Sorry for letting you all wait 2 days, the sleep over was awesome! Thanks for waiting, so i hope you will like this chapter! Love you! O and btw, sorry for my bad english sometimes, i'm trying :)
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Chapter 10 He Doesn't Know
There were 2 days passed. There happened so mutch. If I knew this would happen I would never have done it. I had dyed a part of my hair of my hair caramel, That day at school was the worst day ever. The popular girls noticed me. Normally I did my best to avoid them. But this time things went out of control. They called me names and they did hurt me. This time I was smart. I took foundation to school. Half of my face was purple because of the locker i got in my face. A scratch in my neck of Tasha, and a handprint in my belly of the fist of Cassidy. Not my best day. When I came home that day I talked with Austin. I acted like nothing was going on. Austin would want to help me, but he couldn't do anything anyway. I placed a smile on my face. Austin said he liked my hair. I did my best to not show the pain. This went on for 2 days long. I was getting hurt more. And today was the third day. I opened the door. Today they waited for me at school. My mother was at work. I turned the light on in the hallway and hung my coat on to the wall. I crawled up. I think they broke my leg, because it hurted so mutch. I let out a sob. I sat behind my keyboard and started making a song.
I'm finally giving in
Sinking down my knees
Never was prepared
Praying for some peace
Thought my life was perfect.
No longer feeling okay
I need someone that cares
I just need to find that way
Giving all my hours
All my time a day
No night without thinking.
Am i going to be okay
I search for that little sparkle
The one that can protect me
The one that doesn't disappears
The only way to be free
Just trust
Keep hoping
Is what they tell me everytime
And everytime they worry
I say i'm going to be fine
Giving all my hours
All my time a day
No night without thinking.
Am i going to be okay
I search for that little sparkle
The one that can protect me
The one that doesn't disappears
The only way to be free
I'm finally giving in
Sinking down my knees
Never was prepared
Praying for some peace
Thought my life was perfect.
No longer feeling okay
I need someone that cares
I just need to find that way
(ok, so i wanted to write my own song, this is my own song, sorry if it is bad)
I tried to stand up but my knees turned weak and i fell to the ground. I cried out in pain and hold my hand on my leg. It was hurting like crazy. My mother wasn't home. I couldn't find the power in me to get up. Phone? Where was my phone, reached out for my phone that layed on my bed. What now, who should i call. If i would call my mom i needed to tell her everything. I could call 911. I called 911 and said where i lived, that i couldn't stand up and that my mom wasn't home. 10 minutes later i heard the door open. Shit! Mom was home, but instead of my mom there came in a couple of man.
"Where are you?" one man shouted.
"Here" i cried.
They saw me and ran towards me. The men picked me up at my arms and legs. When the men grabbed my legs I screamed in pain. Everything went black.
I woke up in a hospitalbed. When i looked around the room i saw my mom. "Ally! What happend with your legs?" she asked worried.
"I... I fell and..." I could not think of anything. "I'm tired mom, i just woke up" i said "And i don't remember" i lied. She nodded
"I want to take you home. They will give you a wheelchair. You are not allowed to walk for 3 weeks." I looked down at my left leg and saw that my leg in the plaster was It was all hard. It was boring white. Then i remembered Austin.
"Mom, but... But i see Austin in like 6 days." i whined.
"You can see him. Hugging is harder. But you will meet him darling" I couldn't hug him. His strong body. I couldn't hug my idol. my friend, my crush. I started to cry. Not only because i was upset. I was on my period to. So i was very emotional. When i was on my period i cried all the time. Such a girl i know.
"I-I want to hug him" i sob sad. Looking at me legs. "I want him to hold me mom!" i said looking at my mother.
"And i understand completly" she said calmly.
"He can't hold me mom when i'm in a wheelchair! I wanted to hug him since i was 13 years old. I waited 4 years! And when finally my dream came true and we talked and became friends, i end up in a freaking wheelchair!" i cried whimpering. (On my period)
"Stop Ally, you are making a scene" she whisper-yelled.
"Mom, i don't freaking care! I don't want to be in this wheelchair!" this time 2 doctors walked in with a huge needle. Gosh! Before i could protest the needle was in my arm and everything became black for the second time this day.
I woke up feeling weird. I started giggeling and laughing hard. I looked around the room and saw my mom smiling. "Hey Ally" was all she said. Suddenly i saw what they did. "Mom? What did they gave me?" i asked concerned
She laughed at me "laughing gas, they tried to calm you down sweety"
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