Alright, another day another chapter… -wow that was kinda cheesy :P
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Anyways, I want to clear up some things… Bella does exist, but she and Jake did not and do not no each other. Yes, so she is still there, and she does 'fall in love with Edward', but Jake and her do not know each other, okay sorry, I just repeated myself, but I'm high on chocolate, so forgive me :) (Thanks to twihard104 for reminding me to clear that up)
BIG thanks to N.K Olesen for the awesome beta-ing and for the great ideas XD
Beach time
JPOV
The rest of the week passed by like all I have ever dreamed of, except it was a thousand times better. My relationship with Nessie was great, and she was all I could have hoped for. We were practically inseparable now. We spent most of our time at her house. And when we were at school, leaving her for the couple of hours that we didn't have class together was the hardest thing I ever had to do.
My wolf brothers have been telling me I should tell her about our 'world' before we got to deep into the relationship. I knew they were right, but I didn't know how I should tell her. I was scared she would think I was a freak, and would leave me. She might not like me anymore, and will think I was just a big disgusting dog. Not to mention how she would react to knowing that there are such things as vampires, let alone the fact that, her best friends, the Cullens, were vampires.
There were just too many consequences, and I was at a loss for how to break it to her.
I didn't even have any idea about anything in school. I was just sitting like a goddamn statue, thinking about Nessie. I felt someone nudge me with their elbow. I looked over to Emma, and she nodded toward the front. Everyone was staring at me.
"Mr. Black, can you give me the answer?" My science teacher asked with a smug smile on his face. He knew I had no idea what the question was.
Why are they always picking on me? Ugh. I heard Quil mutter the answer under his breath. Of course, he was sitting a few desks away, but using my supernatural hearing, I heard it perfectly.
"A cell membrane consists of two layers of lipid molecules with a layer of protein molecules on either side." I smiled innocently at the flabbergasted teacher.
Quil just chuckled loudly, but immediately shut up when the teacher glared at him. I muffled my own chuckle, and sat back in my chair, another daydream of me and Nessie making its way through my head.
The bell rang, indicating lunch, and I walked as fast as humanly possible to meet Nessie in our usual spot in front of her class. I spotted her walking out of the class and my heart started beating faster, but that wasn't new. I was always dumbstruck whenever I saw her. I swear she gets more gorgeous by the minute.
"Hey, babe," I welcomed her with a chaste kiss, and we made our way to the cafeteria. We grabbed our lunch, and made our way to our usual table.
I looked over at the bloodsucker's table. It was disgusting how that new girl, Bella, was hanging over Eddie like she was entranced by his non-existent beauty. Ugh.
Seeing him, reminded me of last night's meeting with the other wolves. We had found an unfamiliar scent that was too close to the residents. It was a vampire's scent, but it wasn't any of the Cullens. So Sam talked to the doc, and he said that it was an army of vampires that were being collected for revenge for some blah blah blah, which I hadn't bothered to pay attention. All I knew was that they were made and controlled by some psycho vampire named Victoria.
Sam had agreed with the Cullens that our pack will help go up and fight with them against the new army. After all, we are werewolves and it was our duty to protect all humans' lives. This weekend we were all to meet up with the Cullens, just outside the treaty line. But I wasn't looking forward at all to spend any time away from Nessie.
"Hey, Jake…" Nessie's voice brought me back from my thoughts.
"Hm, oh sorry, I was just… lost in my thoughts," I smiled awkwardly down at her.
"Well, I was just saying, you know, since my leg is all better and all, maybe we could do something this weekend? I mean, I feel so trapped in my house all the time… maybe we should go out?" It sounded more like a question.
But I knew she was right, I mean, all we seem to be doing these days is hanging out with Charlie over the dinner table. Exactly the time a new couple should have together.
Although I really wanted to say yes, I knew I couldn't. Sam was forcing us all to go patrolling every free sec. And of course, the future seeing vamp had seen that the fight would be this weekend.
"No, I'm sorry, I can't do anything…" I answered hesitantly. I glanced over at her, scared of her reaction.
"Oh," was all she said, looking the other way. I could easily hear the disappointment in her voice, and the way her voice changed sounding hurt. Ugh, why did I have to be so stupid? She probably thought I hated her now.
