Chapter Ten
Alistair woke up he had someone sitting his chest he opened his eyes Jessica was looking down at her father she had big smile on her face "No more funny looking water Daddy, Mommy and Haruni said you been asleep for almost a week" Alistair touch the side of Jessica's faces and smile at her "tell daddy about the bad dreams with monsters?" Jess got her father chest" I don't want to Papa said it just the demons in the fade they want out" Jessica turned her head and started to cry "Daddy I know they are my brothers one is so mean to me because one of them with cuts on his face scares me so bad." Alistair sat up and grabbed a hold Jessica held to his little girl to his chest." Shh baby girl daddy will deal with this I promise." Jessica held on to her father until she fell asleep in her father arms. Alistair got up and carried his Jessica back to her room and put her to bed.
Anders was working on stuff in his lab he was making a potion that other healer and warden told him to make because he did what Jen asked he went other healer and a warden Anders learn the guy he slept with did have something it could be passed on to other, for next week he would have had to pour it on his manhood and let it dry and repeat three times a day he also had to drink it too. for a week after that week he would go back to his friend and get a clean bill of health then that night he already plan it out in his head Nate and Zev would have the kids they would out in the woods camping and working on Al and Duncan tonic skills and other rogue skills and the girls love to be outdoor and all the kids would out of the Keep. Anders would make Jen moan and screamed his name as he made love to her all night long after that he would take her to the Chantry that was at Keep and marry her right then and there and take the Cousland last name since he did not have one. It rolled around in Anders mind. Anders was daydreaming about after him, and Jen got married, and few years down the road if possible he and Jen would have to Keep full of children he was determined to rebuild the order with his and Jen kids plus Jen older kids. Just idea of Jen being pregnant with his children it was almost unbearable but he smelt some burning Anders blink he told himself "Dammit If I don't finish this none of that would be happening," Anders heard someone knocking on his door he looked at the door "it's open," he heard the door open as he was working he heard his name" Anders I need your help" Ander looked up to see Alistair "What? Why would you need my help, what you knocked up one of the women you fucked over the years and you want me to deal with it if that the case answer is NO," Alistair looked at Anders with shock Alistair looked at Anders "Point taken Anders I need your help I need to get in to the fade and help Jess I know you love her as much as I do." Anders looked up from his work "What? Are you talking about Alistair you are not a mage you can't go into the fade?" Alistair looked at him "I know it can be done because we did when came to my cousin Conner and a demon we did it so and at the tower it can be done because I tired of my daughter having nightmares I believe her when she told me it was her brothers that she sees in the fade and not some demon." Alistair crossed his arms and looked at Anders. Anders looked from his work at Alistair "what you think I don't I do that's why I tell her that it just demons because she knew the truth she would want to go in fade just to be with them and trust me since the day she came into this world on heels of your sick and twisted mind." Alistair looked at Anders snarled "I was under the control of blood mage." Alistair heard Anders snickering "I am sorry your asses if I don't believe you if that was case Jess, and her siblings were mine and I had a crown to back my ass up I would make your bitch I mean your wife tell me where in the fuck that mage is so I string them over the ramparts and make her pay for her crimes, Oh wait instead of hunting down the mage you as Templar you know how addicted lyrium is you turned into an addict and drank way the pain," Alistair was getting mad, but Anders was not done chewing Alistair ass out since Alistair was dumb enough to come into his lab and asked for his help Anders knew this would be only the chance he would get. Alistair heard Anders talking again" you know Jen has to deal with what you and your bitchness did to her you had small taste of what Jen has to live with every day every time Jen has seizure we lose a little piece of her every time, and there will be a time I cannot save her," Anders sat down on the stool he was tired of his rant with Alistair. Alistair sat down across from Anders. Anders looked over to see Alistair sobbing Alistair looked up "I know I have lived what that mage made me do to her I can never forgive myself. I see it every time I go and visited Bryce and Maric in their tombs. Please, Anders, I don't want to lose another child."
Anders stood up and looked out the window he sighed "All right Alistair I will help because I am not doing this for you I am going this for Jess I love that little girl since I held her small body in my arms after she was born, I will need to get your mother involved because she grand enchanter, she could figure way out so we both can go into the fade and deal with it." Out of nowhere Fiona can into the room" I glad you both want to help my granddaughter out but can the two of you get long enough to deal with the demons." she turned looked at Alistair "Son this will be the hardest thing you have deal with because you must face what you did to boys and their mother," Fiona went to door and looked up and down the hall and closed the door." Fiona turned around looked at Alistair "since the boys died in violent way their spirits have not left the fade and since they were part of set they growing up in fade like their siblings doing in the real word," Alistair looked at his mother "Mom what do you mean my sons are growing up in the fade. Maker, I knew it was bad the first time "he started to turn pale "we need to do something please, mom." Fiona looked both the men she crossed her arms "the only person standing between us and the problem is their mother."
