Delinquency
Chapter Ten
Disclaimer: I don't own final fantasy 8
This chapter is ganna be a bit fucked. I'm trying out some point of view writing, so some of this is ganna be from Squall's. Its just when he's remembering shit and I'll let you know before I crank it out.
He stood before her, silent. He didn't know what to think. There she was, everything he loved, everything he desired, more than enough woman to satisfy him for the rest of his life. Yet he feels a need to screw it up every time.
He'd done it so bad that he'd lost her and she'd gone off and shacked up with some pin dick loser with shit for brains. He didn't know how to feel about this. He'd never really been involved in anything like this before.
"What?" Rinoa snapped.
He felt angry at her curt introduction. He should be pissed off with her; she was the one that went around banging half of Balamb… well maybe that was an overstatement but still. She'd lied to him.
"Rinoa,"
Squall stopped, he didn't know what to say. "Hey Rinoa, you know that guy that you dated for awhile after we broke up? Well just out of curiosity, did you guys fuck?"
… Rinoa wouldn't take that well.
"Well?" Rinoa persisted.
"I got into a fight with Alex before."
Her face turned from slightly annoyed to concerned in split seconds. Concern for whom, she wasn't sure but concern nonetheless.
"What happened?" Rinoa enquired.
She realised who she was concerned for, herself. It was obvious why they'd gotten into a fight; it had something to do with her. Those two lives probably would never have crossed paths if it weren't for her.
"His fucking cock lick mouth was running itself off that's what."
Alex was asking for a smack in the head… he might as well have just said "please slam a door on my face".
Squall's POV (this should be fun)
I walk confidently out of the record store, confident in my opinion anyway. Grabbing for my keys while I jump over the door and land damn expertly in my seat. Sometimes it's painful to be this fucking good.
"Oi, fuck-stick."
I imagine that that comment was meant for me, I'm the only one that generally gets called names like that in the middle of town.
"Alex," I say when a familiar and might I add very angry looking face comes into view. "What can I do for you?"
"You can take that fucking smirk off your face for a start."
Smirk… I wasn't even aware I was doing it, comes naturally these days I suppose. Because he's mentioned it though it turns into a full-blown grin. I can't help it if I'm a smart ass.
I get out of my car, if Alex wants to start something I don't want to be stuck sitting down taking the blows. My minds ticking over, one half nervous the other half excited. It's like this before everything I start, well the fights anyway.
It could be the adrenaline, that's what I think it is but I can't be sure. I would've thought that after awhile things like this would lose some of there exhilaration but I suppose that some things never die.
I shake my head, trying to get these thoughts out of it. I shouldn't be thinking about such things right now, why do I have to analyse everything? I should just enjoy this for what it is.
"Is there a problem?" I ask, of course there is.
The guys a fucking retard! I can't believe that Rinoa could go from something like me to something like that. I need to have a talk with that girl.
"How about telling me what the fuck you've been doing with Rinoa?"
I could tell that it was ganna turn this way. The guy needs to get over her, I mean fuck it's been like a month.
"What me and Rin," I make sure to use her nickname, its more personal and I know it'll fuck him off. "Do in our time is non of your business."
"I'm making it my business mother fucker."
Ow nice blow. What the hell do you say to something like that? I can think of a few things but I want to stay calm, being calm means I'm winning. Well sort of.
I don't understand where this thinking is coming from; I never used to think like that. As soon as I heard the "oi" before I would've been out of my car and rearing to go but now…
"Fuck off Alex, this whole I'm such a big boy routine may work with your fucking little sister but I doesn't work with me."
It's about now that I start to notice his friends. How is it that I missed them before? Why do these people always seem to travel in packs? I feel confident enough to step out my door without all my friends… now I'm starting to think it might not be such a good idea.
"Must have been a great catch, I should actually thank you for training Rinoa up into such a dirty slut."
I can feel my fist clench, tight enough to make fingernail imprints inside my palm. I'm slipping, anger taking over. Here's the Squall that I'm used to, this is when I know that things aren't going to end nicely.
Still I haven't moved, what the fuck is going on? He just called Rinoa a slut and I can't move a muscle. For someone that wants her back he sure isn't going to right way about it, calling someone who's living with her a slut might not be the best tactic.
"I mean that slag would fuck anywhere. I'd have to say that her favourite place was the backseat of a car, like a real classy lady."
The backseat of the car… but that's where I like to have sex… my two favourite babies all tied in together… how could she…
"And man would she just moan like a ghost."
I can't handle anymore, I know what he's trying to do, he's trying to make me mad. He wants me to throw the first punch. Before I have time to think my fist has connected with his nose.
