Chapter 10: WHAT DOES THIS MEAN
I turned to walk in the other direction but it was too late.
"Ciel! Hey Ciel! Looky it's me!" He yelled as he skipped over to me waving his hand.
I slowly turned around and gave a slight wave. He stopped just a little in front of me.
"So… what are you doing here?" He asked with a stupid smile on his face.
"Just visiting a friend, but I'm going home now. I'm just waiting for a ride." I said glancing over to the road hoping to see Lizzys car.
Sadly it wasn't there.
"Well I could give you a ride." He jingled a pair of car keys in front of my face.
I was about to object when he grabbed my arm leading me towards his car.
"Oh come on, I'm just driving you home."
"But I already have someone com-" He cut me off.
"Oh shut up. I'm trying to be nice." He didn't sound as cheerful as he did a second ago.
I decided not to argue knowing he has bipolar tendencies.
He didn't loosen his grip until we were at his car. I got in without complaint.
"So what's your address?" I gave it to him and he pulled out of the parking lot.
I sent a quick text to Lizzy.
"Hey sorry, but I kinda got kidnapped by that blonde kid. The one we saw at lunch the other day. Ya, he's forcibly giving me a ride home. I'm super sorry! I'll give you more money for gas."
Alois mindlessly babbled about anything on his mind. The ride was filled with boring small talk, and his annoying need to flirt with me.
Finally we arrived at my dorm building.
"Well thanks for the ride." I said as I got out of the car.
"Anytime. Text me if you wanna hang out some time." He smiled as I slammed the door.
I let a sigh escape my lips as I saw him drive away.
I made my way up to my room. I was only in there for about twenty minutes before someone banged on my door.
I opened it to see a panicked Sebastian looking down at me.
"Sebastian? Why are you here?" I stared at him with big eyes.
He walked into my dorm closing the door behind him.
"I looked out my window after you left and saw you forced into a car by some blonde kid!" He pulled me into a hug with a worried look on his face. "I was worried you were in trouble so I rushed over here. I wanted to make sure you got home safe."
I giggled slightly.
"That's really sweet, but you could have just called."
He pulled back and looked at me with a relieved expression on his face.
"I'm just glad you're okay. Who is that kid anyway?"
"Just some kid from class who insists on being my friend." I rolled my eyes as I said this.
Sebastian clenched his jaw.
"Um… aren't you supposed to be at work now?" I asked trying to change the subject.
"Yes, but they will just have to wait." A smile started to form at the corner of his lips.
He let go of his hold on me and I walked across the room, a question was on my mind.
"Sebastian, why are you so… overly sweet to me now? When I first met you, you were all over me." I leaned against a wall and looked up to meet his starring eyes.
"Well after I realized how… sensitive you are I didn't want to scare you away." He looked serious. I couldn't help but laugh.
"You don't have to act like I'm a fragile baby. I'm not going to fall apart if you touch me." I regretted the way I expressed the sentence the second it left my lips.
A seductive smile found its way to his face.
He walked up to me and put his face close to mine.
"Well if you say so…" He began gently kissing my jaw line.
I fumbled with my words trying to tell him to stop.
It resulted in him pressing his lips to mine. He forced my mouth open with a pleading tongue. I willingly let him explore my mouth. Savoring his taste as I worked my tongue with his. The kiss was sloppy and loud. The small room was filled with the sound of slurping and sucking. We ravaged each other's mouths like our life depended on it. He ran his hands down my back and up my shirt. The cold touch of his fingers spreading shivers through my body. He roughly pulled my shirt off and moved his mouth from my lips down my neck to my bare chest. He moved to my nipples. Teasing them, sucking and licking and gently nibbling on them. I grew more aroused with every touch.
He started moving downward, slowly, leaving a trail of hickeys to the rim of my pants.
He shuffled them down and put his hand over my erection. I tried to tell him to stop but a groan was all that I could muster.
As if taking it as a sign of my consent he yanked my boxers off as well.
He started to put his head towards my tip, but I panicked again. I pushed him back and got up to grab my pants.
He got up and pushed me back down.
"I'm not done." I could now see the bulge protruding from his crotch as well.
He had the look of an animal in his eyes.
"B-but I am. I just... I'm just not ready…" I looked away as he leaned in close to my face.
"Fine…but I will have you. I want to have all of you." He held my face in his hand forcing me to look at him.
The mood in the room changed quickly from lust to demanding.
"I-I need to go." I pushed him off, scrambled back into my clothes and rushed out of the room.
Once far enough from my own dorm I relaxed, but it quickly turned to worry.
What the hell is wrong with me?