Lucki Love-Handicap

Author Notes: I should've finished these one shots chapters a long time ago but who cares! I'm loving it and got a ton of ideas!

Thanks to bigsmilekelly for faving! So this is modern no magic setting. And well...Loki is blaming himself. What for you may ask? Well prepare to find out i do not own Fairy Tail.

3rd P.O.V

He hated himself. "Pathetic!" He kept asking himself the same question. 'Why was I so stupid!? Why did I let this happen to her?' He sat there in the waiting room. As the ER symbol shined brightly.

His clothes were rumpled, his eyes were red with bags under them. He hasn't slept, barely ate and cursed his existence. His mind reeled back. He was so stupid, and was a S ranked jerk.

He hurt her...his girlfriend. And it was down right inexcusable. They went to a party that a friend of theirs hosted, and alcohol came into the mix. Lucy wasn't a big fan of the stuff, so she got a full, clear view of her intoxicated boyfriend Loki kiss a pink haired sweetheart.

She hated him, even after they got together he still couldn't stop his playboy tendencies. She left to return to her house that night, abandoning him to his fun time. It was the next day that he woke up with a killer headache and his girlfriend no where in sight.

It was then the night previous replayed in his head, quickly he stood up, leaving the house trying to call her. To apologize, to beg for forgiveness. But there was no answer. Not even a voicemail. He cursed, heading her house.

She usually always ignored his calls when he does something stupid, and always waits for him to come back and apologize. But when he opened the door to her place...it was empty, still as clean and tidy as it was the night before.

He inhaled, to be honest he half expected her to be sitting on her sofa eating ice cream while watching one of her favorite shows, so he was taken back at the fact that the owner was no where to be found.

Suddenly he remembered that they she stated she had to do grocery shopping soon. So assuming that she left to shop and cool her head, he would sit and wait for her to return. He turns on the tv, flipping through channels.

When the news pops on. "Last night there was a major hit and run accident. The victim sustained severe injuries and was rushed to the ER. Anyone with information please contact the police station."

He ran out the door, the moment the victims picture showed on the screen. His heart stopped. He sprinted as fast as humanly possible to the hospital. Lucky for him it wasn't too far away.

Rushing into the building he asked a nurse for his girlfriends location. "I'm afraid the patient is still in the ER. Please wait in the waiting room sir." The expressionless pink haired nurse walked away, leaving him drained.

Leading him to his current miserable state. He lost track of time reliving his memories. When someone came in front of him. "Are you Loki?" His eyes snapped up instantly, eyes meeting a man in a white coat. "Yes." A smile is what he receives.

"Excellent my name is Dr. Macao. Your girlfriend was asking for you." Loki was stunned. He couldn't believe it. 'Even after what an ass i was to her last night she still...' Macao led him to the hospital room. There she was. Sitting up, staring out the window.

Macao leaves the two, closing the door shut behind him. Loki didn't move...not have the courage to face her. "So you were here." His attention met her face. She wasn't looking at him, but rather the sky outside her window.

Slowly he made his way to her. "Lucy...i'm-" She cuts him off. "It's ok..." He then notices...she's missing her arm. They were only separate from eachother for less then a day. And to see her in such a bad state...

"Lucy...how?" A faint smile with no warmth. "I was walking across the street when a speed demon smashed his car into me. My right arm took most of the damage after I landed. Apparently the tumble and strike of metal deeply nailed the nerves."

He found where this was going...there was nothing the doctors could do. She couldn't use the arm so they amputated it. He cried. Hiding his head into her lap, apologizing, cursing himself, blaming everything that happened. Saying that he loved her yet didn't deserve her.

It was five minutes of hearing that when she sighed. "You're a selfish stupid playboy." Taking her remaining arm, she lifts up his head, forcing him to look her in the eye. "But you're My stupid, selfish playboy. I don't want you feeling any blame Loki."

She and he argued for a few moments, that if he wasn't such an ass that she would've never left. But she countered, saying that regardless she would've left, and if that was the case the both of them would be hurt or worse.

Retorting further that he wasn't the one who smashed her, therefore was not responsible. He was forced to back down as she played with his hair, trying to calm his pain and regret.

Though the guilt didn't leave his heart, he was determined to make it up to her, through thick and thin he would be by her side. At that moment, he believed her words. "Everything is going to be ok."

The end~

Author Notes: I'm sure your all seeing patterns here. So sorry if you're bored by now with the genres and situations that are going on. With this we're almost done with these Lucki Love moments! If you liked this please review/fav/follow. Tchao for now.