...~~*To Die For: Part 10 - Ry*~~...

Your boy was skeptical of this new guy.

You can't say you blame him.

But at least you can keep an eye on him if he's a part of the group.

The guy turned out to be about nineteen, tops.

He was shorter than your tall, tanner boy.

He was small, raven haired and pale.

He had muscles. He proved he could fight.

He had multiple scars on his chin.

He claimed he had gained them by fighting animals on the island.

Due to his clean shaven face, you begged to differ.

His dark brown eyes seemed warm.

You still wondered what secrets he kept from you.

You could see by the multiple dots all over his arm that he had been a junkie.

They were heard, so you could only assume that he was a recovered addict.

You remembered the rush of drugs in your system.

It was fun to have your world skewed to such an extent.

That is, until it gets out of control.

That had happened to you multiple times too.

This boy knew how to tell.

You realized something as the days wore on.

You had only even called Jane Doe by the doctors.

Your boy had only been called John Doe.

This big actually had a name.

Neither of you remembered your names due to the amount of 'therapy' received in that place...

This was confusing.

You we left sitting in that hammock that night, nursing your slowly healing leg.

You tried to think of your name.

Thinking...

Thinking...

Thinking...

You couldn't remember.

No matter how hard you tried you couldn't remember any name but Logan.

The name of the boy who had joined your group.

This was beginning to annoy you.

Until the raven haired boy, Logan, entered the room.

He told you he had remembered something.

He had been in the same class as your boy in eighth grade.

Before any of this even showed signs of happening.

"His name was James" he said simply.

James.

It sounded right.

You were DI used to calling him your boy that you felt odd hearing his name said by a stranger.

"I don't remember my own name" you said quietly.

He suggested a nickname until you could think of your name.

You nodded, agreeing to go with a name that could be anyone.

"So what would you suggest?"

"What about something from a TV Show?"

"I don't remember any tv shows"

He looked at you with a smirk.

"What about Kira?"

"No. Too feminine"

"it means Killer" he told you.

You shook your head solemnly.

"No".

"What about Mina?"

"better, but no"

"Laurie?"

"Ryuzaki" a voice called from the door.

"what?" you asked, surprised.

"We can call you Ry" your boy...uhh..James...smiled.

"brilliant" you smiled.

"Ry...I like it" Logan smiled.

Ryuzaki.

Ry.

That was you.

Well, for now..

Hey guys, first authors note ever, I know.

To those readers who say that this isn't big time rush, it has some of the characters, for example, the boy with the piercing is James, the visitor is Logan, the boy who was killed at the beginning was Kendall.

This was supposed to be an original at first but then I noticed the striking resemblance between some of the characters, despite minor differences (e.g. Kendall - brown eyes instead of green, James's lip piercing ect.)

anyway, I thank you for reading, and trust me, there is definitely more to come ^^

Much Love!

Stuck1nTh3Middle