Hello every body hope you enjoyed the last chapter, I'm still sick sadly enough, and my head is killing me but I can't seem to sleep. So I shall write until I think I'm going to pass out! Hope you enjoy this chapter!
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha but I do own… TINUYASHA!! MWUH HAHAHAHA I HAVE MADE MY OWN ANIME SHOW!! With Sagome and Kango!! Hahahahahahahahahahahaha you can't sue me now!!
Chapter 10
Kagome sighed as the song ended, she wanted to stay in Inuyasha's arms forever, but she was still denying her feelings to herself. Inuyasha and Kagome walked back to the table, and watched in morbid fascination as Miroku made out with a drunken Sango. After a little while Sango stopped and went to refill her cup. "Did you like the show?" Miroku said knowing that both Inuyasha and Kagome were staring at him and Sano while they were making out. "Nah, not really enjoying it. It's more like seeing a train wreck, knowing you should probably look away but can't", Kagome replied with a smirk, "Do you really think you should be letting Sango have more of the punch?" Miroku shrugged as Sango came back with a full cup in her hand.
Sango set her cup down on the table and sat down on Miroku facing him. "Ah how I've dreamed of this moment!' Miroku said grinning, "Sadly enough she's piss drunk at the moment, but I'll take what I can get". Kagome groaned as they both started another make out session, she looked away from their public display of affection, and felt her stomach grumble. She hadn't realized how hungry she was, she hadn't eaten all day. Kagome looked over at Inuyasha who was looking at her. Inuyasha looked away quickly hoping that she didn't notice. "I'm going to get something to eat", Kagome said looking over at the line for food, "I'll be back". Inuyasha nodded being the only one who was paying attention.
Kagome walked over to the line and looked back at her friends, she saw Inuyasha stand up and start walking to the other side of the room. She wondered were he was going but continued on in the line. Once she got to the front she bought some fries. When she went back to the table Inuyasha was still gone. She looked around but couldn't see him. Kagome sighed and started eating the fries; Sango came over and started picking at the fries to. "Where's Inuyasha?" Kagome asked. Sango shrugged and continued to eat. Kagome listen as the music started to slow down, and became a love song. Kagome kept searching for Inuyasha but couldn't see him.
The song was almost over when she spotted Inuyasha dancing with a girl. Kagome felt a pang in her heart and she didn't know why. She quickly downed her spiked punch, and saw Inuyasha's glass beside her. She downed that one too and stood up and walked out of the gym, she wanted some fresh air. Kagome felt jealousy pooling in the pit of her stomach. She walked outside to the back of the school, and leaned against the wall. She sighed and closed her eyes and let her head smack back on the cement wall behind her. She was being to feel pretty drunk and was having trouble thinking properly.
She felt so confused, why was she jealous of the girl he was dancing with. He wasn't hers, and she didn't want him to be hers… did she? He was just her friend, she tired to convince herself that she didn't' have any feelings for him. She thumped her head on the wall behind her a couple times groaning to herself. She was oblivious to the red eyes staring at her. Kagome felt her heart pounding painfully and a small voice in the back of her mind mocking her. "He doesn't like you! Your not as pretty as the girl he was dancing with" the small voice yelled. "Shut up I don't even like him, go away", Kagome yelled to the voice in her head. "Ha! You can't lie to yourself, you know you like him in the back of your mind. He doesn't like you, no one likes you, not even your own mother can stand you", the voiced said in a mocking voice.
"Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up", Kagome mumbled. She smacked her head on the wall over and over again as if trying to kill the voice in her mind. "I didn't say anything", Naraku said with his chilling voice. Kagome jumped not realizing her was there, "Oh sorry", she mumbled, "Didn't see you there". Kagome hated being around him and having to act civil to him. "Oh were you talking to?" Naraku asked stepping closer to her with a cigarette in his mouth. Kagome pressed herself closer to the wall trying to stay away from him. Her mind was foggy from the alcohol and she didn't think of running away. Naraku licked his lips, in what he imagined to be a seductive way. He walked up so he was only an inch away from her. Kagome felt like she was suffocating on the smoke of his cigarette.
She inhaled deeply as the smoke filed her lungs. Her throat burned; but in the back of her mind she still loved the feeling when nicotine filled her lungs. Kagome pressed herself against the wall as much as she could with her wings, feeling like a trapped animal. Kagome searched around for an escape, but she knew that Naraku would catch her. Naraku took another step forward making their bodies press together. Kagome shuddered at the familiar feeling of this, being trapped, unable to escape. "I've been wanting to get alone with you for a while now, but your pesky friends never leave you alone", Naraku said dragging a drag of his cigarette and flicking it away.
