Chapter 10

APOV

I slipped my hand under her bra strap and left it there. This time I needed to breathe, so I pulled away but she didn't want to separate our lips. She took the next best thing and started kissing my jaw then moving down my neck to my collarbone. She moved to my ear.

"We have to go." she said slowly and seductively, I could feel her warm lips on my ear. I moaned as I thought of what she could do to my ear with those beautiful lips, then I realised she was actually doing it. Gently running her fingers down my neck and running her teeth over the edge of my ear and letting her tongue slide down to my earlobe. I moaned again, I just couldn't keep it in when she was doing this to me.

"Rose…" I whispered as she nipped my ear. She released her grip on my waist and kissed me sweetly, it made my knees shake. She laced my fingers with hers and started walking, I was having none of that unless my arm was around her, the urge was still there. So I put it around her and she put her arm back around my waist.

"We don't have to go to the movie."

"Oh yes we do."

"Why is that?"

"Because Ivashkov, I need to talk to Lissa and she really needs to talk to me as well."

"How do you know?"

"Because she asked me to come quickly, she was getting kind of impatient."

"So she talked to you through the bond, without me hearing."

"Looks like it. Why do you think I stoped kissing you?"

"Oh, because Lissa needs to talk to you." how the hell did Lissa talk to her without me hearing, man, this is going to be hard to get used to.

"Yep, not because I didn't want to." I sighed. We made it to the commons after ten minutes of the movie had started and Lissa rushed to our side, she looked at me questioningly, I just shrugged my shoulders and went to talk to Eddie, who looked really bored with the film.

"Hey buddy what's up?" he looked at me and narrowed his eyes. What was up with that?

"Nothing, but it looks like you and Rose got up to something."

"Well maybe, what's your problem with that?"

"Can't you see she's not ready for a relationship." I looked at Rose.

"Nope, she asked me to be her boyfriend, don't you think she knows what she is doing?"

"Wow really?"

"Yep, but being me I declined."

"You what?!"

"No, I'm yanking your chain." he looked at me and shook his head smiling. Hey I know lets see if we can join our conversation with Eddie. I focused on Eddie and tried to say `dude, you should have been there`.

"Been where?" he asked. Huh it worked.

"Eddie, I didn't say that out loud."

"What?!" he screeched. The girls rushed over.

"Eddie what's wrong?" asked Lissa. He just shook his head and I smirked smugly.

"What did you do Ivashkov?" Rose asked with a smile. Eddie looked at Rose.

"He just talked to me like he talks to you guys."

"What?!" they both shrieked, Eddie just nodded

"Naw poor Eddie you freaked him out." Rose said through the bond.

"Just a little… hey maybe now we could all have a private conversation without anyone overhearing." I said smiling.

"Hmm smart." said Lissa

"Yeah but will it work?" asked Eddie. What? Eddie was in the conversation. I think that answered his question. We looked at each other stunned.

"Ok this is getting weirder by the second." he said staring at all of us.

"Agreed, but this is a good thing, think about it, if we didn't want someone to hear our conversations then all we had to do was this."

"Well its official this is a good thing, I think." said Rose.

"Rose and I were done talking so I think I am gong to go to my room for homework now see you all later." Lissa said changing the subject abruptly.

"Yeah me too. This is going to take a while to process." Eddie stated.

"Bye guys." Rose and I said in unison. We looked at each other and smiled. I felt a hint of darkness seeping over me, thick and gooey. Rose looked at me as though she could see it and lightly brushed her fingertips over my hands. I was watching her aura and it never seemed to have the shadow fringed around it now and as she touched my hand it crashed into her aura but it was only there for a blink of an eye and was gone. No black at all she was brighter then everyone now and she never got the side effects. When she was happy or thinking of something that made her happy she would grow brighter. But when she would be angry she would just dim a little. I looked up to her smiling face and instantly knew what she was going to do. She grabbed my hand and placed it on her hip, before she could do anything else I pulled her down to me. She giggled and it made me feel so much more happy then I have ever been in my entire life. She was mine now, not entirely but I could live with that until we found Victors brother. Now she was frowning like she could read my mind, oh wait she can, shit.

