Hey guys! I'm sorry it took me so long to update I was on vacation. But now there a new, long, chapter. So I hope you'll like it.. There's a lot happening in this chapter. So don't forget the reviews!

A week passed since the incident in my bedroom and I was now at the hospital with my mom and Margo at my sides dragging me to the doctor.

"Moms! Let me go!", I tried to resist entering the hospital.

"Not until you will see a doctor!" Margo told me while she tried to push me toward the doors.

"But I don't need to see a doctor!"

"Yes you are! You were sick all week", my mom said.

"No I wasn't! I was fine and I'm fine now!"

"Well that's not good enough, because… you're not… FINE!", finally they succeed to push me to the reception.

"H..Hi", said the nurse and looked at them a little afraid, "how can I help you?"

"Can you please page Doctor Christian Shepherd", Margo asked while trying to hold me from running.

"Who should I say it's from?"

"His wife, and please tell him to hurry!"

"MOM! Will you please let me go!", I said to my mom and tried to free myself from bout women's grip.

"Not until you'll see a doctor", she insist.

"But I'm telling you I'm f-i-n-e!"

"Well, we'll see about that when the doctor come.", Margo helped my mom.

"AH! If Jack was here he would have told you to let me go!"

"No sweetie, If Jack was here he would have brought you to the hospital three days ago.", Margo replied.

"Ahh! I don't need a doctor" I yelled frustrated.

"Well if you're so sure of that then you won't have any problem to confirm it, would you!?"

"B..But I hate doctors!"

"But you're going to marry one!"

"Well, I met Jack before he became a doctor.. and.. well.. he's a cute doctor, so it's ok"

"Margo!" Christian ran towards us, "Kate, Diane? Is everything ok?"

"Yes! Everything is great! So we can go now", I said and started to go towards the exit.

"HO, no you're not!" my mom called and she and Margo were immediately next to me pushing me back.

"What's going on?" Christian asked/

"Kate's need's to see a doctor", Margo said.

"Why, what's wrong?"

"Nothing!"

"She's been towing up all week long, she wasn't sleeping and barley eating!"

"Come on you're exaggerating", I said," it's not.. All week"

"Ok, well, come with me. I'll find someone to check her up." Christian said and lead as to a privet room.


"Kate.. K.."

"I think his waking up"

Maybe we should call the doctor"

No, it's ok… look!"

His eyes slowly opened up to the sun's light and a whit room. He blinked a few times and then looked around the room. Next to him, looking at him with the most beautiful blue eyes he ever seen was a blonde girl who she smiled at him.

"Hi", she said with a soft voice.

He tried to speak, but no voice came out, his trout was so dry that he couldn't say a thing. Apparently the women understood his needs and immediately brought him a glass of water.

"Easy", she said while she helped him to drink, "I know you're thirsty but you don't want to chock, don't you?"

After he finished drinking she pulled the glass away and sat next to him' "how are you feeling?"

"Where am I?", he spoke quietly.

"You're in the hospital"

"Hospital?", he said and blinked a few times still trying to realized what's happening, "why am I in the hospital?"

"You had an accident", she said and this time she sounded little worried, "why don't really know what happened to you, we were hoping you'll tell as, don't you remember what happened?"

He looked around the room again confused and said, "no.. I don't remember a thing"


"Ok miss Austen, I sent you're blood to the lab and the nurses will send us the result in a few minutes."

"Thank you.. I'm sure it's noting but my mom is.. well.. crazy"

The doctor laughed and set down next to me, he was very handsome and he looked at his late twenty, "Hi, I'm Clark"

"Kate", I smiled and shock his hand.

"So where are you from Kate? Iowa?"

"Yeah " I said, "where are you from?, you're not from here.."

"And how do you know that?" he smile.

"Well I was born here.. And… I know everyone.."

"Is that so.." he laughed again, "well you're right, I moved here from L.A, got the job here.. it was half a year ago.. Something like that"

"And how do you like Iowa so far?"

"Well, I haven't had time to enjoy the place yet ... But now that I see that there's such a beautiful girls here, I think I starting to love it more." He smiled.

I smile and I could feel I was blushing, 'thank god the moms were out side' I thought and pushed my hair back. As I looked back at him I saw his gaze on my hand and when I followed it I saw him looking at my ring. He smiled nicely and looked back at me, "He's a lucky man"

"Thanks" I said and tears were coming to my eyes, something that went unannounced to Clark.

"OH.. i.. I'm sorry, did I said something wrong?", he looked at me concerned.

"No.. it's not your fault.. I'm sorry..", I smiled sadly, "it's just.. well, he's not here"

"He left you?", he asked in shock.

"No!, it's not like that.. It's.. Well you probably know him.. his name is Jack.. Jack Shepherd"

"Omg.. I'm such an idiot, I'm so sorry."

"No.. Don't worry its ok", I smiled at him.

"Did the police found something?"

"Nothing.. It's been too long, over a mount.. I'm starting to think that maybe there's nothing to find anymore"

He nodded and smiled sadly, "hey.. Listen.. why don't I make it up to you, for.. you know.. making you fell bad, how about a cap of coffee?"

I smiled at his offer and as I open my mouth to respond there was a knock on the door and a nurse came in with both moms running into the room after her.

"what's going on?"

"Is she ok?"

"Can you wait out side please?", Clark asked.

"But.."

"Mom it's ok..", I said and both woman left the room.

"What is it Nicole?", Clark said and I could see he was a little disappointed not to get an answer.

"Am.. we'll need to run some more tests so…it'll take a few more days, maybe a day or two... we'll call you the minuet, we will get the results. "

"Thanks", Clark said and the nurse left the room "so, I guess that's it, as she said we will call you when there will be results".

"Thank you", I said and started to leave, when I got to the door I turned around and surprised him, "Clark?"

"Yeah", he answered to quick.

I smiled and said, "I'd like that cap of coffee sometime, so… I'll see you around"

"Defiantly", he smiled and I left the room.


"Juliet! Where are you going?" one of the nurses said.

"No were..",

"Juliet, we already talked about that you can't tell him that!"

"Why not!, you heard the doctor, he said that there's not even a chance he'll remember his past."

"Still, you can't pretend you're his girlfriend or something like that.."

"Why not.. it's not like his married, he doesn't have a ring. And if you'll accused me I need to help my patient", Juliet said and entered his room.

"Juliet! Come back here!" the nurse said, but followed her.

He was still shock from what the doctors told him. No one knew him even he didn't know himself. then the blond nurse he saw as he woke up for the first time entered the room with another nurse behind her.

"Hey, how are you doing?", she asked and smiled at him.

"Well all of my body heart like hell, half of it is broken and the other half I don't really fell. Ho, and not to forget that I don't know who I am.. And where the hell am I!", he said.

"Ok.. First of all it's not true that half of you body is broken it's just one arm." She said and tried to help him lie down more comfortable, "And you are in Australia"

"Well.. I still don't remember my own name", he said frustrated.

"Your name is Matthew", Juliet smiled.

"It is?", he asked

"It is!?!?", the other nurse looked at Juliet angry.

"Yes it is!", Juliet replied to the nurse angry too.

"How do you know that?, the doctors said there wasn't any thing on me when I came"

"That's because I know you"

"You do?" he asked again.

"YOU DO???" the other nurse looked at Juliet angry again.

"Yes I do!" and again Juliet replied to the nurse angry, at that point the nurse gave up and left the room. "I'm Juliet", she said and shock his hand.

"Well.. I guess I'm Matthew.." he smiled back.