurt suggests, waggling his eyebrows and going for Blaine's jeans.
"Babe, as much as I want you to, I really have to finish this assignment," Blaine says, trying to wriggle free from his horny boyfriends claws. Kurt won't let up though, he manages to pop the button open and almost reaches into Blaine's pants when Blaine grabs his wrist to stop him.
"No," he says firmly. Kurt pouts his lips and sits back at the far end of the couch with a grumpy expression. Blaine looks over at him, sighs, and closes his book.
"Make it quick," he says, laying back and waiting for Kurt to crawl back to him, which Blaine knows he will.
"You're such a pushover, babe," Kurt says, making his way up Blaine's body.
"Only for you, amore," Blaine groans as Kurt mouths his cock through his jeans. "Please don't tease me." he begs. Kurt smiles and pulls Blaine's dick out, staring at it for a fast second before engulfing it in his mouth.
Blaine moans and thrusts up into Kurt's mouth, not worried about the fact that Kurt might not like it because while they were experimenting a little over a week ago, they found out that Kurt has a bit of a facefucking kink. Ever since then he's been encouraging Blaine to fuck his mouth while he was giving him head, and of course Blaine had been all too willing to acquiesce with his request.
Kurt grabs at Blaine's hips harshly and starts to suck at his cock furiously, tracing his tongue along the underside just like he knows Blaine likes.
"Fuck, baby," Blaine moans, his hips moving in synchronization with Kurt's mouth, he's close, he's so close. Kurt tonguing his slit is it, Blaine comes spectacularly into Kurt's awaiting mouth, letting out a loud yell that his neighbors will surely hear.
"Wow, that was fast." Kurt notes, tucking Blaine back into his underwear "I guess I really am good,"
"Shut up," Blaine pants, trying to regulate his breathing.
Kurt chuckles and kisses Blaine sweetly. "Now you can finish your homework."
"It's going to be a little hard to do that now," Blaine says, removing his glasses and throwing them onto the coffee table.
"Then will you come and cuddle with me?" Kurt asks, jutting his lip out.
"Fine, I guess I can finish this tomorrow morning before we meet your brother," Blaine says standing up to join Kurt. "But I'm serious, you can't distract me."
"I won't, don't worry," Kurt says, shrugging off his shirt as soon as they make it into the bedroom. He grabs his pajamas and retreats into the bathroom to start on his nighttime routine. Blaine follows him, but makes a bee line for the shower. He turns it on and stares at Kurt while he dabs at his skin.
"Don't mind me, just going to shower," Blaine says, peeling his clothes off and jumping into the stream of water He notices Kurt staring at his ass and smirks just the slightest.
"We're running low on body wash, babe," Blaine states, earning him a giggle from Kurt. It's hilarious how much Blaine has gotten addicted to using body wash since Kurt came into his life.
"You know, you can buy some yourself, Blaine," Kurt says.
"Oh, well then never mind," Blaine says, whistling some random tune.
Kurt rolls his eyes and returns to apply the moisturizer to his skin.
The day is particularly brisk for Fall, Kurt notices as he and Blaine step out of his apartment building the next afternoon. Good. It gives him an opportunity to rock his new coat
"So Finn isn't going to like… hit me, right?" Blaine asks as the couple walk down the sidewalk.
"No, if he tries I'll be there to stop him."
"Okay, good."
Kurt laughs at Blaine's nervousness and squeezes his hand. Blaine smiles and walks forward, not mentioning the fact that he's nervous again. They make it to the restaurant and Kurt leads Blaine in, looking for the tallest person in the restaurant. He spots him sitting near the back talking with who can only be Rachel Berry. He looks up and his mouth twists into a smile as soon as he sees Kurt and Blaine.
"Kurt!" He calls and waves them over. Kurt guides Blaine back and lets go of his hand to hug his brother.
"Hi Finn," Kurt greets. "Hi Rachel," he turns his attention to Rachel who purses her lips slightly before remembering that she's supposed to be on her best behavior.
"Hello Kurt," she says, finally cracking a smile.
"Guys this is Blaine, Blaine this is Finn, my brother and his girlfriend Rachel." Kurt introduces.
"Hey man, it's good to finally meet you," Finn extends his hand and Blaine takes it, smiling warmly.
"It's great to meet you too," Blaine says, returning Finn's friendly smile.
"Hello Blaine, I'm Rachel Berry and it's very lovely to meet you," Rachel says in a businesslike tone, giving him a small smile.
"Hello Rachel, you look really lovely today."
Rachel's smile grows wider and he eyes grow warmer. "Thank you," she says.
