Chapter 10: My Nightmare Pt. 1

Rated: M

Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts!

WARNING: Don't hate me for this, but it's going to get dark and really violent in the story line (for about three chapters, that's it) so if you're not up for it then you may skip, but I must assure you that there will be something special for you all coming soon! I actually cried typing this chapter so I hope it's okay ._. (For those reading this since it was posted on Christmas day I must say this is the worst Christmas gift I've ever given and I'm sorry ,_,)

Sora POV

I already rushed out the house after that call and I was now sitting in the taxi staring out the window. I couldn't understand why he left the house tonight. If I don't see him, I'll feel guilty just leaving him there to die.

"Can you let me out right here sir?" I asked the taxi driver.

"But we haven't made it on the bridge." He replied. I handed him the money and jumped out the car.

"Trust me I don't want to put your life in danger so please stay safe." I quickly got out the car and began running on to the main bridge. I didn't care if I was out of breath, I had to see Riku. This was a large bridge, no wonder they said to meet here. I should've kept going with the cab but I didn't want him killed too. I remember there was construction still going on with the bridge and it splits off in a different direction. I have a gut feeling their on the construction side of this bridge. And I was right. I made it to the section where the bridge splits off and saw them further down. I was afraid to take another step when I saw them look my way. I took a deep breathe and continued running. I finally got a close view of the guy's faces. There were nine of them just watching as I zipped by them. I didn't want to look at them. I really didn't until I saw a body sitting up against the back of a motorcycle.

"Riku?" I stopped approaching, unfamiliar with the body in front of me. He laid battered, clinging on to life as I stood there almost about to faint in disbelief.

"Don't worry, he's not dead yet. We had to hold ourselves back from killing him." One of the men with a long ponytail with grey streaks grabbed a hand full of Riku's hair, pulling his head back. Chains were wrapped around Riku's neck that was attached around the motorcycle. There was so much blood and his hair was stained in it to the point I couldn't recognize him at all. He was barely breathing when I kneeled in front of him.

"I'll give you two some privacy. You got three minutes." He released Riku's hair and walked off. Three minutes? What can I possibly do?

"Why did you come out?" Riku faintly said with his head held down. His voice was raspy, I can see the damage done to him. Another bullet wound on in his lower leg and arm. Maybe those were to stop him from trying to get away. Cuts were on face, stab wounds on his arms and his upper thigh. I can see another stab wound above his hip seeing the blood staining his shirt. Blood was cascaded down his face probably from constant blows taken to the head. I'm surprised he was still conscious. I was afraid to answer, but I had to muster up some courage to speak.

"Riku, I would never leave you. I would feel guilty if you died alone. This is all my fault." I rested my head against his head and broke down.

"It's not your fault, Sora." I looked up at him and he lifted his head a little to look me in my eyes.

"I left the house because they were going to kill us both. I had to lead them away from the house to protect you. Everything was planned. I already knew today was the day I was going to die. I'm sorry."

"Riku I love you." I kissed him on his lips and he managed to kiss back. I repeated my self over and over, 'I love you, I love you', kissing him all over. I didn't care about the blood, I didn't care about anything but him. Oh God, I collapsed on his body with my arms around him.

"Sora, I want you to move on without me." He stunned me.

"I'll never move on, never. Not even you can change my mind." I kissed him some more.

"Sixty seconds!" I looked at the person who yelled from afar yelled and I shot a look at Riku who had a calm face with his eyes closed.

"Riku," I felt myself breaking. I was going to lose the person I love in a few seconds.

"Sora there's something I want you to do when this is over." Riku said looking at me through his bloody bangs.

"Anything for you." I continued to hold on to him and leaned in closer.

"I want you to run. Get away from here, from them. Please, I don't want you to suffer in their clutches."

"But Riku, how will I—"

"Just run please, I'm begging you…do it for me."

"Times up!" I heard laughter and footsteps drawing closer.

"I love you." I heard Riku's last words before I felt a pair a hands snatch me away.

"NO, RIKU! LET ME GO! DAMNIT!" I call out to him, fighting to run back to him, but strong arms were easily dragging me away. He was looking at me with a serene face and a smile as if he wasn't going to die in vain. He was accepting his fate and I was going to watch him be killed before my eyes.

"Are you ready to be dragged away by your own bike?" Neku walked out, walking over to Riku who smirked in his face. In the end Riku was still himself.

"More ready than your ass would ever be, pussy." Neku sucked his teeth kicking Riku in the head. I covered my ears and closed my eyes not wanting to hear him being abused this way.

"You should be happy I'm putting you out of your misery." Neku said sitting on the bike.

"Try living with my father and you'll see what true misery is." Riku laughed. Neku prepared himself, putting on his gloves and helmet.

"It was good knowing you." Neku revved up the bike that made my legs feel weak. He pulled down his eye shield and revved the bike one last time before taking off. I screamed one last time as I was held back. I can't believe I was seeing this. The chains around Riku's neck were dragging him at full speed with the bike. My heart was pounding, my eyes widened, my body was giving out on me when I saw Neku leap off the bike, sending Riku off the cliff. I screamed as loud as I could, crying, hoping that this was just a dream that I would wake up from, but the loud bang I heard proved it. It wasn't a dream, it was my nightmare. I passed out in shock, feeling guilty for not fulfilling his wish. I'm sorry….Riku.

Few hours later

I finally woke up in a place that I didn't know or what I thought I didn't know. The lights shined on my face and I groaned to how painful it was on my eyes.

