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WARNING:

This is a GruVia vs LyVia fanfiction

Masochist

(Chapter 9)

LYON VASTIA's PoV

The next day, where i had a short conversation with Juvia at the shore, things are still the same yet there's something strange on how Juvia is acting.

I was sitting at my usual spot in class as i stared at her in silent.

She's always been beautiful to me since the very first day i laid my eyes on her in class.

I was captivated by her gentleness.

Her innocence and her kindness.

I get pissed off sometimes whenever Natsu bully her and even our schoolmates and classmates treats her as if she's some kind of a ghost.

For Pete's sake! She's an angel in disguise from above and yet nobody sees her worth!

She's having a chat with Lucy. On the other hand, Natsu being in his annoying behavior hissed at Juvia then looks back at her girlfriend.

"Lucy, why are you talking with that rain woman?" Natsu exclaimed using his awful tone.

If only I could see his aura, i bet he's in flames now since his element is Dragon Fire.

I'm just glad that he didn't used it to Juvia even if he hated her in every way. I admit Natsu is a bit of a jerk pertaining to his attitude and stuffs but i can see that he's a good guy. I'm just wondering why he hated Juvia so much.

"What? Is that a crime talking to Juvia now? Come on, Natsu. Don't be such a kid." Lucy rolled her eyes at him.

"Tsk!" Natsu hissed and angrily looked at Juvia again while pointing at her using his index finger.

On the other hand, Juvia just being her usual stone-face.

"You! Stop talking to Lucy! I don't want you to ge.." before Natsu could finished what he was about to say, Lucy pinch his ears.

"Natsu!"

"Ow! Ow! Ow! It hurts Lucy!Aw!" I must say from what i see from my position, it might really hurt.

"How many times do i have to tell you, be kind to a girl! Juvia is my friend!" Natsu furrowed his eyebrows while pouting his lips in front of his girl.

"Can't you see that blue haired? She's not a girl! And what? She's your friend?! No way! Ow! Lucy! Not again! Ow!".

"I don't wanna hear your reasons, Natsu. Be it or not, Juvia is my friend." Before Lucy could go back talking to Juvia, the door flung open.

"Okay, class. Back to your seats." Gray-sensei commanded.

Our classmates went to their respective seats while I remained but i grab my notes in case if there will be a long quiz.

I caught a glimpse of Juvia how she smiled at Gray-sensei before she sat down in her chair beside me.

Wait.

What the hell was that? She smiled at him sweetly.

Well, it was not the first time i saw her smiling for someone.

She once smiled at me too but it was a different smile and i can see it.

Whole discussion, i wasn't paying attention. I was thinking what had happened yesterday when i left Juvia with Gray-sensei at the shore.

In the first place, why did i leave Juvia behind? It was my idea that brought the both of us there in the shore.

I was thinking, why did Gray-sensei looked very furious at that time when he told me to leave? Are they close?

I looked at Gray-sensei's direction when i saw him looking at Juvia that made my eyebrows twitch.

Why is he looking intimately at her now?

Then for a minute, he caught me looking at him so he get back to what he was doing, flipping pages in his lesson plan.

I stared at Juvia, trying not to get noticed by her.

No.

Tell me i am wrong. Is there going on between them?

A student and a teacher having a relationship is wrong. It could be a big scandal!

Once caught, the teacher might get banished in school and maybe in every school.

And the student might get a lifetime of regret.

I was absently staring at the window when someone patted my shoulders and it made me jump a little.

"Sorry.". I looked up and was surprised to see Juvia standing beside me. I closed my hanging mouth and scratched the back of my neck.

"Oh no! No, you're not. I was just thinking of something." I replied and smiled at her half.

"Are you not feeling well? Juvia saw you spacing out even though Gray-sensei has left a while ago already."

"Damn. Sorry, I mean no I'm feeling great. I just had a lot of things in my mind lately."

"Good. Juvia thought you were not feeling well." I waved at her, still half smiling.

"I'm fine. Really. Thanks for the concern, Juvs." She smiled.

"Juvia have to go now." I stared at her sapphire eyes and I swallowed my saliva a few times before opening my mouth. "Juvia, can i ask you something?"

I saw how surprised she was. It's a good thing that it was just us in the classroom.

"Yes. Of course. You can." She sat down in front of me. Her angelic face is just a few inches from where i am seating. Her wavy blue beautiful hair that made her more stunning. She's just so beautiful in every way i see her. This time, i was mesmerized again.

"What is it that you wanna ask Juvia about, Lyon?" She asked me again snapping me back from my thoughts. I looked straight into her eyes and blurt out the words i have been thinking about again and again earlier.

"Are you and Gray-sensei, going out?"

She didn't move. She was just looking back at me without uttering a single reply.

I can see how nervous she was now because her hands are trembling. I shouldn't ask her something personal. I shouldn't be asking her this question because it might make our relationship in pieces, not to mention that it was already in pieces. But i just wanna know if what i've been thinking was true. And now that i saw her expression, i think i already knew the answer.

I tried to smile hoping that she won't see it as a fake one.

"You don't have to answer it though. I was just. I mean, I have these weird thoughts..." I stopped speaking when i heard her gentle voice.

"Yes, Im in a relationship with Gray-sensei." Her answer is full of sincere and for the nth time, it made my heart skip again. "I'm, in love with him, Lyon." She said smiling. A very rare smile it is.

I felt a pang in my chest. It was like a sword that pierce through my heart into half.

I wonder if my feelings are not enough?

I wonder if my actions to her are not enough to make her get a hold with it?

I wonder how she felt when she's around me?

I kept on thinking these things too but maybe i'm just too late.

Maybe Gray-sensei is meant for her. She's happy. Very happy and I'm not blind not to see that.

I smiled forcefully this time. It breaks my heart hearing those words from the girl whom you really loved.

I love her.

Damn!

I have always been in love with her.

I should be the one making her smile like that, not Gray-sensei.

"Congratulations, Juvs." I said tapping my hand to hers.

If only i could and have the right to intertwine this hands to mine.

My heart is aching inside.

I can feel how miserable it can make me but i tried to shrug it off because when you really love someone, you should learn how to let go.

When you love someone, you should know how to accept things and if you love someone truly, you should be happy for his/her happiness.

It's silly how i'm willing to do all of that just to see her smile.

But if doing all of those can make her happy then i would gladly do it.

If it's what makes her stay by my side, though not literally, then i would do it.

It hurts to smile like nothing happened but i will try because I love this girl.

Maybe I might be a masochist. But I'm just a stupid guy who's in love with a girl who can never be called "mine".

~Hi guys! I'm back at last! A very big SORRY for the super later update!! I've been busy for the past months that i couldn't even think of updating my stories. I am truly sorry! I'll try my best to keep in touch again here.

Hopeful that you'll still support my crazy imagination that created this story.

Love lots!

ChixcYellow