"Rose…" I started but she cut me off.

"I'm sorry."

"For what?"

"For making your life a living hell."

"Uh, what do you mean?"

"I can't do this to you." she got up but before I could say anything she ran out of the room. I had to go after her, to prove to her that I could handle it.

RPOV

I ran out, I can't hurt him, I ran to my room as fast as I could. He would follow me, that's the type of nice/stupid guy he is. I wasn't going to open the door for him, but I wasn't going to lock it either, he would want to sort this out. Then the dreadful knock came.

"Its open." I sighed.

"Rose, please, I… I can handle everything, just…" I turned to look at him, his eyes were boring holes into mine, I saw and felt sorrow, urgency, confusion and the most heartbreaking of all deep love. I didn't realise he was right in front of me until he kissed my cheek. I felt a tear fall from my face, I didn't want to cry in front of Adrian but I was surprised that he wasn't, I was only crying form what he felt, it was horrible and wonderful at the same time and I did it too him. The only way to fix it would be to let him have his shot with me. I couldn't take my eyes off of his lips they were so mesmerising and as they got closer, I felt lust burst through me, I thought it was coming from Adrian but this time it was me. Sure there was a lot coming from him but it was nothing compared to what I was feeling. When his lips gently brushed mine my world fell apart, it burst open and all my feelings that I think I unconsciously locked away from myself gushed out and into our kiss. I wanted him so badly it hurt, my heart felt almost whole again except for the hole right in the centre where Dimitri ripped it out with my consent. It increased my urgency to know that I loved Adrian enough that he had a huge place in my heart that I hope he doesn't rip out. I knew my kiss gave everything away he needed to know how much I loved him and if he didn't want me then he could just pull away and leave. But he didn't he kept taking and taking until he finally couldn't hold on any longer. He burst with all of his feelings too, releasing them into the kiss. It was some kiss and frankly I wanted it, it was the most powerful kiss I could have had, yeah sure Dimitri's kisses were other-worldly but he never really let his feelings show like this. This kiss was universal it made my whole world spin out of control and I felt like I was flying. How could I feel this much for someone when I knew I was in love with another man just a little bit more. We both pulled away for air at the same time but kept oh so close. I could feel his warm, ragged breath on my face, when I opened my eyes I saw it, the lust it was in his eyes, screaming at me to give in and let him take me. I wanted to, really wanted to so I gave in and he saw the decision in my eyes. He kissed me again pulling me as close as he could, keeping his eyes locked on me probably to see if there was any regret or indecision in me. But there was none so he kissed me harder. Then he picked me up, carefully placed me on the bed and turned off the light. I let the lust fill my body, every fibre, I heard the door lock and feet slowly making their way to the bed.

"Are you sure?" he whispered.

"Yes." I said confidently. Then his lips were on mine again pushing me further into the bed. Then it stopped and I felt a light trail of kisses run down my neck to my collarbone and back up to my lips. He reached down to the edge of my shirt and slowly pulled it up over my head, my turn. I rolled him over not breaking the kiss and started unbuttoning his black and forest green striped t-shirt, once it was off I wasn't done yet. I stopped the kiss and made my way down to his belly button. Once I got there I lightly let my bottom lip and teeth drag across his perfect washboard abs. I felt his lust pick up and goose bumps covered his entire torso. When I got to his collarbone I lightly nipped it and did the same with his neck and ear, and with every bite came a moan and more lust. I reached down to his belt buckle and unbuttoned his designer jeans. Before I could throw them onto the floor he grabbed a condom out of his back pocket, of course he had one it was Adrian of goodness sake ha. He rolled back over and started kissing me again, I arched my back and he undid my bra. He slid his hands up over my breasts to rest on my neck so he could kiss me more deeply. Then his hands started moving again, sliding down to meet the top of my jeans. He entered me sending a rush of pure ecstasy through my body. With every thrust came the same ecstasy just a little more intense, he started moving faster obviously about to reach his climax just like me. With one last thrust we reached our climax together.

