A/N: Hi, Wikked here!

So apparently the story isn't worth that many reviews. Anyway, I just started uni and don't really have time anyway so I'll just publish all chapters right now for future readers and those who actually tried.

Hope you like it! :)

Wikked

"Oh, I'm sorry! Do you need something?" Crap! Does she recognize my scent? Maybe that night it stuck to Afton or Santiago?

"Have we met?" she asked and smiled. I would say kindly but I doubt she was capable of it.

"I don't think so, miss," I said hesitantly, as if I was trying to place her. Please be a good actor.

"You seem familiar for some reason," Jane insisted.

"Well, have you been here before? I've lived here my whole life, maybe you go to school in Forks?" I asked her. Well, my whole life, or a few months, what's the difference?

"No, I guess I was mistaken..." she said and walked gracefully away.

As I walked away I heard her mumble.

"Her scent feels somewhat familiar, but I guess it was nothing," she said and than forgot about it.

This was bad. Maybe she couldn't place the scent but Aro certainly could! He read their minds all the time, my scent was probably fresh to him. I seriously messed up this time, I never should have left that damned motel room.

I solemnly walked over to the spot where I knew the fight were.

I reached it and saw multiple dead vampires but in the center stood the Cullens. All alive. Thank heavens.

Rosalie ran up to me.

"What are you doing here?" she asked fairly angry.

"I messed so bad!" I exclaimed, close to tears. All I had wanted was to show them I wouldn't leave and because of it I put myself in a predicament that probably forced me to leave once and for all. "I wanted to make sure you were okay and now I met the Volturi! Rose, they recognized my scent. Jane couldn't place it so she ignored it but Aro surely will be able to place it!"

She gave me a horrified look and pulled me into a hug.

"Oh, December."

We all walked back to the house in silence. All except for Carlisle, Edward and Bella. Jacob had gotten hurt in the fight so Carlisle had rushed over there to help him. Edward took Bella home so she could drive there.

When we got to the house we sat down in the living room.

I sighed and felt so guilty.

This was my fault. I keep messing up, I did this.

"Dec," Alice said sadly. "You know what you have to do."

"I know. I'll have to leave again," I said and forced back the tears that was threatening to come out.

I got up from the couch and walked up to my room. I might as well start packing, as hard as this was it had to be done.

As I was packing my stuff I found the shopping bought earlier.

"Emmett," I said as I saw the Top 10 horror movies- collection, within the minute he was in my room.

"What is it, Dec?"

"I bought this, I was planning on watching them with you but I guess we can't now," I said and waved the collection box.

A booming laughter escaped his lungs and he picked up the collection box.

"This would have been a thrill to watch." He studied the box and looked at the movies it contained. "We probably have time to see one of these, though." He winked at me.

"Yeah, I'd like that. First though... I need to talk to Paul," I said and sighed.

This would be though. Not only had I ruined everything for me, but for him as well. I was forcing him into a corner. Leave his family or watch me walk away.

"Hey, don't worry. It'll work out." Emmett said carefree as usual.

I couldn't help but smile.

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I walked up to the house that I knew the pack was at. Apparently Carlisle was done helping Jake for now.

"December? You're not suppose to be here?" I heard a voice say, it was Seth.

"I know, Seth. Where's Paul?"

"Inside. I'll get him."

It didn't take long before Paul walked out.

"December, what are you doing here?" Paul asked. I could hear a hint of suspicion and fear in his voice.

I tried to calm myself down, freaking out wouldn't help anybody.

"Look... I made a mistake. It's not the first time and it certainly won't be the last so..." I said freaking out more and more by the second.

"Ey, calm down. It's okay. Calm down!" Paul said as he rushed up to me.

I couldn't hold it in anymore. It just wasn't possible. I cried, I hadn't cried like this since I was human. He pulled be into a hug and stroked my back as I freaked out.

"It's okay. What ever happened we'll fix it," Paul supported.

I calmed down and took a few deep breaths before trying to speak.

"I couldn't leave you or the Cullens. When I finally found some people to be close to I couldn't just leave. So I went back and by doing so I told the Volturi exactly where and who I am," I said and looked away from him. I didn't dare to see his face.

"Paul. The ones from the Volturi who came here is on their way back to Volterra. Once they get there they'll know. I need to be gone by then," I continued sadly.

Paul closed his eyes and covered his face with one of his hands.

"Oh, December." He groaned

"I know! I made a mistake, a bad one. It's not the first time and not the last so if you find me too much of a bother I'll understand. Okay?" I said, trying to make him understand that he didn't have to take on these issues with me.

"What? Are you insane?" he said, starting to shake slightly. "I'm not mad at you! None of this is your fault."

"Of course it's my faul-"

"No, you didn't chose this life! You didn't chose to be hunted for all these years! It's those leeches fault!" Paul growled.

"Okay, you need to calm down. Now. It's okay! We'll fix this," I said trying to calm him down. Didn't do much though.

I didn't want him to shift right here! This wasn't the time! What to do...

I got closer to him and pushed my mouth onto his and held him close to me. I felt as he stopped shaking and began kissing me back.

I intended to do it so he would stop shaking and he did... I hadn't planned to continue after though. Oh well... This was kinda nice.