Kagome bit the inside of her lip hard, she wanted to fight back, or at lest do something, but whenever she was in his gaze she always felt immobile. Like she was suffocated by his presence. She felt the coppery taste of blood fill her mouth and she bit threw the skin. "That dress looks absolutely stunning on you", Naraku said with a smirk. Kagome felt his hand on her thigh, creeping higher and higher. Kagome wanted to scream, but her voice got stuck in her throat. Naraku's lips came crashing down on her. Kagome froze; she felt her fairy wings snap behind her as he pushed her roughly against the wall
She whimpered as she felt him biting her bottom lip. Kagome tried to push him away but her arms were trapped between them. His hands moved up her thighs and towards her underwear. Kagome gasped, and Naraku took his chance and slipped his tongue in her mouth. Kagome bit his tongue trying to making him stop kissing her. Naraku just smiled as blood filled his mouth. "I like feisty girls", he said smiling. "Fuck off", Kagome said struggling to get away. She finally got the mobility in her body back. Since Naraku was a half demon he was too strong. Naraku just smirked and captured her lips again, Kagome tried to bit him again but he wouldn't let her.
He hooked his fingers in the edges of her underwear and started rubbing her. Kagome whimpered and felt tears streaming down her cheeks. She had forgotten how degrading it felt to be violated in such a way. She tried to fight against him as her groped her, but it was useless. He stuck two of his fingers inside of her roughly, Kagome cried out against his mouth, feeling his claws scratch her inside. She knew that her cries would just edge him on but she couldn't hold it in. Naraku laughed enjoying her pain.
Kagome heard a growl and felt Naraku being pulled away from her. She sunk to the ground without having Naraku to pin her to the wall. Kagome squeezed her eyes shut, she didn't know who had gotten Naraku away from her and she didn't really care. She put her head in her hands and sobbed. She felt so dirty and used, at the moment all's she wanted to do was hide in a dark corner. Kagome heard growling, yelps, and punches being thrown. When she heard what sounded like someone running. There was another growl, and then Kagome heard foot steps coming towards her.
Kagome didn't open her eyes hoping that this was all a bad dream. She flinched away when she felt a male's hand touch her shoulder. "Kagome", he said softly. Kagome knew it was Inuyasha but at the moment she didn't want to be near a guy. Kagome moved away from him. Inuyasha didn't want admit it but seeing her flinch away from him, hurt. "I won't hurt you", Inuyasha said quietly reaching his hand towards her letting her decide if she wanted to grab his hand. Kagome looked up, make up was running down her face with her tears. She was one of the few people whose faces didn't go red and blotchy and eyes turn red when she cried. Kagome looked at his outstretched hand contemplating if she wanted to grab it or not. She finally stretched her arm out and grabbed his hand and he pulled her up into his arms.
Inuyasha hugged Kagome as she cried against him. Once she had calmed down Inuyasha pulled back from her. "I'll take you back to the dorm", Inuyasha said. Kagome nodded and wiped her eyes. Kagome looked at Inuyasha's shirt and saw that she had left tears and make up on it. Kagome shivered, as suddenly the feeling of cold washed over her. Kagome tried to stop her teeth from chattering but it didn't seem to work. Inuyasha sighed and took off the trench he was wearing and wrapped it around Kagome's shoulders. She pulled the jacket closer around her body trying to keep warm. At the moment she felt so exposed to the world, the wind started blowing and her skirt went up exposing her thighs. Inuyasha gasped as her saw two hand shaped bruised forming on her thighs.
Kagome put her hands down trying to make sure her skirt didn't fly all the way up. Inuyasha put his arm around her shoulder and pulled her in to the crook of his arm. "We should tell some one", Inuyasha murmured. He felt Kagome shake her head against his shoulder. Inuyasha gave her a questioning look. "There's no point, I have no proof, and even if I did his parents will buy him out of anything", Kagome said in a broken whisper. She had already found this out with her time with him before. Inuyasha hugged her to him trying to comfort her. She leaned into the warmth of his skin, trying to get warm again.
They started walking back towards their school. They got about half way there when Kagome looked down a street that lead towards the park that her and Inuyasha had been, she stopped and looked down the street. "What?" Inuyasha asked softly. "I don't want to go back yet. Naraku might be there", Kagome said and pulled away from Inuyasha and started walking down the street. Inuyasha followed close behind her, Kagome could feel his warm breath on the nape of her neck. She shuddered as it made her think of Naraku. This Halloween dance was supposed to be fun, but it all went to hell.
