I know I should hate you.

And I do!

I hate you with the most darkest part of my heart.

I hate you with a vengeance.

I was fine before I met you.

You came.

My world changed forever.

It was a nightmare.

I had to protect you.

You forced me too.

I was happy when that final blow hit you.

I was happy!

But…

I guess I wasn't really happy.

I felt strange after you died.

I felt like a piece of me was missing.

But,

I ignored it.

I fought it.

I hated you.

But,

I guess that I loved you too.

It's too late now.

Much too late.