"Look the princess decided to wake up boys." A voice said out loud. I tried moving my arms, but I was restrained, feeling my back against the wall. My arms were chained to the wall in cuffs in some rusty looking spacious room. The walls were pretty old. There were no windows, just a light that was just there to keep on. I felt a rough hand grab my chin and turn it to see both sides of my face.

"He doesn't look bad either. He's actually gorgeous." The same guy with the ponytail said.

"I told you." Neku said leaning against the wall in the room.

"Look at those eyes! They're beautiful." He added.

"Boy Riku picked out a fine bitch here." Bitch? What the fuck was wrong with these people? I swung my head from out one of the member's grip and he slapped me across the face.

"You have a wonderful voice Sora. We want to hear more from you." I felt a hand creep up my shirt touching my waist.

"You look like you have a perfect body too. A nice slim waist we have here. I bet Riku loved fucking with you." I closed my eyes and turned away as that eye patched man drew closer to my face.

"What's wrong? I won't bite, yet." He drew knife and pressed it against my face making me whimper.

"Damn he's so cute and looks so innocent. Let's see what's down here…" His hand slipped from out of my shirt and into my pants.

"N-No, stop it please!" I began to jerk, feeling him caress me. I hung my head down and bit my tongue to repress a moan.

"Not going to show us your face princess?" Another one of the members stepped out. His dirty blonde hair styled in a mullet. He lifted my chin to see my reaction and I closed my eyes.

"Hey look, he's blushing!" He yelled out and I snatched my head from his grip, but this time my head was slammed into the wall behind me. The man with the eye patch was really rough, but his face had a twisted smile when he removed his hand from my pants. His hands were sticky with my seed and he licked some of it off before giving me that smile again.

"You taste sweet, boy." He said disposing his gloves on the other side of the room.

"Strip him of everything from the hip and below. He won't be needing them while he's here. I tried kicking the people away, but in this situation they had the upper hand.

"Look at those legs." A hand ran up my leg, resting on my inner thigh before lifting it. I felt so embarrassed that they were watching me.

"Are those hickeys? I must say, that guy loved marking you. But we make our own kind of marks." He leaned close to my face and I yanked away from him again earning a punch in the same spot I was slapped. I shut my eyes tightly to hold back any of the tears that dared to fall out.

"What wrong? Are you going to cry some more? To bad Riku isn't here to comfort you." I opened my eyes and stared at the ground. He's right though. What could I do?

"Don't worry you'll be joining him once we're through with you." I looked back up at the guys as that laughed. The man spread my legs wide open when everyone began to close in.

"So whose going first?" my eyes widened as I began pulling at the chains.

'I'll go first."

"Neku?" Joshua tried to get his attention, but ignored him.

"We're talking after this." Joshua firmly said slamming his back against the wall. Neku walked over and kneeled in front of me. I shot him a glare that he simply smiled at.

"Still mad at me? It's only been a couple of hours." He brushed his hand against my face that travelled down my neck. His lips placed on mines, but I couldn't snatch myself away from him. He was holding me still by my hair. I didn't know what I could do in this situation but struggle. Joshua on the other hand had his head turned the other way with his arms folded. I understood he couldn't bear to watch. This was irritating t him.

"You might as well give in. I finally get to have you to myself since Riku wouldn't share." Neku looked over to Joshua who scoffed at him.

"I'll never give in to any of you bastards!" I yelled and Neku continued feeling my body. I grew uncomfortable by the second.

"Are you sure about that?" He gripped both of my legs and moved in between them. He leaned in to kiss me more as I listened to him undo his pants.

"I'm gong to make sure you enjoy every last minute of this." I gritted my teeth in disgust as I felt him pushing himself inside of me. I never felt so violated in my life.

"So how does it feel for me to be inside of you?" He asked and I began laughing hysterically, angering him.

"What's so funny?" Neku grabbed me by my shirt and yanked me forward.

"I'm going to enjoy this you say? How can I when Riku is much bigger than you." I heard a chuckle from Joshua and other members that pissed Neku off even more, sending multiple punches to my face. I spat blood on his face and smirked.

"You're just like him." He lifted my leg higher and began thrusting harder. I struggled, kicking against him to no avail. Now I understand why Riku wanted me to run. My face was sore and the cuffs were too tight on my wrists. My head was pounding from all this stress. I don't know how long it's been as Neku tried to prove himself to be enjoyable until he called out to the others.

"Who's next?" I was taken out of my daze when the man with the eye patch stepped forward unzippening his pants. I really knew this was going to be a problem.

"N-No, let me go!" I began tugging at my restraints.

"Hey Neku, you got the keys?" I watched him catch the keys and unlock the cuffs on both my wrists.

"Better?" He said and I sat there rubbing both my wrists. I looked up at everyone then looked back down at my wrist before attempting to make a dash for the door.

"No! Let me go!" I was grabbed from behind then slammed harshly to the floor. I screamed from the pain surging through my back as I tried to regain the breath that was knocked out of me.

"What makes you think you could escape us?" He trailed his tongue up my neck before forcefully kissing me. I was pinned by my wrist as I screamed and kicked for him to let me go. Some people began to close in stand around undoing their pants as I screamed my lungs out.

"Hey you guys hold him down for me. This is going to be fun." The eye patched man pulled out a knife, licking before placing it in his own mouth to hold for later use. I could feel him entering me while I was pinned. The rest either sat back and watched in amusement or joined in, exploring every part of my body. Tears streamed from my eyes. Squeezing my eyelids shut wouldn't hold back my tears. I could feel my nails cutting into my skin and I balled my fist tightly. All I could do was cry out in pain. I don't want this. I never asked for this to happen. Why was it wrong being with Riku? Were we not meant to be together? I just don't understand. Riku, if you can hear me….please, help….