A/N- No reviews, but I'm not too worried about that, to be honest.

Disclaimer- I don't own KK or Take 5

May 14th

Dear Sakura-chan,

It has now officially been set in stone. I'm going, with Kazune-chan, to England. I want to be there for at least a month. Since he had some business to attend to, Kazune-chan thought that it wouldn't do any harm to let me come since I wanted to go so badly.

Karin-chan seemed to be shocked by the fact that I was going to England, and she wasn't coming. She wants to go so badly... I feel a little bad. But I need to be away from everything for a little while, and this little trip will be perfect. I need to get a good gripe on life, and that's something that I don't really have right now.

Micchi isn't coming. I'm not sure how I feel about that.

I feel kind of bad that Miyon-chan won't see my progress with this diary, Sakura-chan. I mean, she was really excited about getting me into this whole writing thing and now... I wish I could make it up to her somehow.

Johnson-san is as scary as ever. Everyone says that she's just a cute little girl... so cute and lovable and wonderful... blah blah blah! I hate that girl. Another reason why I'm going to England. To get away from her... to get away from everything. Ah, that sounds nice.

I wonder what crazy things will happen next in my life. Oh... I haven't told Micchi yet. How will I tell him? Will he even care? Oh, these are the questions that plague my mind...

As you can see, Sakura-chan, I don't feel nearly as depressed as I did before. I'm still not happy, but I'm not sad either. I feel better because I got a new stuffed toy. It was a white bear. I named her Shiroi Kuma Ai. White Bear Love. Nice name. However, I'll just call her Shiroi-chan.

She's coming with me to England. We're going there on the 30th. It seems so close already... I can't wait. It seems like forever since I've been there. Oh, they have really good chocolate, too...

Shiroi-chan is excited. She wants to just go. I have to constantly tell her to wait. She's so silly.

As you can see, probably, I'm really happy that I got Shiroi-chan. Why am I so happy over a stuffed bear? Because Micchi gave her to me, hoping that it might cheer me up. I love that boy to pieces! He's so sweet!

Oh, I don't know why, but I feel even happier now... maybe it's because I'm thinking about Micchi... I love him so much. I'm not sure how to explain it, but I know that it's different than my love for Kazune-chan and Karin-chan. Whenever I'm near him, it's as though nothing in the world matters but him...

I wonder if he feels the same?

I can certainly hope, but it doesn't seem too likely. I wish that he did. That would make me the happiest girl in the whole wide world... omigosh, I'm so in love with him that it's not even funny! Poor Micchi for having a sucker like me fall for him!

Still... I really love someone else now. Shiroi-chan!

For some reason, I feel like writing my favorite of Hikaru-san's songs down, the one that I especially feel right now. I... well, you'll see, anyway!

Collapsing on top of the cold grass
I want to hide my burning body

These mid-winter constellations are my lovers
I have been waiting all this time

My mood today is the highest
Like the sky that has no despair nor hope
I want to be translucent

If we do not meet, we won't fight
With no chance for disillusionment

The wind that is like a knife
Helping to increase my speed
Take 5

What version of myself makes me happy?
Like the sky that has no success nor failure
I want to be translucent

Take off my coat and step inside
With no beginning and no end
I want to live this day we call today honestly

Isn't that nice, Sakura-chan? It's called Take 5. It's just how I feel, and I love it. It's so wonderful... don't you think?

Anyway, that's all I really have to say...

I want to be translcent, Himeka

A/N- R&R