I've never seen this pairing before but I hope you can give them a chance cause this idea floated in my mind for so long and I really like reaaaally liked it.
Although don't worry, if this update comes it means that soon there will be a regular update :D So either way it will give you a heads up that I'm not dead in some sort of ditch and that an update is coming soon.
It's fucking cold outside.
I step out of shinji's apartment and feel my body shudder as the cold air wraps around me, I gotta get home. It's freezing.
Saying my goodbyes to the crazy blonde I walked outside, watching as all the streets were quiet and dark, there are no more buses to get on.
I can't fucking believe Grimmjow went after Ichigo, Ichigo is a serious person and I've seen the way he looks at him, fuck at first I thought Grimmjow was doing something to him, but I guess he got him in his trap. I swear to fucking god if he'll do something to hurt him I will end him once and for all.
The blue haired bastard is too carefree to see what he's doing to people.
"fuck." I stop and curse out at the trail my thought went to.
This is bullshit. I don't even understand what anyone sees in him, I mean, Ichigo isn't someone to open up. Ever. So why to Grimmjow... Why to that fucker? He could care less about feelings, he could care less about people, no one is that dense. I tighten the coat around my body as an especially cold wind blew in my direction, I started hearing people not far away, probably having a get together outside. Fuck, in this weather? I walk in fast footsteps, my hair blowing in the wind do I secure it better under my beanie, the coldest and most ruthless hours of the day are always the late hours of the night. "REN!" I hear someone call me. I stop on my tracks, my eyes wide and my throat clamped up, the voice is unmistakeable. "Oh fuck, RENJI! 'sthat you?!" I turn my head slightly to the source and my heart clenches painfully. I must be fucking high on self pity. I saw him, he had a big coat with the hood on but I immediately knew it was him. My mouth opened and closed, I wasn't sure what I wanted to say and it disappeared as soon as I parted my shaking lips.
"get your ass over here!" he laughed, waving his hand excitedly.
I did, I started walking slowly, and the pace little by little got faster, I found myself running, my legs pumping until I got close enough to envelope him in my arms. He laughed heartedly, slapping my back as he hugged back. We lost our footing with the impact of our bodies so I had him pressed into the wall behind him. Then I finally let go as I swallowed back my emotions, I pulled back from him, eyeing him.
"you're back?" I mumbled.
An eeire chuckled escaped his plump lips "in the flesh." he joked.
Gold irises surrounded by black looked at me, it's been so long, his pale skin flushed in the tip of his nose and the apples of his cheeks from the cold, his lips closed softly around the mouth of a beer bottle as he took a swig.
"I knew it was you!" he laughed again happily. Showing his picture perfect teeth in a beautiful straight row.
I chuckled with him "when did you come back?" I asked eagerly.
A shrug "not too long ago."
"and you didn't bother telling me? Huh? Bastard." I scold him half heartedly, deep down I feel a slight pain at the fact that he really didnt.
"awww Ren come on! I wanted ya to miss me a lil' more." he quickly gathers himself, lying.
I didn't show that I knew, he's probably feeling a little silly, or not believing me for wanting to see him. My lips press into a tight line.
"so, are you back for good?" He chuckled "don' know yet." he took another swig, I could tell he was a little drunk "what have you been up to Ren? Did anything special?" he eyed me playfully.
"I'm actually in school right now, I'm taking literature."
He blinked "literature? Ya've always been a sap." he elbowed me.
I snorted "I want to be a teacher, Shiro. But I am a tottal sap I guess..." I smirked at him.
He nodded then smiled "ah, it's great that you have a goal Ren, being a teacher... It suits you." My cheeks burned at the warmth of his smile, I probably looked at him too long to make him uncomfortable. I knew because he chugged the rest of the bottle and tossed it away.
"tch, out of booze." he scowled at the empty bottle on the ground, then his eyes turned to me and his hand danced closer to mine sneakily, touching the tips of my fingers and pulling it closed to himself "hey, why don't we..." his eyes hooded "go someplace?" he licked his lips and smiled that charming smile of his.
I swallowed to moisten my dry throat and nodded "my place is a couple blocks from here." I offered.
He smirked.
I cant believe I'm doing this again, the thought runs in a loop through my mind over and over again as I walk with Shiro to my flat, a cigarette dangling from his lips.
"your hair grew longer." he comments while running his fingers through the red strands.
"I forgot to cut it." I act as if I muse about it, while looking at him. "don't, It's gorgeous." he scolded me, he had a playful frown.
A smile tugged on my lips as I shrug "if you say so, I won't." I felt like my chest would envelope the whole world.
My hand held his on it's own, and I pulled him "it's right here." I said quickly to explain why I did that, give it a rightful excuse.
We got in after I nervously fiddled with the keys, I let him in first, then locked the door.
"wow, nice place Ren." he whistled.
I chuckled "it's nothing." I dismiss the comment "ya want something to drink?" I turn as I ask but his face told me all I needed to know, which was no, he didnt want to drink.
