Hey guys, I'm really sorry to tell you that I have been plagued by a severe case of writer's block, due to a bout of depression, anxiety, and insomnia, thus I have not been writing, this along with a lot of other shit has been going on for me. I totally except it if you come to my house and beat down my door with pitchforks and torches. I'm so sorry to all of you, and I'm trying to write, but at this point I really need to clean my act up, and get my shit together.
I hope to continue writing my Twi-fics soon, but right now I'm working on my music for a band that myself and Alligatorpie are attempting to get off the ground. I am in therapy, working to resolve my issues, and I've been taking a medication for anxiety which has been sort of controlling me. I can't get past a place of angst in my personal life and it's bleeding into my stories, which can be a huge bonus sometimes, but the plots that I'm currently working on are taking turns for the happy. I'm not quite ready to put my fics up for adoption but if the time should come, I promise to let you know immediately.
I apologize to anyone for any inconvenience that my absence may cause. For right now I need the support of my loving fans, trust me when I say that when I overcome this hurdle I will be a stronger person and a better author. Any of you that have suffered or been around Depression understand that it truly does come to rule you. The tacky "Depression hurts" commercials are actually quite acurate. It's a strtuggle that I, as an individual, with the help of my therapist and loved one will overcome to be a more defined individual. Until that point know that I love and respect each of you with my whole being, I hope that through my writing I have earned that respect from you as well, so please stay with me through this valley until I am able to climb out of my hidey-hole and into the light of this loving, open community that we are all as writers/readers a part of.
To end my rant, I love you all, you are beautiful, please keep reading, even if I am not the person whose works you read. Thank you for being such great fans.
All of my love,
~Alice