Kurt resists the urge to snort. Blaine is just being polite, Rachel actually looks like a librarian. It seems that she hasn't gotten rid of the stockings since high school.
"Uhm, so should we sit down?" Finn suggests and everybody nods, Kurt taking Blaine's hand in his as soon as they sit down.
"So, Blaine, how did you and Kurt meet?" Rachel says, turning to Blaine.
"Babe, I already told you how they met," Finn comments as he looks over his menu.
"Yeah, but I want to hear it from him," Rachel says.
Kurt really doesn't want this conversation to happen because he knows that Rachel is going to have something to say about the circumstances.
"Well, Kurt and I met at a bar, some guy was bothering him and I intervened. I guess you could call it love at first sight." Blaine chuckles slightly and Kurt squeezes his hand.
"Don't you guys think it's a little bit too soon for love? I mean it's only been a month, right Finn?" Rachel looks at her boyfriend who is looking like he wants to be anywhere but her gaze.
"Well, I mean it's not like you can control the way you feel about a person," he says and Rachel glares at him for disagreeing with her.
"Yes I know, but what about Kurt's past? Doesn't Blaine know about Da-"
"Rachel!" Finn says harshly, slamming his menu down. "You know never to bring up that asshole."
"I'm sorry, Finn, but I think that Blaine should know what he did to Kurt, right?" Rachel argues and Kurt wants to slap the girl. How dare she? This is none of her business.
"Rachel, I think it would be wise if you would shut up now before I grab Blaine and we leave," Kurt says trying to keep his voice even.
Blaine glances from Kurt, Rachel, and Finn, a look of curiousness on his face. It's clear to Kurt that he wants to know about Danny, but he can't tell him and he'll be damned if Rachel Berry tells him.
"So, I'm assuming that you haven't told Blaine about Danny," Rachel says ignoring the tension in the table, which is so thick you could cut it with a knife.
"No, and I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't tell him. I think that that's something I should do," Kurt says firmly, his voice breaking slightly.
"I agree with that," Finn says, waving down the waiter hurriedly.
"So, how long have you known Kurt, Rachel?" Blaine asks in an effort to steer the conversation in a less melancholy direction.
"Well…" Rachel starts and it's like someone lit a firework that will not end. She starts telling Blaine about all of the solos they fought over in high school and even brings up the NYADA audition, still hinting very heavily that she deserved the spot more than Kurt.
Kurt doesn't really pay attention to her. He's focused on what she almost said about Danny. It got him thinking, what would happen if he did tell Blaine? Would he hate him and think he's disgusting or would he comfort him. God knows he needs comforting, but he's just so scared. He doesn't even want to think about Blaine's reaction when Kurt tells him what Danny's done to him.
"Kurt?" Finn says, trying to bring his brother out of his reverie.
"What?" Kurt answers, and Blaine gives him a concerned look.
"What are you going to want?" Finn asks, glancing up at the waiting waiter.
"Oh, uhm," he looks down at the menu briefly, "I'll have the chicken salad, very light dressing and no cheese."
Once the waiter leaves the table the group continues with their chatter, and Kurt is very happy to see that the Danny issue doesn't come up again.
"Hey Kurt, when are you going to introduce Blaine to dad?" Finn asks through a mouthful of food. Kurt throws him a disgusted look before answering.
"Probably around Christmas, if that's alright with you Blaine."
"It's fine with me, I was actually going to suggest we go to Lima for the holidays," Blaine says, wiping his mouth on a napkin.
"Then it's settled we're going to Ohio for Christmas," Kurt says excitedly clapping his hands.
Blaine giggles at him and leans in to kiss him on the cheek, "You're adorable."
Kurt blushes slightly before returning to his salad.
"Have you guys moved in yet?" Rachel asks suddenly.
"Uhm, no, not officially," Kurt responds.
"What's that supposed to mean?" Finn says, setting his fork down. Uh-oh, never a good sign.
"It's supposed to mean that Blaine and I haven't moved in, duh," Kurt says, hoping Finn'll drop it. He's not going to like the fact that he's practically living with Blaine so soon into their relationship.
"I know that. Why did you say not officially?"
Oh damn.
"Well because Blaine and I practically spend every night together," Kurt says.
"So it's like you're living together but not really," Finn says, trying to comprehend. Bless his little heart.
"Oh for the love of god, I gave Blaine a key to my apartment and he gave me one to his, I have a drawer for my things and so does he, we spend every night either at his place or mine. We never sleep apart," Kurt explains exasperatingly.
Finn's eyes widen. "Kurt, don't you think you're moving a bit too quickly?"