"I'm so sorry, it's just that…" Ugh, how am I supposed to explain this? It's just that my werewolf brothers and I have to go and fight some random army of bloodsuckers to save everyone's innocent human blood? I don't think so, at least not anytime soon. I wasn't ready to tell her about the supernatural shit right now.
"I just made plans with my friends, you know… we haven't seen each other in like years, and…" I really do suck at this. She looked like I had just thrown a boulder at her heart.
"It's okay, really, maybe some other time. Besides, I haven't spent some time with Alice in a while, may be we could go shopping or something."
Oh Jesus. I didn't have the heart to tell her that all the Cullens would be away too.
"Come on," she said, trying to compose her face. "We're going to be late for class."
She put on a smile, but I knew it was a fake one. I hurt her. Ugh, damn these supernatural worlds. Why couldn't I just find the guts to tell her?
We started making our way to class. "Hey, why don't I make it up to you?" I tried to break the silence. "I'll take you out to the beach tonight. I'm sure I could pull myself out of tonight's meeting."
"No, Jake you don't have to. It's fine really." She replied.
"No, I want to." I urged.
We reached the door, and she turned to look at me with a grateful smile, "Okay, fine. I really appreciate it." She reached up and I kissed her full pink lips, cherishing the taste, and headed into the room.
As the bell rang, signaling the end of the day, I bolted to the changing room to get out of these disgustingly sweaty gym clothes.
I put on my fresh clothes, and walked to the girls' door, to wait for Nessie. Close enough for her to notice me, but not too close that people would think I was perverted.
"Hey, gorgeous," I grinned stupidly as Nessie popped out of the crowded hallway.
"Hey, handsome," Nessie greeted me with a kiss, and we walked toward the parking lot. "So where are we going?"
"My place. I thought maybe we could hang out at the beach." I answered honestly.
As I drove through the highway, the wind blew through the wide open windows. The weather was great, I thought about how good it would feel to phase, and feel the wind blowing through my fur. But I would rather stay here with Nessie as long as I could. I just had that amazing feeling in the pit of my stomach, and I didn't want it to ever end. Whenever I was with Nessie, I felt complete. She was my world now and I never wanted to be separated from her.
When we arrived at my house, we walked in to put our bags, and Nessie went over to the living room to say hi to Billy, after all, she hasn't been here for a while, and I bet she missed him. I remember how they used to have these hour long conversations when we were little, and I was glad they got along together happily.
We walked over to the beach hand in hand, and laid down to watch the waves crash at our feet.
"Come on Jake," she said after a while, standing up and pulling me with her. "Let's take a walk."
"Alright," I chuckled.
"So, remember that truth or dare game?" she asked, blushing.
I grinned. "Yes, of course, how could I ever forget?"
"Well, you know how you said you go cliff diving?"
"Yeah…" I said hesitantly, unsure of where this was gong.
"It's fun right? And obviously it didn't kill you."
"Yeah. At least I think I'm still alive."
Suddenly, as we kept walking, I noticed that we were on the cliffs. The weather was nice, and it made the water seem less frightening, and hopefully less cold. Maybe I could show Nessie some diving.
But suddenly I noticed that her hands weren't in mine any more. I spun around and saw her a few steps back, near a fallen tree trunk.
"Hey, what are you doing?" I asked, shocked to see her taking her clothes off.
"What do you think? I'm going to jump." She giggled silently as she walked up to me in only her underwear, and a black lace bra, which completely turned me on. Her creamy legs were so smooth and it was all I could do not to step closer to her and ravish her.
"No, you're not. It could kill a-" I was going to say a human, but thankfully I stopped myself. "It's too dangerous."
"Yes, I am," she said, determined.
"But-"
"Stop it Jake, I made up my mind, and I'm going to cliff dive, just like you." She smiled and walked closer to the cliff.
"Well… Fine, I'm jumping with you then." I replied. I quickly took off my shirt, and shorts, and threw them over to where her clothes were.
Oh god, I was in my boxers, and she was in some sexy underwear, and I wasn't even allowed to do anything.
