Tommy's pov
I paced back and forth, back and forth, back and forth
God I hate Angie…or do I?
Of course I do, why wouldn't I?
Yeah, I don't love her. I won't allow myself to fall for her foolish ways any more. There's nothing to fall for any ways. Did I ever truly love her in the first place
I have my wife, that's all I need.
Right?
Yeah, that's right; I don't need that rush anymore. I never did. I just wanted to be some one I wasn't and forget about my life at home. Jude helped me find myself and I became another person entirely, I person I could be proud of.
God, ever since Angie's been in my life every thing went wrong. I mean yeah I was a big part of it but after she was introduce to my world it was all down hill. Even now, right now, my wife's passed out in the room and I'm afraid to even face her about some kid that's not even mine.
I always used a condom and when I say always I mean always. I have them every where I can find one and never ever ever not wore one when I was with some one…well except for Jude. Which I need to stop forgetting before another false or non-false alarm happens. Maybe I should get checked…for all I know I could be shooting blanks.
But I mean I make sure they never brake and every thing and I was more serious about condoms when I was younger. That mystery kid is not mine and it will never, I know it and I hope Angie leaves because all she ever does is fuck up every thing.
"Are you alright sir" A nurse behind me asked.
Am I alright? I'm being pursued as a father, part of why my wife's sister is in a hospital and why they are going to be fighting, and I have no clue if I'm shooting banks or if that's even healthy. You tell me lady, and stop looking at me like I'm a piece of meat. I don't know you are even if you do know me. God I hope Jude okay.
"Yes, yes I'm fine, Thank you" I replied in a rush not noticing she was a nurse that had just come out of Jude's room.
"You know she's been asking for you since she's wakened?" She questioned.
I stopped in my tracks, Jesus. She's been waiting. I should have been there when she woke up damn I always mess things up.
"Mr. Quincy?" She questioned.
"Can you get the best and biggest looking flowers you can find in this hospital and send them to her from me please and you never saw me here got it" I asked her nicely giving her two hundred dollar bills.
"Okay lil Tommy q" she squealed and giggled as I winced at the name.
"Keep the change" I muttered glumly walking into the room.
There Jude, my girl, my beautiful wife sat with her knees to her chest sobbing because of stupid Angie and me. I knew I was the most at fault here but I knew I wasn't a father….I just knew.
Angie just had to ruin my every thing in less than five minutes, damn her to hell. That stupid whore only wants me for my money that's all she ever wanted, she only knew me as the rock star never as just Tommy.
"Girl? What's the matter?" I questioned as she sobbed harder, no doubt thinking I'm the freakin' father of this damn kid.
I would never have gotten Angie pregnant I was freakin' marred to my bosses sister, I'm not that fucking stupid. I mean every one expected me to sleep with nameless girls but not becoming a father.
I walked over and gently picked her up, sat down on the bed, and put her down on my lap.
"Baby, please tell me what's wrong?" I asked her as I lifted her chin up with my index finger. She has to know that I would never leave her for that trash.
She looked at me totally devastated and whispered, "Sadie" she said barely audible.
"Jude, she'll accept it, she'll accept us, you'll see" I said…wait I thought she fainted about the kid and would be more upset about that.
Maybe she doesn't care as much about the kid than I thought she would.
"Sadie…fbifiew….Crash…nowehfiowe…is here" she sobbed out and I only got four words but still managed to catch on to what she was saying.
Damn, it had been two hours since Jude fainted and two and a half since Sadie left the apartment and ran away. At least we have a cover story as to why Jude fainted and I brought her to the hospital.
"Oh god Jude" I exclaimed finally letting the news sink in. This was our fault…no, my fault. I shouldn't have got back with Sadie because this wouldn't have happened.
"She…she's…un-un-un-con-" I put a finger on her lips to shut her up.
I got the message and I didn't want her feeling worse.
"It's okay, it will all be I promise you. We'll work it out, that's the only option we have left. We're going to have to trust people with our secret know and hope they keep it that way" It will be okay and I have to make it is because I promised her it would.
Just like I promised my all on out wedding day secret or not.
She looked up at me with her big blue eyes so damn innocent and I questioned myself. Am I doing to her that exact thing I did to Angie?
No, I loved Jude more than anything, when she hurt I hurt, there's no way this was the same Angie doesn't men any thing to me now. I made that decision I longtime ago and she couldn't change it then or now.
She slowly leaned up and kissed me. I was expecting a quick little peck but as soon as her lips met mine it was long and hard and I knew I made the right decision.
She deepened the kiss and her hands found hair. She tugged it and we broke away from the kiss for some air.
"Make me forget, just for a little bit" she whispered nipping at my neck.
Sorry i Guys i know i haven't really been posting for a long time but i'm going to start typing and posting the chapters with any extra time i have this summer. Enjoy!