"No," Kurt answers immediately.
"Kurt," Finn starts but Kurt cuts him off.
"Look Finn, I know this relationship is going a bit faster than I'd intended it too, but I don't care. I love Blaine, and I'm happy. Finn, I'm so happy. Blaine makes me feel amazing and he's so sweet to me and we fit together so perfectly-"
"Please tell met that wasn't about your sex life," Finn begs, and Kurt glares at him.
"Whatever, I love Blaine and I want you to understand that. I know you're trying to protect me and I appreciate it, but Blaine will never hurt me." Kurt glances at Blaine and he smiles widely at him. Blaine's eyes are shining with tears, and he's grinning so much.
"I love you," he whispers and even Finn cracks a small smile.
"Blaine, I have to ask, are you playing my brother?" he asks seriously.
"No! I'd never do that," Blaine answers. "Look, I know that Kurt's past was rough even if he wont tell me, but I have no intention of hurting him ever."
Finn smiles at this and picks his fork back up. "Good, because if Kurt ever comes to me crying about you I will kill you." he says conversationally.
"Finn!" Kurt snaps, as Blaine chokes on his water slightly.
"I'm serious, if I have to go to jail I will," Finn says.
"Okay, can we switch the topic?" Rachel speaks up. Oh look at that, Kurt had forgotten about her.
The group talk about various things during their lunch. They talk about school, about music, and so on, and at the end of the meal, Kurt's feeling good. Blaine and Finn had gotten along far better than he would have expected. Thank god that they have an obsession for football.
"It was really nice to meet you," Finn says outside of the restaurant, shaking Blaine's hand again.
"You too," Blaine says, giving Rachel a hug. "I hope you take up my offer on going to go watch a football game on campus."
"Oh I'll definitely take you up on that offer," Finn grins excitedly, and Rachel taps her foot impatiently.
"I'll text you?" Blaine suggests and Finn nods. "Okay, cool."
"Bye Finn," Kurt says, hugging his brother.
"Bye little brother," Finn returns the hug. "He's alright," he says nodding in Blaine's direction.
"Just alright?"
"He's alright for now, but if he manages to get tickets to that game then he'll become my best friend," Finn chuckles.
"I thought Puck held that title."
"What he doesn't know won't kill him."
Kurt laughs and punches his brother playfully. He glances at Blaine who is talking animatedly with Rachel.
"You know you're going to have to talk to him about Danny," Finn says, looking to where Kurt's looking.
"Yeah, I know," Kurt sighs, knowing that he's right.
"Word of advice, do it sooner rather than later. I know it's going to hurt, but maybe Blaine can fix you. Since nobody else can."
"Yeah, well we'd better get going," Kurt says. "Blaine, let's go," he calls over to his boyfriend who hugs Rachel once more and slides on over to Kurt.
"Bye Rachel," Kurt calls over, waving.
"Bye Kurt," Rachel smiles and tugs at her boyfriend sleeve. Finn gives the guys one more wave and follows his chatty girlfriend.
"Ready to go?" Kurt asks, lacing his hand with Blaine's.
"Yeah," Blaine says, and the boys make the trek back to Kurt's apartment.
"Kurt?" Blaine says as soon as they get into Kurt's apartment.
"Yeah?"
"What did Danny do to you?"
Kurt stops dead in his tracks. Oh god is this happening?
"Uhm, what?" he says, hoping to dodge this conversation.
"I know you're not going to want to tell me, but I'd really like to know," Blaine states.
"Uh…uhm… oh I c-can't…I…" The room was starting to spin and Kurt is afraid he's going to throw up. The scar on his side is suddenly tingling as old memories rush to him. His vision is closing in and he feels himself falling, darkness clouding his vision-
"Kurt?" Blaine's voice comes through the darkness. "Kurt, baby, please wake up."
Kurt's eyes flutter open and he's met with Blaine's relieved face.
"Oh thank God," he says, pulling Kurt close to his body.
"Blaine, wha-what happened?"
"You passed out. I asked you tot ell me about your ex-boyfriend and you fainted. I was actually going to take you to the hospital if you didn't wake up in the next minute." Blaine says, pulling away to give Kurt some air.
"Oh, I… I…"
"It's okay, I'm sorry if I pressured you it's just that… I want to know. You're so closed off and I want to… understand you further."
"I… okay," Kurt says, making to stand up.
"What?"
"I'll tell you." Kurt walks to the couch and sits down.
"Are you sure? I don't want to pressure you."
"I'm sure, I think it's time you knew."
Blaine hesitates slightly before joining Kurt.
