The entire Akatsuki stood around Pain.

"This will be a 10 day mission, we are to leave here and head out to the Land of Pearls in seven days. It will take approximately three days to get there since we'll be traveling very slowly and covering up our tracks. Once we get there we'll strike fear into the villagers then take over the village by force. Understood?" He looked around, wondering if we were following along with his plan.

"Got it," Kisame nodded.

"More sacrifice for Lord Jashin!" Hidan cheers.

"I just want pearls," Kakuzu said.

"Just to be clear, I'll be the one who's ruling the village, correct?" I spoke up.

Pain gave me a look, and I saw it again. That hatred... does he hate me? I've never felt like there was any tension between us.

He didn't answer my question but instead told everyone to get to training to be better prepared for our mission in 10 days.

*Lemon scene!*

I got finished with my training, I'm drenched in sweat. Next time I'll choose a different training partner instead of Kisame.

I walk into the bathroom and fill the tub with warm water. I start stripping, I'm still in my bra and panties when all of a sudden I feel breathing on my neck. It was Deidara, he starts nibbling on my neck, leaving trails of kisses down from my neck to the tops of my shoulders and my collar bones. The way he's putting his lips on my neck makes me want to give it up.

"What are you doing?" I ask.

"Just go along with it please un."

I turn to face him and he moves closer to me, I feel his manhood on my thigh. He starts kissing me lightly, which quickly leads to faster and harder kissing with tongue involved. He takes off his shirt, I take this time to admire his nicely toned abs. His hand reaches for the back of my bra strap but I stop him, "I'm nervous," I tell him.

"It's gonna be fine un, like I said earlier, just go along with it."

He undid my bra and took it off completely, I'm standing in front of him bare-chested and blushing. He proceeds to take off his pants and boxers, completely exposing himself to me.

"Take those off un," he tells me, pointing at my panties.

I take them off and now I'm fully exposed in front of him. He moves even closer to me and starts kissing me, his breathing getting short and heavy. He pushes me up against the wall,

"This will hurt a little," he tells me.

I close my eyes and wait for it, he sticks his manhood inside of me, moving it back and forth slowly and gaining speed with every stroke. We go from standing up to laying down on the cold tiles of the bathroom floor, I feel nothing but desire for him. I wrap my arms around him as he continues to pump in and out of me. Finally he climaxes and pulls out.

I look at him waiting for him to say something, it was the best feeling in the world for me, hopefully he felt the same. He looked up at me, but his face didn't show happiness, he had a look of concern.

"Deidara what's wrong? Please tell me, you've been acting weird for the past six months."

He gets up and quickly dresses, without even looking back at me he says, "I'm sorry," and leaves me on the floor naked and alone.

I have no idea what's wrong with him, I forget about the shower and put on my clothes and run to my room. I throw myself on my bed and cry, I just lost my virginity and the guy who took it isn't communicating well with me at all and everyone else in the Akatsuki just seems to hate me so much as of late.

What's going on?