A/N I haven't posted in forever I NO but I have been BUSY and if you haven't noticed a lot in the story has changed I hope u still like it

I no how your feeling its hard for me too and I no that's its getting harder but you only have a few years left I said

yea your right I just can't help but feel sad knowing that he can't love me yet and I can't help but think what if he gets older and has a girlfriend

we will deal with that when the time and plus even if he does it won't last very long I said

your right thanks I needed a little pep talk she said smiling slightly I smiled back im goin to see kallen do u want me to take u to see sammy

she piped up then yea let me get my jacket and we can go she said

I nodded and she flitted to her room and just then emmett came into the room

hey maria where is your puppy is he here or did his mom lock him up in his cage where he belong he laughed

I growled at him he knew Damn well how I felt about kallen and yet he still continues to fuck wit me

my body began to tremble and I knew what was happening and I didn't want to ruin grandma esmes furniture I ran out the house and jumped off the porch landing on all fours

that Damn bastard I don't see how aunt rosalie puts up with that dick I should go back and bite his head off I thought

seth,embry and quill laughed

maria what going on and watch your mouth my Dad said

that dumbass made me phase I said replaying what happened

watch your mouth he said putting more authority in his voice

sorry Dad I said

your mom is coming he said

I turned around and my entire family was standing outside looking as if they had never seen a wolf before

what the hell are they looking at oh shit I mean crap sorry Dad he sighed as if giving up

my mom came around the corner our eyes locked for a split second

EMMETT WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO MY DAUGHTER she screamed he laughed I didn't do anything she can't take a joke he said

she glared daggers at him she flitted to his side and threw him into a tree causing the tree to break she flitted to his side and pinned him to the ground and he looked a little scared for a moment

leave her the HELL ALONE if I hear one word about you pissing them off or saying anything about one of their imprints I WILL PERSONALY TURN YOUR ASS TO DUST MY DAMN SELF she yelled and for once in my existence

I saw emeett scared of my mom

woo hoo go mom I cheered its about time someone put that idiot in his place

maria we need to talk tell edward that you are coming to meet me in the clearing my Dad said

a grandpa im goin to meet my Dad I thought to him he looked at me and nodded my mom then brought me some clothes I took then in my mouth and licked her cheek as a thank you

she chuckled if you don't get that from your father I don't no where you get it from she said shaking her head as she walked away

I ran away from the main house to meet my Dad when I rememberd I promised kallen that I would be there when he got out of school

I knew my Dad heard my thoughts

please Dad

he sighed giving in thanks Dad I skidded to a stop turning around heading to claires house

I got there just in time to hear the car cominh up the road I phased back and dressed in my clothes i came out of the woods just as they pulled up

kallen jumped out the car and ran to me

WE WON THE GAME! (football game)

really why didn't you call me I would have came to your game I said

I don't no I didn't want to bother you he said

well the next time you have a game I demand that you call me I said

he laughed sure sure

you guys mind helping me with the groceries claire called

we walked over to her I took most of the bags out of her hand and walked into the house setting the bags on the counter

so are you excited about your 14th birthday being two week and five days away I asked kallen

dude im gonna 14 how do you think I feel but its gotta be cool to have your birthday on new years he said smiling I laughed yea its pretty cool I guess

and then I heard a ringing sound nobody said anything and the phone kept ringing and after a while of the ringing

claire finally sighed kallen would you please answer your phone its starting to get on my nerves its been ringing non stop since I picked you up from school she said sounding a little irritated

he nodded and walked out of the room answering the phone

I helped claire put up the groceries and as I was doin so I heard kallen in the other room on his phone saying

yea babe my birthday is in two weeks

I no you do but my mom wants me to spend

my birthday wit the family don't call her that

tears welled up in my eyes

honey what's wrong claire asked

I dropped the can on the floor and ran out of the room house I phased bursting out of the clothes

ugh why does everything bad happen to me why did I have to imprint on a boy that can't even love me

maria he does love you just not yet if you would just my Dad started but I cut him off

you no what Dad just stop everybody isn't as lucky as u are you and mom have the perfect lives and if you haven't noticed everybody's imprint doesn't grow at vampire speed

so before you even think to make a comment stop yourself because you dont no what im feeling or how Im feeling and with that I phased back there was a pair of clothes waiting for me

I dressed quickly and ran into the house I ran straight into my grandpa's arms

I felt the tears I hated to show my weakness and I wasn't going to start

I wiped my eyes he looked at me

are you okay he asked

let me see I just found out that my imprint the person that I am suppose to love for eternity and beyond has a girlfriend I hate uncle emmett I phased for the first time and my baby sisters now ex boyfriend is a total idiot so you do the math

he chuckled u are so much like your mother and kallen having a girlfriend I wouldn't worry too much about because its not gonna last I can assure u this he said

thanks grandpa I said

your mother is coming to talk to you so I will leave you two alone he said getting up and dissaperaing out of the room

hey honey I heard what happened are you okay she asked

not really i said truthfully

she looked at me sympatheticly you no its okay for you to cry you don't have to hold all that pain inside she said

but I don't want to cry I said

she smiled slightly at me just no that im always here for you no matter what she said

I nodded thanks mom she hugged me and disappeared

sighed dropping my head in my hands

I then heard mason and his imprint alison (kim and jarreds daughter) come in

she walked into the living room MARIA! she exclaimed running to me oh thank god someone that I can talk to that actually makes sense she said dramatically rolling her eyes at mason

I laughed hey I do make sense that really hurts my feelings he said making a fake sad face

dude you can't act to save your life she said

we laughed so what's up ali I asked

nothin much just hangin out with mason what's wrong maria you look sad she said looking worried

nothin im fine I said

wait let me guess boy trouble she said knowingly I laughed I guess you could say that I told her

im gonna go to the ladies room and then you can tell me all about she said getting up and leaving

"boy problems dont you mean kallen problems" mason thought to me

"shut up" I thought back

he laughed

MARIA! alison screamed we both ran to the bathroom

alison what's wrong? are you okay? are you hurt? let me in mason said said in a worried

tone

I don't no I just need maria she callEd back

im right here I said knocking on the door then the doorbell rang go get the door I got this I told him he flitted off

maria peeked out the door she pulled me in

maria something is wrong wit me Im bleeding out an end of my body that I didn't even no I could bleed out of she said horrified

and then I realized what was happening I don't no how I didn't smell it

I chuckled she looked at me as if I had 4 eyes why are you laughing I could be dieing and your laughing how is this funny she said

no im not laughing I no what wrong I said

she sighed in relief well what are you waiting for tell me she said

you just got your period I said

say what now she said

you just got your period

oh my god this can not be happening to what am I gonna do she said

calm down your not going to die Im pretty sure I have some old clothes for you to wear and there are pads in the cabinet I said and left the room hurrying up the stairs

mason followed me what's wrong wit her? Is she oka? he asked frantically

she's fine there is nothin wrong wit her she's just having a girly moment but whatever you do don't make her mad and don't mention it I said

as I picked out the clothes and headed back down the stairs

he shivered im glad im not a girl he said

I bet you are I said sarcastically as I opened the bathroom door

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