Well I thought I held off pretty well considering. I mean I'm about to get a hiding due to the fact that there are a few of them and one of me but it's worth it. I'm not afraid of a little beating just so long as I broke that fucker Alex's nose.
Back to normal POV and normal time.
"Alex wouldn't say that." Rinoa scoffed.
It wasn't that she thought Squall was lying, he wasn't well known for that it was just that in the whole time that she'd been with Alex she couldn't recall him ever talking about anyone like that.
"Well believe it." Squall stated.
He didn't much want to discuss how much of a saint Alex was, he knew better. At the moment he much wanted to get Alex down a dark alley and fuck him up but that just wasn't on the cards at the moment.
Alex was going to get his anyway, oh yes he was going to get his.
Flashback
Squall bid his friends goodbye but grabbed Seifer's arm as he was about to leave. No one noticed so they didn't stick around.
"What?" Seifer queried.
"I want you to fuck up Alex's house." Squall said.
Seifer sighed and rubbed his eyes, he wanted to help his friend but he didn't see how this was going to help. Admittedly it had been awhile since he'd caused some mayhem.
"I'm not in third grade, I'm not ganna do that."
"I'll fucking pay you to do it, take the guys with you. I'll fucking pay them you know I'm good for it. Take Quistis, you know she's got all those chemicals and shit she could cause some long term damage."
"Alright fine." Seifer exclaimed holding his hands up in defeat. "But if they're not down with it I'm not doing it."
End FlashbackThey would be, he knew them. He knew that Seifer would even if they weren't, he was dying to fuck something up and this was an opportunity he would pass up.
"Squall leave it, honestly."
"I'm not doing shit." Squall replied with a smirk.
Rinoa rolled her eyes, she knew what they meant, he wasn't going to do anything but that wasn't to say that none of the others weren't.
"Squall…"
"No Rinoa, he's ganna fucking learn to never speak to me about you ever again."
Rinoa was about to complain, to try to stop him somehow but there was no use, his mind was made up and nothing she said was going to hold him back.
In a way she was kinda flattered, he was one of the only guys she knew that would defend her like that but she was slightly upset that it took him so long to throw a punch.
'What am I thinking? I thought I was supposed to have changed since all that shit.'"Nothing I say is ganna stop them is it?" Rinoa sighed.
Squall shook his head; he wasn't going to lie to her.
"Well in that case… make it a good job, whatever it is you're doing."
Squall smiled, he loved the bad streak in her. He was glad that he'd found someone like her. It was reassuring. For years he'd watched Quistis and Seifer and Irvine and Selphie only to think that he'd be stuck with every dim-witted try-hard bad girl that he crossed paths with. He hadn't thought much of Rinoa at the start, just thought that she was a hot chick that lived next door but she'd changed.
She'd been such an innocent when they'd first met, in a way he thought he might have to thank Zell for inviting her on that first night. The night they'd trashed the form room because the teacher had pissed off Selphie.
"I miss you." Squall said timidly.
He wasn't good at being sentimental; he didn't have much experience at it.
Rinoa stayed silent for a while making Squall think that she either hadn't heard him or was going to pretend like she hadn't.
"I-I think I miss you too."
"I'm sorry I fucked everything up." Squall muttered.
Rinoa shook her head, yeah she wished he hadn't too but he had.
"Squall, I don't wanna ever hurt like that again. How can I be sure that I wont?"
Squall didn't know how to answer that, he kind of hoped that it was a bit of a rhetorical question but it was fairly obvious that it wasn't.
"You cant but I can promise you that I will never, ever intentionally hurt you."
Rinoa scoffed, he knew what he was doing when he did what he did.
"I fucked up but don't you think it's about time we were both happy again? We owe it to ourselves." Squall pleaded.
Rinoa was on the verge of tears, she wanted Squall back more than anything in the world but she'd been taught by her mother to have self-respect.
"Squall I-"
Rinoa didn't get to finish her sentence as Squall's lips crashed against her own.
All she could think was would things be different if she hadn't came to stay with him? Would she still be staring out the window as another slut walked trashily out of his home?
"Why do we keep doing this?" Rinoa breathed as she broke away.
"Because you love me really." Squall said with a grin.
Rinoa chuckled, she neither confirmed nor denied it. She didn't know, she had to work that out for herself before she could decide.
Wow, I just worked it out that this story has like no plot, lol. It revolves too much around romance and I'm not liking it. Fucking up Alex's house should be a bit of fun though.
Cheers to everyone for being so patient with me to get out chapters, I dunno its taking me more nowadays to get inspiration… and I hate my keyboard now… I dunno its fucked lol.