Later on that night Jen was working on some paperwork that needed to go, Weisshaupt Jen, was swearing under her breath "Dammit I swear every day I getting more and more paperwork." Jen heard someone knocking on her office door she looked up long enough "hey my sexy mage gets your ass in here and burn all this of this bullshit or better word paperwork," Jen heard some come in office "sorry dear I am mage I glad you think I am sexy, but I don't think my son or Anders would approve it as for paperwork I will burn it I done more than once at Tower." Jen looked up to see Fiona in front of her desk Jen jaw was on the floor when it was just her and Fiona Jen called her "Mother Fiona I am so sorry. I thought you were Anders." Jen stuttered Fiona did the same thing Alistair did she ran her hand throw her hair and smile "it all right dear, I wanted to talk to you the guys want my help they could not come in themselves because they both feared your temper after I tell you what they want to do," Jen across her fingers under her chin and looked at Fiona" wait who's afraid of my temper either could not come in here and talk to me it could not be Alistair and Anders. Since Alistair came back here, he and Anders have been at each throat's since day one." Fiona sat down in the chair that was in front of Jen desk the look Fiona was giving to Jen knew who it was then Jen looked at her office door she saw shadows under the door Jen stood up and looked at the door "Alistair and Anders get your fucking ass in here now I want to know what in the hell two you are planning to do." Jen sat down, sure enough, Jen heard her office door creak open she looked to see Alistair and Anders walking in the door, both said her full name "Jenifer" Jen shot them both the look they knew too well she was pissed she looked at the two of them "What are two of you planning to do?" Jen looked at Alistair "really Alistair you had to get your mother involved in whatever you two of you are planning to do I want to know now." Anders went to the desk and took Jen hands" Jen there is something we want to do I know this will hard for you to hear." Jen looked up at Anders "Anders, you are scaring me," Alistair came around to another side of the desk Jen felt trapped she stood up got way from both them "What in the name of the Maker is going on," Alistair got closer to her "Jenifer Bryce and Maric our sons are alive in the fade." Jen turned pale stutter "what in the hell have you been drinking Alistair our sons are dead this cruel and sick joke." Idea of her two youngest sons trapped in the fade she remembers the first time going into the fade was wrong and for her children to be alive in the fade for almost four years Jen lost it and fell to her knees rocking back and forth she brought her knees to her chest "No, no they died I remember the only few memories I have I…. could tell…. they… were dying no for them to be trapped in the fade." Jen started to cry next thing Jen knew Alistair had her in his arms she heard "Hon they are dead Mom told me since they were part of a set their spirits are trapped in the fade we need to get them out so they can move on," Jen got mad and tried pushed Alistair way snarled "this you and your pet bitch fault our children are trapped," Alistair held Jen tighter and she heard Alistair around her" I know," Jen could not take any more she was mad before now she was furious she head butted Alistair in the head he did let her go Alistair had cut on his head from Jen head butt Jen stood up and snarled " I am fuckin glad that hurt this all your and that bitch fault." And with that said Jen drop a jar of smoke and was gone.
Alistair felt the blood running down his face he stood up and looked was Jen was until a few minutes ago, "Ouch! Where in the hell did she learn to head butt people." Anders stood Alistair up and started to heal his head," Maker we need to give her some time I pray she does not do what she does when she gets this mad," Fiona excused herself from Anders and Alistair she knew that Jen was going to the tavern get wasted because if it were her she would do the same thing she went to Jen room and got the kids up as they were leaving to go to Fiona rooms Alistair and Anders came running into her rooms Fiona shook her head no, and she told both of them she would have the kids for a few nights so she could spend time with them. Jen sat in the tavern she was in the shadows because of Zev, then Nate came into the bar looking for her she paid the barkeep extra to tell anyone that was looking for her she was not there. Then came Oghren as he ran into the tavern the bar keeps shook his head again and saying he not seen her, Jen got tired of every five minutes she had a warden looking for her she sobered up enough she rode all the way Amaranthine.
Jen got a room at The Crow and Lion, Jen started drinking all over again. Jen woke and looked out the window to see the sun setting she was still dressed shirt and pants Jen sighed "Maker this not helping," but this how she learned how to deal with grief learning that her two younger children spirits were trapped in the fade Jen got up on unsteady feet and left her room and took her spot in shadows of the bar again. Jen heard barkeep as she took her seat and the barkeep placed the glass in front of her "you know you look a lot like the Commander of Grey because there have been two different squads in here looking for her," Jen looked up from her glass she snarled "do I look like a warden? Your job is to keep my glass filled." The barkeep looked at her "I am sorry I said anything thing wrong to you good lady." What barkeep went into the backroom dish boy was washing the dishes "Mikey go tell those two wardens camped outside the city that I found the missing Commander and I want the reward for finding her," He went back to bar and started to re-full Jen empty shot glass.