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Pairings- NaruSaku, NaruHina, ShikaIno, KibaShinTen, ChoChimp, NejLee, SasuKarin

Rating- M

Blah- talking

Blah- thinking

Blah- dream/flashback

Blah- Ej2/Inner Sakura/Kyuubi/Hachibi/Nagato

Disclaimer- Kishi owns it, but I but own this fanfic

Naruto- What are you talking about, nobody owns me!

Hinata- O-Oh m-m-m-m-m-y god! Naruto just kissed me!

Sakura- He did what?

Naruto- Well you see... I... I... *Five minutes later* AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Previously on Love and Pain...

After Naruto's so called first date with Hinata, he sees Hinata masturbating which leads him to fall in love with the shy Hyuga Heiress. Later, Hinata confesses her feelings and she goes on a date with him and he kisses her. Sakura, unsure of her feelings towards the man, looks for him but finds him kissing Hinata. Elsewhere, Akatsuki plan on attacking Konoha and Nagato has just ordered Karin to set a chip on the back of Gaara's neck for his visit to Konoha. Choji also reveals that Shikamaru loves Ino.

Chapter 10- What Have I Done?

The lights dawned, beginning to lower and darken until there is none at all. Sun slowly lowering, down to the other end of the world. The humid air along the streets of the village of Konohagakure. The children began to go home as the day began to end. The lights along the large Hyuga household began to turn on, and lit up the huge mansion. This was the house of Hyuga Hinata the heiress of her clan. Currently, of course she was not at home though she was out looking for Naruto Uzumaki. Well, at least that's all Neji Hyuga could tell you. He was her cousin and guardian from the cadet branch. The clan of the Hyuga was split, between the main branch and the cadet, but of course it wasn't of clan differences. At least now, anyway.

They used to be very against each other back in the day, some hatred even leaked its way back to the youngins'. The cadet branch supported and protected the main branch from those who wanted to steal the power of the Byakugan and of course other unwanted visitors. For many years rogue shinobi and other ninja were after the secrets of the Byakugan as the Hyuga needed power to protect themselves. And so they decided on the cadet branch and to ensure their obedience they sealed the curse mark on their forehead which caused pain whenever they dis-obeyed the main branch. In turn this followed generation after generation leading up to Neji being Lady Hinata's servant in a way. The cadet was always chosen by being the second born, which was very un-fair.

As you would expect, Neji had always had a deep hatred for the main branch that is... until he dealt with Naruto Uzumaki. He changed the way Neji thought about the world, and that is one of the main reasons Neji supported Hinata's feelings for the Jinchuriki. At this moment Neji was still sitting in the big blue chair in Hinata's mansion waiting for her to return. He knew that Naruto and Hinata would probably not be an accepted relationship because of the Kyuubi, but he had some sympathy for them because he too had a love for someone outside the clans rule. That would be a male ninja Rock Lee. This would definitely not go well because if they found out he was gay he would probably be banished and stripped of his hereditary name.

Many would wonder why he loved the boy, as he had always remained distant especially to him. After all the years of Lee trying to be better than him, something finally rubbed off on him most likely. The way he moved about, his positive attitude and his acceptance of most people. Neji did not accept this feeling at first at all, but it was to be expected if it was destiny.

And by the look of the clock, it seems Hinata wouldn't be coming home any time soon. Neji made a short chuckle as he sat up slightly and rubbed his temples. With a sigh, he stood up and headed towards the door. Although his thoughts were not directed towards the taijutsu specialist, he was always on his mind. He closed his eyes and opened the door, and within a few minutes he was halfway down the street. Neji stuffed his hands in his pockets, looked up to the sky and thought.

Lee... you certainly are a splendid shinobi.

A young messenger of the sand around in his thirties, walked down the street in silence. He had just been dealing with the Kazekage about the Akatsuki situation. According to some information, it seemed that they were planning on attacking Konoha once again in search for the nine tailed beast. Katsuna did not understand at all why they had to get involved in this thing and not take any sides in any of this conflict at all, since they weren't involved in it yet. The Akatsuki had already sealed Shukaku so they did not have any business with Suna at the moment.

The Kazekage (Lord of the Sunagakure) had a meeting six days from now with the Hokage (Tsunade) to discuss the attack, to assure that it was real. Katsuna allowed himself a small laugh at the foolishness of the Hokage. He stopped dead in his tracks at that moment. He had forgotten something vital to his job aside from messaging.

Shit! I forgot to check for any intruders that may have entered the village. Luckily, unlike others I can sense it from right here!