"OH GOD!" I would have yelled but we smothered our yells with a deep kiss. It was completely amazing. But he wasn't done, he thrust into me one final time and sent us into our second orgasm. I gripped the sheets hard and would have screamed; "YOU'RE A GOD!" but again we smothered our yells with a kiss. Didn't want to wake the neighbours he he. He slowly came out of me and laid next to me breathing heavily. I turned onto my side and looked deep into his eyes. you know how they say pictures say a thousand words,, well that's what his eyes were doing.

APOV

I walked into her room

"Rose, please, I… I can handle everything, just…" I didn't know what to say but if she just turned around to look at me maybe she could read it on my face. Like she read my mind she turned around. I felt sorrow, urgency, confusion and deep love for this girl and it hurt to the extent of crying, but I needed to be strong and get my message through to her. I bored holes into her eyes and moved closer slowly, when she realised I kissed her gently on her cheek and a tear slid down her face and dripped onto the floor. I was going to kiss her and she knew it she just didn't know how soft it would be. She just kept looking at my lips, lust was bursting through me but I learned to keep it on the down low when I was around her, but it didn't stop the sexual jokes I came up with to impress her. My lips gently brushed her and she brought our lips together hard and soft at the same time as hot and cold flushes swarmed through me. The kiss alone would have been amazing but it was mixed with all of the feelings for me she probably kept locked up, it was more then what I had expected from her and it hurt to know how dominant I was in her heart. Yeah sure she was the one who owned my whole heart but that was irrelevant and I finally burst with all of my locked away feeling to and it made the kiss so much more then other-worldly. It was the most amazing experience of my entire life. We pulled away to breathe and I felt the lust disobey me in my eyes. She opened her eyes and I saw it in hers too she wanted me and bad but I wasn't sure if she really wanted it. Then her eyes changed she gave in and she wanted me to make the move. I kissed her, pulled her close and made sure that she wasn't going to change her mind. She wasn't going to, I kissed her harder and pulled her up to put her on the bed carefully. The lust was overpowering and I could no longer control it. I turned off the light and locked the door so we weren't disturbed.

"Are you sure?" I whispered and came close to the bed, maybe her eyes didn't give anything away but maybe her voice will.

"Yes." she said in total confidence. Ok she really wanted me and I wasn't going to pass it up. I kissed her again pushing her into the bed, I made a trail down her neck to her collarbone and back up to her lips. I grabbed the edge of her shirt and pulled it off, her body always made me shiver with lust, but now I was going to satisfy that lust. She rolled me over and started taking off my t-shirt; when it was finally off her warm skin sent electricity through me. She moved her mouth down to my bellybutton and made her way up dragging her teeth along my skin making goose bumps appear and making me moan. She made her way up to my collarbone and nipped it making me moan again. She did that same to my neck and ear each time making me moan and sending hot flushes roll through me. She undid my jeans and I remembered that I had a fresh condom in there so I took it out. I rolled her back over and she arched her back so I took my chance and undid her bra, next I undid her jeans. I entered her and a rush of ecstasy was released from me, the same with every thrust just more. I started to come near my climax so I thrust into her faster, I didn't know how far away her climax was but I hoped it was before mine or at the same time. I knew with one last thrust I would reach my climax so I gave it almost all I had. I moved my mouth to hers when I realised we were going to orgasm together and so that the others didn't hear our exclamations. She yelled "OH GOD!" while I yelled "HOLY SHIT!" I reealised that we could orgasm again with another thrust so this time I gave it all I had. She grabbed the sheets and pushed her pelvis into mine but I don't think she realised.

"YOU'RE A GOD!" she would have screamed. I didn't have word to express what I felt so I just yelled out in pure ecstasy. I didn't want to pull out of her but didn't have much strength left so I slowly pulled out of her. I looked into her gorgeous brown eyes. I didn't think sex could get any better but having sex with Rose felt so much more then I can begin to explain. She was more then the most amazing person in the world to me. I just hope she felt the same.