AN: I tried didn't edit AAM yet but I will try to post third chapter tmrw :)

Doctors Office

I feel like I haven't been here in a long time. Nevertheless, I go to vent.

I enter the office and I am required to wait a while because he is running late.

After about thirty minutes he comes in smiling.

"How are you doing Alex?" He asked me.

I smiled, "Fine. Great." I answer thinking about last night.

"Well, in your last visit we talked about Casey. You were angry with her. You said that maybe you are over. What has happened? Are you still with Casey? Found someone new?" He asks.

"Well, she and I were intimate with each other yesterday. Gosh, I love her more that life itself. I want to marry her. I just have to find the right time to plan it. She will love every second of it."

He smiled, "I am glad you are happy…but Alex…Are you ashamed this is the way you have to do it. You are causing a relationship to go south. She is engaged. Have you placed those factors in?" He asked.

"I have and she has also. She knows the graveness of our situation, but we love each other and that is what counts. Of course I feel like shit sometimes. I feel like I am the worst person in the world. But when I am with her I can fly, I can do whatever I want because she will be there to catch me." I answer.

"Do you feel guilty?" He asks writing things down.

I stare at the floor. "I have these dreams. Where I am marrying Casey but Olivia comes and finds us and starts crying and Casey goes running back to her. It's the fact that I have been hiding my feelings for so long that hurts me. I know it is going to kill me to see her marry Olivia. I may be depressed. I don't want her to make a decision on my reaction. I want her to check her heart and see who is better in her life." I answer him

"Ok, What about Olivia?" He asks writing more down.

"I loved her once. I hurt her. I didn't plan this to hurt her or anybody else. I hate myself for hurting her and once she left me I felt like nothing and it hurt. I don't want Casey to think I am with her because Olivia and I have a past. I am sorry for what Casey and I are causing Olivia, but from what I hear, Casey and Olivia are distant…But I am in no way condoning cheating or any or that sort…Love finds people in tough situations." I answer him.

"Do you love her?" He asks smiling.

I smile back and nod my head. "Very much."

"What about her-"

"Do I love?" I interrupt him.

He nods and smiles.

"Everything. From the way she sleeps, to…She sometimes stares at me when she thinks and I think it's the cutest thing. She says sorry for no reason. She sends the cutest texts, yet so simple. Like have a nice day or I love and miss you." I smile as I continue, "Before she sleeps she yawns twice and shuts one lamp, because she says she doesn't like the dark. Her kisses, her hugs, her smile, her voice…her everything." I answer shrugging.

He nods, "Does anybody besides you two know about this relationship?" He asks.

"You but besides that no." I reply.

"Are you happy?" He asks.

I nod. "Yes. I have never been happier."

"Do you think I'm crazy?" I ask him.

"Do you think you're crazy?" He answers back.

"Crazy in love…I vowed to myself that I wouldn't do something like this…here I am doing it." I tell him.

"We ran out of time…But, Let me tell you this, Think about your priorities in life and chose what is important. Maybe the questions you have unanswered will answer themselves." He smiles.

I nod and head out to my car to go to work. Once there, I head for Casey's Office. I haven't seen her all day, and after talking about her all day, I just want to see her smile and just talk.

I ask her secretary if she's in and she nods so I head to her office and she opens the door before I knock.

"Going somewhere?" I ask her smiling. She quickly locks the door and grabs hold of me and pulls me closer.

"I couldn't stop thinking about you. I thought I was going to go see you, maybe to clear my mind." She smiles.

"This is more like it, Counselor. I like this side of you." I continue, "I actually couldn't stop thinking about you either. It was so hard not to…after yesterday" I lean in to kiss her. I move my arms over her shoulder.

She moves me closer to deepen the kiss. I stop the kiss for air, "We have to get back to work. Stop squeezing my…" I turned towards the door.

I think I just heard Elliot. Casey looks at me in panic and lets me go.

"Hey, Casey. I need to talk to you." Elliot states through the door. He is knocking loudly.

"Elliot…not right now. I am working." She answers in annoyance.

I just think this is the funniest thing so cover my mouth as I am chuckling.

She gives me this stern look. Like a parent would give to a child. She was warning me not to make a sound.

"Casey, it's important. It's about Olivia." He replies with urgency in his voice.

Well, I know that I am not going under that desk again so she can forget all about that idea.

"Ok, hold on." She tells him. She looks at me and points to the desk.

I word to her, no.

Besides wanting her to beg I want to see her cute pouty face. She tells me again and clasps her hand pleading for me to go under the desk. Of course I would do anything for her.

I smile and nonchalantly disappear behind the desk.

I hear her footsteps towards the door.

She opens it and Elliot rushes in. "I think you should lock that door."

Uh-oh. This is bad.

AN: What do you think?