Katsuna closed his eyes for a moment and made a hand sign. After a few seconds, it may have seemed to any ordinary person that he was doing nothing but invisibly he was scanning the entire village of Sunagakure with chakra waves that came from his chest. After about five minutes he opened his eyes and muttered.

"There's one intruder." Katsuna then lifted up the cloak and concealed his face again and ran off to the right.

Looks like we have another rat to kill!

The rocks of the evil organization called "Akatsuki" sat in silence. Madara and the rest of the group left the cave a few hours ago after Karin left. Sasuke was still there however, and they left him a note to go back to the main base. The Uchiha slowly stirred awake and blinked a couple of times. The last thing he remembered was waking up from the genjutsu and then it going black. He sat up and let out a yawn as he slowly rubbed his back.

After a few minutes to let the memories return, he made a small yelp. He smacked his hands up to his eyes and bend over as though he was in head pain. He started sobbing out loud and breathing hard. His brain hurt and felt as though it were ripped out of his head. The thoughts of Itachi, his father and Danzo filled his mind and he let out another muffled scream and some choked sobs.

"Little brother... you are weak..."

"Itachi your mission..."

The world swirled around and Fugaku appeared.

"Great job Sasuke! That's my boy!"

Sasuke laid down and curled into a small ball like shape and let the tears run freely down his face. He felt so miserable and right now, frankly he didn't care if Suigetsu or anyone saw him at the moment. All he cared about was how Itachi was forced to kill his family and the rest of the clan. Right now, he wished for nothing more than to appear in Konoha and tear the Elder's hearts out of their chests. He felt so lonely as if the clan was just slain. The feelings tore up his insides and at that moment, he knew he wouldn't be healed until Konoha was destroyed. He punched the ground multiple times until his anger finally subsided and rubbed his eyes to rid some tears.

As he barely gained his composure, he stood up and head out the door. Once he saw nobody was there, he picked up the note and read it. With that, he left the cave and headed off "home".

Teuchi and Ayame stood in front of the newly blossomed couple and watched with a sigh and laughter.

"You know, I always thought he would end up with that Sakura girl! Heh..." Teuchi laughed.

"Not everything turns out the way it seems." Ayame said as she stared like a mindless drone.

Hinata felt joy that she had never felt before, as f her whole body was on fire. She was honestly surprised that Naruto hadn't pulled away at all as of yet. And that was all she needed to know that she was his. That he didn't love Sakura anymore, but her. The eternal bliss of the moment, all she had been waiting for her whole life. It was just as great and wonderful as she thought it would be. From the moment she saw him, Naruto Uzumaki lit her world on fire.

Naruto heart gave a large ache and started pumping furiously. He had just done the number one thing he never thought he would do, he just kissed Hyuga Hinata. He wanted to run away, escape this cruel world and die. He didn't want it to turn out this way. Of course he had to kiss her to assure himself aside from Kyuubi that she was the one for him. And he found out, it was all a lie. A silent tear made its way down his right tanned cheek.

Teuchi and Ayame left the room to give the two some privacy, as they felt it was not their place to be. Hinata moaned into Naruto's lips and pushed her body against his. She gently cupped his cheeks, and Naruto could feel her breasts from behind her clothing. Naruto got out of his daze for a second and gently pushed Hinata away with his lazy hands. Hinata blushed furiously and looked away. Naruto sat awestruck, and moved his lips but no words came out.

"I-I'm s-sorry N-Naruto-K-Kun...!" Hinata stuttered as she blushed as red as an apple. Truthfully, Hinata was not sorry at all, not by a long shot. She yearned to resume her former position. She felt like her world was just ripped apart and she wanted it back. Only one kiss and he was already a drug to her. She needed more of it. More. More. More. She hungered with lust to escape the sit she sat in and reclaim his lips, but she couldn't that would be way to out-of character for her anyway. But she couldn't help but wonder would it happen again? What if he would leave and say it was all a joke? Wait... he was going to speak!

"Hinata... thank you. I have to go now." With a deep breath full of shakes, he gently stood up, pushed the ramen towards the direction of the cooking room and walked away from the stool.

"N-Naruto-Kun? Are we still together?" Hinata yelled after him as she stood up and began to run after him, pushing her empty bowl aside as well. Naruto slowly turned to look at her with a sorrowful expression.

"I don't know... I just don't know anything anymore." And with that, he left and ran home with tears rolling down his face.

Sakura ran and ran and ran. She had to; it was her duty to escape. She had to run away from the horrible world and end it all. The pain and angst that wrecked havoc on her heart tore her apart. Her Inner Self was right. From the moment she saw those two's lips locked, she knew she would regret everything she had ever said to him. If only she knew before what it truly felt like to have your heart ripped out of your chest. The despair consuming your world.

