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Chapter 10 Welcoming pain-
(Ikuto pov)
I gulped as Utau stared me down. Looking down I fidgeted with my hands. Images of that day flashed through my mind. Finally I had managed to swallow the lump in my throat known as guilt. "I suppose it had really stated a year before she...died. However Ill start from that day. I had gone over to Amu's house. Going through her balcony as usual, it had become a habit over the years. I found her in the corner of her room holding her knees to her chest.
Immediately I ran over and asked what was wrong? She was shaking in fear. In response to my question she pointed to a paper that was on the ground across her room. I walked over and picked it up, though I waited tell I was seated next to her before I read it. When I had my gut twisted in fear, and I to was shaken up." I paused Utau was looking more confused by the second. "I had gotten involved with some bad people...I had done some bad things. The year before she died. Because of that there was some people after me.
The note was from them, we had thought that it was all over. We were wrong though very wrong. The not had stated they knew a secret of Amu's and mines. They believed that it was our fault that their boss was in jail. I never intended to get her involved, I didn't even know they knew anything about Amu. The note said that me and her were gonna pay."
I had to fight back tears as I relived that day. "That's when I knew that I had to get her and myself far away and safe. I told her that we had to leave that night. I had told her pack clothes but light and to meet me at park. I had told her to meet me at 11:00 pm that way no one would notice. I had gone home to pack myself. I should tell you how it is Amu came to be involved in something she shouldn't have. It really wasn't her fault it was mine. Remember how I had disappeared the year before. "
"Well I had been at Amu's house she took me in and hid me in her room. The reason I had to hide was because I had gotten involved with a gang. I would help them steal or sale drugs. But one day they wanted me to help take out a rival. I had refused telling them murder was one thing I would not do. Because I knew of their plans they went after me. They had beaten me pretty bad but I had gotten away. Amu had found me and took me home, she had fixed me up and let me stay there. For a full year I had lived with her. This is something we never told anyone, we didn't think they would find out where it is I had been hiding. Things quieted down so I went back home. We never spoke of it till that day the note had come."
Utau was glaring, Nobuko's expression hadn't changed once. " I had left to go meet Amu at the park. However when I had got there I saw Amu wasn't alone. She was being held from behind, a knife was pushed to her throat. There were 4 other men in front of her. I didn't hesitate I ran to her. I could see there was no way I could get her out safely. So I tried to bargain with them, I told them to let her go and take me. I had begged and they agreed, I had told her to go home and forget. She had refused telling the men that it was her fault. She had lied and said she went to the police. I tried to tell them she was lying neither of us had told anyone. They wouldn't listen to me instead they held me and made me watch."
I couldn't hold the tears back I was sobbing. "God I can still hear her screaming. The way she thrashed in pain. They had been beating her and stabbing her. She was bleeding badly I tried but couldn't get free. They had told her to shut up, but as they continued hurting her she cried out. They slit her throat and the screaming stopped. It was replaced by a sickening sound. She was choking on her own blood, they made me watch her suffocate and bleed to death. When they had let go and left I ran to her. But I already knew it was too late. I called the police saying I had found her that way when I got there. If I were to have told the truth everyone else I loved would have been hurt."
Utau would hate me for this. "You fucking bastard!" I looked up at her praying I wouldn't see hate in her eyes. That's when she slapped me hard, I knew I deserved worse. I welcomed the pain in fact it felt good to know I deserved it. "I love you Ikuto I don't completely blame you. Yes you are a fucking idiot but I don't hate you. However I don't know if I will ever forgive you." I nodded I was just relieved she didn't hate me. "You know she forgave you Amu I mean she never blamed you. She also has never regretted sacrificing herself." Nobuko had spoken for the first time since I started telling my story.
"Of course she forgave him! she has loved him since the second she saw him! Even after all the times her heart had broken cause of him." Utau once again slapped me. "That was for breaking her heart so many times." She said a bit calmer. "Utau it wasn't his fault either he tried to save her I can see that. Also he has loved her for quite sometime now to." I thanked Nobuko with my eyes. "However Ikuto have you forgotten there was another who had witnessed her murder. He to has been drowning in guilt."
My eyes nearly popped out of my head, How did she know. "I will not reveal him seeing how he really had nothing to do with it. All though I must tell you this, he knows more than he lets on. Amu also knew he was there for they had talked before those men had came for her." I was mad that was one thing I hadn't known. My tears had become that of anger.
(Mystery pov)
I see that women knows a bit too much for my taste. However I shall allow her to remain for now. Seeing how she is wise enough to not give them all the answers. Now there is just one person I need to visit. That way I make sure he remembers our deal.
( Amu pov)
It had been hell! hell! I tell you these lessons were giving me a headache. If that doesn't sound that bad well try being dead! Ha who knew being dead could be so annoying. Sarcasm, its just not really what I expected. Tsukasa said I need to learn as much as I can though. He had given me a big book and I have been attempting to read the damn thing for an hour. I just couldn't get past the first freaking page. However maybe it might help me and Ikuto. Sighing I tried my best to focus.