"I'm warning you now, most of this story will make you cringe and make you angry, but I must ask you to remain calm," Kurt warns and Blaine nods.
"Okay," he agrees, and leans forward to give Kurt his undivided attention.
"Alright, well where do I start? Uhm, in high school I wasn't the most popular kid. I was in Glee club, was openly gay, so naturally I had lots of bullies. There was this one though, his name was Dave Karofsky and he made sure to make my life a living hell. He would always shove me against the lockers, throw slushies at me and he would call me horrible names." Blaine clenches his fist in anger. Oh honey, this isn't the worst part of the story.
"One day I got sick of it and decided to confront him, I chased him into the locker room and screamed at him. For a second there I thought he was going to hit me, but what he did was worse. He… he k-kissed me. I pushed him away of course, but the damage was already done. I crumpled to the floor and cried. Karofsky had just stolen the most precious thing I had. And it sucked, it sucked so bad.
"Danny was on the football team, and he had come into the locker room to get something from his locker. He found me laying there, sobbing like a baby, and he comforted me. He told me it was going to be okay and he… he asked if he could kiss me. I said yes, and later I would realize that that was the worst mistake of my life." Kurt says, and Blaine takes his hand in his own, caressing them softly.
"Go on," he urges.
"We started dating, and because he was a football player nobody bothered me anymore. It was nice to be wanted and to feel loved. At least I thought it was love when we first started. It wasn't until after a month that I started noticing that he's changed. Danny got a lot more possessive. Like if I talked to my male friends he would get insanely jealous and whisk me away. I thought nothing of it because I was naïve.
"Once I was talking to my friend Sam, and Daniel was watching. Sam was going through a hard time with his family so he sought me out for some advice. I gave him a hug and that did not sit well with Danny, after he… he hit me, and I'm not talking about a playful punch, I mean he hit me. He… beat me." Blaine's eyes widen in anger and he's very close to standing up but the pressure of Kurt's hand on his keeps him still.
"After he told me he loved me and that he was sorry he hit me, but he had to teach me a lesson. He didn't even bother to listen to me when I told him that I was helping Sam. He never listened to me. It continued like that for months, I didn't say anything because finally someone was showing me some form of romantic love and I was so… desperate for it that I was blind to all the warnings my friends gave me about him.
"When I decided to have sex with him he wasn't the nicest. Like I told you before nobody ever prepped me. The first time hurt… so b-bad." Kurt's voice breaks and Blaine's heart breaks hearing him sound so defeated. "He was satisfied even though I wasn't. after that he decided when we would have sex, and every time was just as worse as the first. I suggested that he prep me once and he beat me so hard I was knocked out cold."
Blaine huffs out angrily, and Kurt can feel his hands shaking in rage.
"Finn noticed that I was a bit edgy, and he confronted me. I broke down and told him about everything. He was so mad, he wanted to kill Danny but I told him I didn't want any trouble. I told him that I would break it off with Danny."
"And you did right?" Blaine says, trying to keep his voice even.
"Yes, I did… I… I went over to his house and told him I couldn't date him because it wasn't good for both of us. He… he lunged for me and he started beating me up, saying that I can't leave him, he called me all sorts of names. He called me a… s-slut, he said that I was a slut who didn't deserve love." Kurt cries miserably.
"Baby…"
"I screamed and tried to run but he grabbed me and I kicked him. He pinned me down and started undressing me. I tried to get away but he was so strong, Blaine, he was so strong." Kurt sobs, and Blaine takes Kurt into his arms.
"He grabbed a knife and he… he cut me. He said that he had to mark me because I was his. I kicked him in is groin and he s-stabbed me." Blaine actually stops breathing at this point.
"What?" he growls.
Kurt doesn't say anything but starts unbuttoning his own shirt. He shrugs it off and Blaine's eyes focus in on a number of scars, the biggest of them all in his lower abdomen.
"Oh Kurt," he says, tracing them lightly, Kurt hisses softly. "It doesn't hurt does it?"
"No, not anymore."
"What happened after he did this to you?"
"I kicked him again and tried to run, I made it out of the door before he brought me down again, he started hitting me everywhere, I remember screaming as if my life depended on it. I was almost certain I was going to die, in fact I was getting ready for it."
Blaine gasps loudly and tightens his hold on Kurt, who was now sobbing uncontrollably into Blaine's shoulder.
"I remember regretting never saying goodbye to my dad or my friends, In that moment all I wanted was for somebody to come and take me away from the pain. It hurt so much, Blaine." Kurt's says, his voice muffled by Blaine's shirt.