His head titled sideways, making his hair fall over, his eyes narrowing.
"why dont'cha show me your bedroom Renji." he offered slyly. His fingers finding the zipper of his coat and he pulled at it slowly, then letting it fall off his shoulder with grace. Underneath he was wearing a red baggy crop top that was showing his sculpted abdomen with the muscles disappearing into the waistline of his boxers that were showing from the top of his jeans. He inched closer to me, my body was frozen in place as I was hypnotized by everything that was him. A pale hand came to rest on the back of my head as he pulled me down, bringing our lips together.
My mouth opened immidietly, and my hands came around him to crush him against my body, squeezing handfuls of his hard flesh that was on display to feel as much as I can. Shiro's hands worked their way to free me out of my own coat, running his hands over my shoulders to slide it off of me. My tongue was searching his mouth in desperation, for what? I have no clue. And just as we were out of air in both of our lungs, we parted.
Panting, we looked at each other, my mind was swirling with so much emotions I didn't want anything but him. I grabbed his hand and pulled him to fulfill his request. As we got in, Shiro faced me, his back to the bed and he was starting to pull his shirt off. I pushed him down on the bed and he laughed. Kneeling I took his heavy boot into my hands, seeing Shiro watch me amused. As I was taking the boots off, Shiro pulled on the tie that held my hair in a ponytail and released it, making it flow down my shoulders.
"come here." he asked.
I towed off my own shoes and climbed on the bed next to him, he pushed me gently and raised his leg to straddle me. My hand squeezed his hips harshly to rub against my painful hard on. He felt it through both of our jeans and smiled calmly, snaking his hand under my shirt to pull it off. Everywhere he touched wasn't enough, I started to get hot gripping and grinding our hips harder. His hands were proped on my chest to help him move with me, our breaths running short and his pale back arching to get him that much deserved friction, his brows creased as his eyes closed, fuck. I'm afraid I'll cum just like this. I groaned just thinking about it. I think he understood so he sat up and fumbled with my belt and unzipped my pants, he lifted himself to his knees and pulled down. we got that cowered as I kicked them off my legs. Then as Shiro managed to unzip his own I pulled them to his thighs, along with his boxers. Then I cupped his ass and lifted him over my shoulder, undressing him with my free hand. He chuckled again at my eagerness and kissed me hard, hands buried in my hair. I moaned every time he brushed against my weeping dick, my boxers rubbing against my skin and his. He started rolling his hips making my head spin so I let go of his lips. Buriying my face in the crook of his neck, inhaling his scent.
"I... I want you so bad Shiro. Ah... Fuck." I growl into his neck, running my hands over his toned back sliding over his ass, he grabbed one of my hands and sucked on my fingers, teasing me even worse. I could feel my boxers getting wet. When he finished I pressed a digit around his entrance, teasing it then pushing it inside. I heared the groan I received from the man pressed to me, his head leaning on my shoulder. I turned my face to rub against his ear, husking into it.
"I'm gonna fuck you. Hard and slow." I growl.
The shudder I felt as a reaction egged me on so I pushed another finger inside.
Shiro moaned "shit Ren, I missed your bedroom voice." he breathed and turned to face me, our mouths connecting automatically.
Then he pushed me down on my back, releasing me from my underwear, he spat in his hand and covered my dick, running his hand up and down. I didn't dare close my eyes. He then held the base firmly and sat himself slowly.
"mmm... Baby." he brought his head back and arched his back.
My chest rose and fell rapidly as I held my bottom lip between my teeth hostage. I couldn't help myself so my hips moved slightly into him, helplessly trying to get friction as my hands held his powerful thighs. Slowly he started meeting my shallow thrusts, black painted nails digging into my skin. I pulled on his waist, bringing him down and turned us, then grabbing his leg and putting it over my shoulder. Shiro has always been flexible and I fucking enjoyed it every chance I had to use that skill of his. We were fucking sweaty and growling as slaps of skin were audible with every thrust I gave. Shiro called my name, telling me to go faster, harder. I was lost in him, completely lost in his face full of lust as he bit his lips, trying to move with me. I don't have enough words to express how much I love this man. How many times I've felt helpless because of him and to what lengths I will go to help him in any way I can. So I say nothing, because I'm a fucking coward. I get angry, and my hands bruise his hips, he dosen't notice. He just takes it until we come undone together. I lay next to him, panting, as I look at him. He felt my gaze on him and stared right back, I pulled him to me. He looked confused, for him, the deed is done. I don't need him. But I do. I kiss him tenderly, nothing like we always do. And when I pull back, I realize it's too late.
The beautiful pale face was flushed, and was crowned with a hesitant scowl. He licked his lips, tasting what's left of me on them.
"I think- I think I better go, Ren."
My eyes widened, and I swallowed "you don't have to." I toned down my words from 'please don't fucking leave me'.
Golden eyes flicked between mine, and his hands. He then collected himself and smiled.
"nah, I think I'll go. See ya around Ren."