Kagome then realized that they hadn't told Miroku and Sango that they were leaving. "Did you tell anyone we left?" Kagome asked. Inuyasha shook his head. "Don't tell Miroku what happened because he'll just tell Sango and Sango will get crazy mad and try to do something about it. He'll jus end up hurting her like he hurt me", Kagome said. Inuyasha thought about it for a moment and nodded. They walked to the park and found a patch of grass to lay down on. They just laid there for a while staring at the stars not trying to make any conversation. The silence lasted about ten minutes until Inuyasha broke it.
"What was your dad like?" he asked suddenly. "What was Kikyo like?" Kagome snapped back not wanting to talk about her dad. Inuyasha sighed, "She was cold bitch. That's really all you need to know". Kagome snorted at the vagueness of his sentence. "Did she at lest give back the promise ring you gave her?"
Inuyasha blushed a little bit, but Kagome didn't notice. "Erm, ya, when she found me at the hotel she gave me the ring but when she was leaving I threw it at the back of her head. I actually hit her and I had threw it pretty hard and it bounced off her head and out the door, I didn't find it later. Although I didn't look really hard". Kagome laughed, "You actually threw the ring at her head!" Inuyasha laughed too thinking about how petty he was. Although he knew that if he had another chance to throw the ring at her he would. "I told you about Kikyo, now you have to tell me about your dad", Inuyasha said sitting up and looking at Kagome.
"... No", Kagome said after a few seconds. "Why not", Inuyasha whined, giving her the puppy dog look. Which worked pretty well because he looked exactly like a puppy. Kagome started giggling; he just looked so cute she couldn't deny him anything. "Fine, I'll tell you", Kagome said sighing. "He was nice, and was always understanding when I did something wrong. I was always a daddy's girl; I'd do anything for him. We would always do things together. Sports and everything, I was mostly a tom boy but I'd do girly things like ballet sometimes. He was always caring he never did anything to upset me. That's all there really is too him", Kagome looked up at the stars feeling a bit broken. Inuyasha stared at Kagome, thinking about how beautiful she was even with make up smeared all over her face.
Kagome looked back and Inuyasha feeling him watching her. He gave her a rueful grin, Kagome smiled back. She didn't understand how Inuyasha could make her feel so much better when everything really sucked. Just a little while ago she was feeling horrible but now she was actually happy. They both looked back at the stars. "Do you see the little dipper? I can never find it but I can always find the big dipper. It's really weird", Kagome said searching around in the sky. "Nope I can never find it either, I think I've found it once but I haven't seen it since", Inuyasha said. They laid there for a really long time not willing to move. Kagome looked over at Inuyasha, "What time is it?" Inuyasha pulled a cell phone out of one of his many pockets. "There's about ten minutes until we turn into pumpkins". Kagome laughed, "Where the hell does that expression come from anyway? It's so weird". Inuyasha chuckled, "You thought I was weird when I didn't know the frog prince! That saying is from Cinderella!"
"I know what Cinderella is, but I just didn't know that the saying was from it", Kagome said smiling, "We should probably leave now it's almost midnight". Inuyasha nodded and stood up; he held his hand out to help her up. Kagome grabbed it, and he pulled her up a little to hard. She stumbled into his grasp, Kagome and Inuyasha stood there together for a while. "Um, Inuyasha your kind of hugging me", Kagome said looking up at him. He started leaning down. Kagome stared at him; it looked like he was going to kiss her. If was going to he was doing it unbearably slow.
Inuyasha's body seemed to move of it's own accord, his mind was screaming at him about how it was such a bad idea. His body didn't comply with his thoughts though. It seemed to take an eternity to close the space between them. Inuyasha watched as her soft lips pursed. Kagome sighed at how slow he was going and quickly diminished the distance between them. Kagome felt his soft mouth against hers. Once their lips met Inuyasha's mind was wondering why it was such a bad idea. Kagome loved how his kiss chased away the ghost of Naraku's, making everything better. Inuyasha pulled her closer to him as if trying mold them together. Kagome felt him run his tongue over her bottom lip begging her to open her mouth. Kagome complied, and felt his tongue slip into her mouth. She moaned against his mouth. When Naraku did that it felt like he was suffocating her, trying to gag her with his tongue.