I walked over to her and noticed that she was slightly shivering from the breeze. I closed the distance, and hugged her from behind. I felt her body immediately freeze for a second, until she came accustomed to my unnaturally heated body.
As we both looked down at the far water I whispered, "You still want to do this?"
"Yes!"
"Alright. I don't think it's safe to jump down like this, but we could hold hands." I hesitantly let go, and stood at the tip of the cliff.
"Alright, on the count of three," she said, smiling eagerly. "One… Three!" she screamed.
What happened to two? But she had already jumped. But luckily my fast reflexes allowed me to catch up and jump in with her.
Wow. I hadn't done that in a while. It felt fucking awesome. I had forgotten how it felt to feel the wind rush upwards past me.
As Nessie and I hit the water, we were forced down a couple of feet. But I immediately pulled both of us up for air.
We both shot up gasping. Her face was flushed, and she looked so cute. Her ear to ear grin was so stunning.
She swam over to me and jumped onto my back, wrapping her legs tightly around my waist, and her arms around my neck. Of course, in the water, she felt like a feather.
"Ohmygod! That was so freaking awesome! Let's do it again!" she screamed into my ear.
I laughed at her eagerness. "Alright, I'm glad you liked it." I said, feeling pleased at her happiness. It always made me happy whenever she was.
I swam us back to the beach, and laid her down on the sand. She was breathing hard, and I wasn't sure if she would be able to go again. I laid down next to her, and she snuggled onto my chest. "Jacob! That was so fun! How come you never brought me here before?" she asked, hitting my stomach playfully. I chuckled when her hand crashed into my hard abbs.
"Wow, where'd you get those from?" she asked, fascinated.
"It's natural, baby," I answered, with a smug smile. "You like it?"
"Yeah, I like it. Looks... sexy." She whispered up against my jaw.
"Oh, really?"
She brought her lips up into a fierce kiss. Our lips fit together perfectly, and it felt like I had died and gone to heaven. Our lips moved together in synch for a couple of minutes. Then as I traced my tongue across her bottom lip, I felt her moan and open her mouth. I entered, and her taste was marvelous. This was the sexiest moment of life.
I just noticed that she was fully on top of me now. Each knee was on either side of my hips, and her chest was flushed full against mine.
I couldn't stop my hands from raveling up and down her sides and back. Damn, I'm so glad we didn't have any clothes on.
I rolled us over so I was now on top, and bent down to continue kissing down her neck and collar bone.
"Jake…" she said, breathing roughly
"Mhmm," I said against her soft skin, making my way down to her stomach.
"Umm… I… we should stop."
"Why?" She didn't answer, but just brought my head back up to kiss me intensely.
Oh God, yes, I think we should stop. Only problem is, how?
We continued on like this for a few more minutes, and I heard a booming laugh roar through the air. "Ha! Ohmygod, Claire bear, cover your eyes!" I heard Quil's voice.
Nessie gave a little squeal as she hid her head in my neck. I looked up, making sure that she was covered by my body. What the hell was he doing here? Oh right we're at the beach. I couldn't help but punch myself mentally as I realized what just happened. How could I do this to Nessie?
"Dude, what are you still doing here?" I asked Quil.
"Oh, right, um, okay, I'm leaving," he said, and walked away down the beach. I sat up, bringing Nessie up with me. "Oh, God. Nessie I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have."
She giggled. "Jake, what are you talking about?" She put a hand to my mouth. "Last time I checked, making out was a two person thing."
"Yeah, I know. But, I shouldn't have gotten carried away like that, I'm sorry."
"Yeah, you're right, we should slow down a bit. But," she bit her lip turning me on more than I already was. "I didn't regret it. It was kind of hot."
"That's an understatement." I grinned.
"Well, it's your own fault for being so sexy."
"Look who's talking," I stood up and picked her up effortlessly, "But, I think we should go get our clothes before your dad comes and finds us like this."
I walked us over to the place by the cliffs where we left our stuff. Somehow, between all the stolen kisses, we made it back to my house half an hour later.
We sat in my bed and I inhaled in her scent, trying to memorize it. This was just one of the freaking best afternoon I'd spent with my own personal angel, Nessie. I was going to miss her like shit over the next few days.
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