Further... Further... the non-stop patter of feet of silk. Faster. Faster. Faster. But not fast enough. She skidded down the road, and made a sharp turn down Kurushimi Avenue and ran more. A few times she tripped over a pebble, but she got back up. She would always get back up. Or would she? Pain. Anguish. Despair. Hurt. Destruction. Loneliness. Intoxication. Madness. Those were some of the feelings she felt in her de-formed mind. It wasn't supposed to be this way. If only... if only... she had listened to herself once, this would have never happened.

Destruction. It all came down to that word. Nothing else mattered. Nothing else ever could. Not after what she saw. She knew she would never be healed. She wanted to be stabbed... killed... de-capacitated. The end had to come quicker... quicker... quicker. Please. Let it end now, she thought. Horrible. Another word to describe herself with. She was horrible to him, maybe that's why he left her and went to.... her. Forgiveness was just a word... so was happiness. A word bend from hell.

With another leap, she landed in the grass and rolled down a few times. This time, she wouldn't get up again. It had to stop. The tears poured out of her eyes. She screamed into the sky. Only one word went through her mind at this second.

Why!?

The door slammed shut, the china rocked back and forth. Footsteps were heard bursting up the staircase. Another slam was heard. Naruto plopped on his bed and let out a long awaited breath. Muffled screams came from the mattress. Tears ran awestruck down the blonds face; he had never been so confused in his life. Not when he found out he had the nine tails in him, not when he left Konoha for two and a half years, not when Sasuke joined Orochimaru, not when Pain attacked Konoha, never before. Confusing. Un-Sure. Whatever you want to call it, he just didn't know what to do.

Should he go back to Hinata and stay together for the sex? Or should he give up on giving up on Sakura? Should he listen to the Kyuubi, should he not? What is he suppose to know? He had just kissed Hinata Hyuga, when just two days ago he was chasing Haruno Sakura. But... two days can easily change a lot of things. Like with Sasuke, wait... he doesn't need to be thinking about Sasuke know, he has more important things on his mind. He began screaming more deeply into his bed, and moaning with tears. He slammed his fists against the bed and screamed some more.

Why does this shit have to happen to me?

God hates you, and plus live inside of you. That should be enough to destroy anybodies life.

You again? Don't you see that you are destroying my life?

Yes... but you don't have to be so pessimistic, just do the right thing.

And that is...?

Stop being a pussy, fuck the pink haired bitch, and go fuck the one with big breasts. The end, all so simple, isn't it?

You realize you're talking about rape right?

Just do what I say when you wake up tomorrow morning.

Pain. Sakura sat in the grass crying as hard as she could. It felt as though she was being run over by a race horse. It was torture, it truly was. She thought she would be happy, but she was not, in fact she was worse than she had ever been.

Are you done now, you see what you have done. It has finally happened, you kept on wishing and wishing and now it happened.

Well, how was I suppose to know what you were saying would come true!?? I thought you were being sarcastic!

Good, now you see. Now go over and get our Naruto-Kun back before he gets too attached to that bitch!

No.

And.... why not? Don't you see how miserable you are already? Are you blind or do you have some sort have hate against yourself?

No, I just don't love him. I mean I-I know I'm upset and all, but that's just temporary. There has to be some sort of explanation for this besides me being in love with him, right?

Hum... no. I'm pretty sure there's is not. Within in a matter of time, you'll see he's the one for you, date, and then have Kyuubi babies!

...That will never happen. *sniff* No. I don't know why I feel this way, but I have to go now, its get late. Hopefully I'll figure it out in the morning...

And with that, Sakura let out a final yell into the grass and quieted down for a moment. She slowly sat up with a little effort and moaned a bit. Once she composed herself, she gently wiped away most of the tears from her eyes and let a long held sigh. She stared into the dark abyss, the dark night sky hovering high above the emerald trees. The sound of crickets in the night. When she looked towards the street, she realized people were staring at her. She wanted to yell that there was nothing to look at and to go away, but she couldn't. She wouldn't. Un-willingly she crouched, and then stood. She hopped onto the street and walked past the glares of the villagers. As she turned back down Kurushimi Avenue and she could still feel the glares burning through her back. She looked down towards the ground and saw the pebble she tripped on before.

"Well, at least you don't have to deal with this crap." Sakura muttered as she kicked the small un-suspecting pebble down the road. She continued to walk, down under the bright moon. Under the darkened sky, and under the stars.

So now you're taking your mis-fortunes out on rocks?

Leave me alone. Sakura thought to herself as she turned right Chinura Avenue.