Inuyasha wiped all traces of Naraku out of her mouth. Kagome ran her tongue along his fangs, feeling at they slightly scratched her tongue. Inuyasha nibbled on her bottom lip, Kagome moaned again, she had never been this aroused before. Actually she'd never really been aroused before, when ever she was in a sexual situation in the past she was always repulsed, since most of her past experiences involved Naraku. Her became hands entangled in his silver hair, and his hands were on her ass. Inuyasha ad Kagome broke free gasping for breath. They looked at each other startled about what had just happened. "Is this normal?" Kagome asked. Meaning if their friendship was normal. Inuyasha smirked, "Probably not, but we're hardly normal are we?" He didn't even give time for her to answer before capturing her lips with his again.
Inuyasha pushed Kagome back and she tripped causing him to fall down on top of her. Their bodies were squished together, and the weight of Inuyasha caused the breath to whoosh out of her lungs. She gasped again his mouth, trying to breathe again. Inuyasha's groin was pressed against her stomach, and once Kagome regained her breath she realized this and blushed. She felt Inuyasha's hands roaming around on her back, and his knee between her legs. She could also feel the broken wings jabbing into her back a little bit but they weren't that uncomfortable. Her eyes felt heavy from passion, and her head felt like it was flying, or was that just the alcohol getting to her?
Inuyasha couldn't help himself, he wanted more of her he wanted to be able to taste every inch of her skin. Her scent was over whelming and it was hard to think straight when he was this close to her. He was intoxicated by her, he was losing control and felt like he were two different people. And at the moment one was standing and watching with apprehensive eyes while the other was right in there, feeling every sensation, and every curve of Kagome's body. Inuyasha felt his hands going up her thighs towards her nether regions, and was surprised when she didn't flinch away from him. He was expecting that if he took things too far she would run off, because it would remind her too much of what Naraku did to her. Inuyasha didn't put his hands in her under wear though. He just left his hands where there were two hand shaped bruises as if he could heal them.
Kagome kept her hands around his neck and in his hair, not wanting to be too forward. Kagome was tired of being on the bottom and she rolled him over so she was on the top now. And her wings weren't irritating her anymore. Kagome put her hand underneath her and on his chest feeling the contours of his muscles. She felt so safe with him; she knew that he would never take advantage of her. Kagome felt Inuyasha lips leaving from hers and move down to her jaw line, then farther down to her neck. Kagome giggled feeling the playful nips he was giving her. He then moved up to her ear and gently bit her ear lobe. Kagome closed her eyes getting lost in all the new sensations. Inuyasha rolled her over, getting her on her back again.
Inuyasha kept having thoughts at the back of his head telling him that they should stop. Finally getting his head back together Inuyasha pulled away and looked down at Kagome. She gazed back into his eyes watching as he got off her and sat on his knees. Kagome complied his movement and sat on her knees too. All of a sudden Inuyasha heard Sango's drunken laugh from a little while away. He could tell Miroku and Sango were coming this way. "Sango and Miroku are coming", Inuyasha said looking at Kagome. Kagome nodded, and stood up and started trying to straighten out her clothing and hair. Once they both made themselves look presentable they sat on the swings, not saying a word.
Kagome knew something had changed. This wasn't like last time when Inuyasha could blame it on being human and Kagome could deny everything. Kagome could feel something big was changing. But she still wasn't sure if she wanted a boyfriend, or if she wanted Inuyasha as a boy friend.
On the swing next to her Inuyasha was going through the same battle in his mind. He wasn't sure if he was ready for a girlfriend, and he was pretty sure Kagome would want to get together after what had happened tonight. They both sat there waiting for Sango and Miroku to appear. It took longer than it should've but after a while they finally came into view. "Hey guys!" Sango yelled waving sloppily. "What are you guys doing here?" Miroku asked looking at the two on the swings. "We just wanted some fresh air", Inuyasha said quickly, "I think we'll go back, because we don't want to be witness to your make out session". Inuyasha stood up and started walking and Kagome followed after him.
Miroku and Sango stayed at the park, leaving Kagome and Inuyasha to walk alone with each other. "Who was that girl you were dancing with tonight?" Kagome asked suddenly, feeling like she should know. "That was Rin", Inuyasha said, "She was dumped by my brother when he found out Kikyo was pregnant. She really loved him, and I saw her. She looked really depressed so I cheered her up". Kagome nodded suddenly happier knowing who he was dancing with, and why he was dancing with her. They walked back to the school both of them lost in a confusing torrent of emotions, and trying to sort through them.
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Okay took a while to post but I hope you liked it! Review please! Ha-ha I'm wearing my vampire teeth for Halloween because I desperately want to be a vampire!