"There, there, baby, you don't have to tell me anymore. No more."
"No, I need to finish telling you," Kurt says, leaning back and wiping his eyes. "Finn found me, he had come to see if I had actually broken up with Danny. He came just as Danny was about to stab me again, and he tackled him. He had come with Puck just in case things escalated, so Puck rushed to my side, called an ambulance and the police.
"They took me away before the cops took Danny. I don't really remember much because I was pretty much on the brink of passing out, I had lost so much blood. When I came too, the doctors told me that I had severe internal bleeding and that that added with the bleeding the stab wounds caused would have killed me had they taken me to the hospital any later. My dad was so mad at me for dating Danny, I remember he kept screaming that he wanted him to rot in prison for doing that to me."
"Did you press charges?" Blaine asks through gritted teeth. He really, really wants to go find Danny and kick his ass for what he did to Kurt.
"Yes, Finn made me. He was charged with rape, assault and battery, and attempted murder. The sentence should have been for roughly around fifty years, but they gave him five."
"WHAT!" Blaine roars, finally losing his temper and standing up to pace around the room in rage. "What the fuck do you mean they only gave him five years?"
"Well it's because I'm gay. He had told the jury that I came on to him and convinced him to do these things to him," Kurt whispers, ducking his head down.
"Are you…? And they believed him?" Blaine yells.
"His father was a very successful businessman in Ohio, so of course they believed him."
"This is… Kurt, this is wrong?"
"And you think I don't know that? Blaine, I cried in the courtroom when I heard the sentence. I live in fear everyday of my life because I know that when his sentence is up he's going to come after me. Before you I couldn't sleep at night without dead bolting my door shut. I'm scared, Blaine," Kurt cries, hiding his face in his hands. Blaine walks over to him and takes him into his arms again, softly stroking his back.
"There, there, nothing is going to happen to you. I won't let anything happen to you, I promise," he says. "I will protect you, Kurt, you don't have to be scared, not while I'm around."
"Are you going to start singing Sweeney Todd to me?" Kurt says, giving a watery chuckle.
"If you want me to," Blaine says. "Nothing's gonna harm you, not while I'm 's gonna harm you, no sir, not while I'm around.
Demons are prowling everywhere, nowadays,I'll send 'em howling, I don't care, I got ways.
No one's gonna hurt you, No one's gonna can desert you, Not to worry, whistle, I'll be there.
Demons'll charm you with a smile, for a while,But in time...Nothing can harm youNot while I'm around..."
Kurt smiles. if there's anything that can make him feel better it's Blaine's voice.
"There? Feeling a bit better?" he asks, pressing a kiss to Kurt's forehead.
"C-can you sing the whole song to me?" Kurt asks, leaning further into Blaine's embrace.
"Of course, shall I pick up where I left off?" Kurt nods. "Not to worry, not to worry I may not be smart, but I'm not dumb .I can do it. Put me to it. Show me somethin - I can to worry, ma'am.
Being close and being clever Ain't like being true I don't need to, I would never hide a thing from you,Like some...
Nothin's gonna harm you. Not while I'm 's gonna harm you, darlingNot while I'm around.
Demons'll charm you with a smile, for a while,But in time...Nothing can harm you Not while I'm around.."
Blaine finishes the song and Kurt looks up to look into his eyes. They're still red and watery, but Kurt can see the love in them. He knows just by looking into Blaine's eyes that he's not going to abandon him, if anything Kurt telling him about his past brought them closer. He knows Blaine will protect him more than anything now. He's safe with Blaine.
"Thank you," he whispers.
"You're welcome. Thank you for telling me, I know it was really hard for you."
"You needed to know. Blaine, did you mean it?" Kurt asks, biting his lip softly.
"Mean what?"
"That you'll protect me."
"Of course I meant it, Kurt, I will never let anything happen to you. I will always be there. Did you not hear the song I just sang to you?"
"Forever?"
"As long as you'll have me," Blaine says.
"I'm never letting you go," Kurt whispers, snuggling as close as physically possible.
"Good. Because I'm never going to want you to let go."
Kurt smiles up at Blaine and Blaine smiles back brilliantly. And in this moment Kurt can see himself truly being with Blaine for a long time. In this moment it doesn't matter if they haven't been going out for a long period of time, all that matters is the love that they feel for each other.
With their love they can take on the world.
A/N: Holy damn this thing is a monster. I really hope that you guys liked it. I'm really nervous about this one.
The song is Called Not While I'm Around from Sweeney Todd, and I just added that in there. It came up on my shuffle and It was actually really perfect.
Reviews are love.