The silence, never ending. The wind gently tapping against the light window. Shikamaru sat with silence in his chair right on the of Choji's bedside. He had not gotten any other visitors since being carted to the hospital with HIV. He looked like he was sleeping now, so Shikamaru finally decided to leave. He gently stood up, trying not to disturb the disease stricken boy. His hand slowly moved towards the knob until he heard a noise. He ignored it and continued to twist the knob open.

"S-Shikamaru... please don't leave yet. I-I don't want to be alone tonight." Choji whimpered. Shikamaru turned around with lightly shocked eyes that the fat boy was still awake, but still caring and warm.

"Choji... you have to understand. You're going to have to be alone tonight. Besides, as long as you don't catch any diseases your case of AIDs shouldn't affect your daily life. You are only here because you might have caught influenza which could kill you now. Anyway, you don't have to worry; I'll be here in the morning. Now get some rest and calm down. Goodnight, Choji." Shikamaru said in hid "friendly" face. He slowly opened the door again only to see a certain purple skirt kunoichi.

"Oh, Ino! What are you doing here; I was just about to leave." Shikamaru said as he looked down with a blush. Ino was holding a basket of fruit in her hand and a coy smile on her lips.\

"Shikamaru, it's you. I was just going to check up on Choji before I go to sleep tonight. Here, I was going to give him a basket of apples, do you want to give it to him?" Ino asked as Shikamaru began to walk past her. He moved his lips close enough to her left ear, where she could feel his breath on her.

"Stay here a few minutes and keep him comfort, he really needs it right now." Shikamaru said in a tone so low and worried that Choji couldn't hear. Ino's expression turned solid to and whispered something into Shikamaru's ear. Choji watched from his bed, pretending to sleep again. He personally thought it was obvious that the two loved each other. But unfortunately, in his condition he would most likely die way before them. He let out a hearty laugh as Shikamaru left the hospital and Ino sat where Shikamaru was sitting before.

"Here, mmm... Choji. I thought you might like these." Ino said with an un-expecting smile. Completely unaware of what was about to be said. Choji moved his head in a daze to the basket; of course his mind was more occupied on how stubborn these two were being.

"Shikamaru loves you, you know that right." Ino's smile dropped of her face in a second. To say she was shocked was definitely an understatement. The basket of fruit dropped out of her hand and two apples rolled out.

Confusion. A word. The best word to describe the life of a ninja. The best word to describe Ino's thoughts at this moment. Her brain was currently clogged with so many thoughts she felt it would explode. She didn't know what to think, so she just said...

"What are you talking about, Choji?"

"That he loves you and you know it too, don't you. I see it in his eyes, the way he talks about you. Everything he does that has to do with you." Choji said with a coy smile. Ino have a crush on him, but not love. She thought it wasn't a real thing, but a two way love is generally true. She decided she would confront him in the morning; she did not need to think about this now. She stood up shakily.

"I-I h-hope you do well, Choji." Ino said as she left and slammed the door. Choji rolled over so he was now facing the wall and thought-

"I'll be here in the morning."

You better be, because when I die, I would rather not be worrying about your love life!

Large footsteps made their way through the forest surrounding Konohagakure, the leaf village. They belonged to none other than Hachibi and the brother of the Raikage.

"Yo, eight-O! We're half way there, seal back up! We don't much of a ruckus when we arrive!" The man yelled. The giant bull and with a large crack warped into his host. The man made a smirk and sat down.

"We'll stay here tonight, we should be there by tomorrow!" the host yelled to no-one in particular. And with that, the brown man laid down and began his snoring session.

Sand swirled around the gates of Sunagakure. Karin of the Akatsuki gently landed on the ground inside of the gates. She looked around and fingered the small chip in her pocket. She let out a giggle on how the village looked like a sandbox. She quieted down and started to sprint around and look for the Kazekages office. She then stopped and decided to keep looking in the morning. Little did she know that a certain bald man was lurking around the corner.

A/N- Okay, I'm done with that chapter after a month of waiting. I promise I will update weekly as long as I get at least 2 reviews that I don't have to ask individual for. Next chapter will have the first real fight in it, "Karin VS Katsuna". Don't worry there won't be non-stop fighting until Chaps 34-45 which is the invasion that already has mega-hype. Chappy 2 doesn't count because it sucked, it was only for testing, and it didn't affect the plot what so ever. Lemon lovers, to bad you're going to have to wait until chapter...24

Lemon list for the rest of the story-

24- ShikaIno

29- NaruSaku

30- KibaTen

Yes, out of 38 chapters left only 3 lemons left. One for each important *Mega Important* pairing.

R&R and seventeen more words than chapter 8!! The longest!