Heya guys,

another chapter for you..Edward and Bella are getting closer so I hope your happy about it. I'm not 100% sure when there problems and life storys will come out but hopefully in at least the next 3-5 then they will help eachother get throgh it.

anyways hope you like this chapter.

disclaimer: I dont own twilight I just like to mess with her characters.

EPOV

We were now in my room Bella sitting on my bed which is a picture I could get used to and me passing back and forward wearing a path into my bedroom floor.

I have no Idea what I was going to tell her but all I knew was that I had to tell her something. I needed to try and explain why I lost it in my, our meadow the other day, But what if she freaked and ran if she knew what I had done.

"Edward" she started, hearing my name roll off her lips id strange things to my body "I'm Sorry"

Huh? Did I hear rite? "What are you sorry for I'm the one who should be apologizing for yelling at you in the meadow yesterday" I confessed

"You only yelled because I gave you something to yell about, I should have never lit up a smoke. You showed me this amazing place and all I did was immediately pullout a smoke." looking so downcast and small on my big king sized bed. "I just freaked out because I like you Edward, a lot and I shouldn't because your this amazingly sweet guy who is caring and considerate and I'm broken Edward and as amazing as you are I can't be fixed and you deserve someone who is whole and able to give their whole pure self to you"

What the? All I can do is stare, what have I done this beautiful creature doesn't think she deserves love. Slowly making my way over to her I wrap my arms around her pulling her onto my lap.

"You are absolutely absurd" I tell her kissing the top of her head. Burying her head further into my chest and I can feel her fallen tears on my bare skin. "Bella, please don't cry" not knowing what to do I shuffle us back towards the heard of my bed and slowly lay down so that we are comfortably arranged with her head and arm on my chest.

Bella's soft skin, silky hair the smell of Freshiers it all seemed so real. Moaning and going to roll over when I realise there is a petite body curled around mine carefully opening my eyes and turning my head slightly I see a unbelievable Bella my Bella looking so relaxed and happy her head on my chest and our legs intertwined. Remembering the day's events I smile realising that the air was clear and even though there was a lot we needed to discuss for the moment we were good and happy. And with that thought I quickly feel into a content slumber.

BPOV

Mmm...Edward is skin, the smell of cinnamon, his big strong musician hands touching me leaving a trail of fire along my torso as they led down to where I want him most. I can feel myself getting wet and squirm under his touch wanting him to touch me where I rally want him already, finally I feel his hands slip inside my panties and runs fingers through my dripping folds then. PHILL!!

"AHHHHHHHHHHHH..."

EPOV

I quickly get pulled from a very good dream consisting of me Bella and very little clothing by a earth shattering scream quickly opening my eyes It was dark outside and realised we slept all day, looking around to find where the noise came from only to see Bella sitting up stiff as a board her eyes bulging and her mouth still hanging open. Before I could make a move I see her gasping for air, her breathing quickly turning erratic I reach for only to have her scream and scramble of the bed.

"Bella?" I say slowly getting of the bed myself and taking a step towards her but all she does is take a step back, away from me.

"Bella love, it's only me, Edward" I try to convince her, but it doesn't seem she believes me

Bella keeps backing away from me until her back hits the wall. I slowy make my way towards when I'm about a metre away she slips to the floor whimpering. Pulling her legs to her chest she starts rocking.

"Bella"

BPOV

He was here he found me, I don't care if he hurts me but I don't want him to hurt Edward I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I caused anything to happen to Edward. Huddled in the corner with my eyes shut tight I try reason with him.

"Please don't, don't hurt him. Don't hurt Edward"

EPOV

"Please don't, don't hurt him. Don't hurt Edward" she whispers so softly that I almost missed it.

Eyes still closed tight I realise that she is stuck somewhere in-between real life and a nightmare. Carefully as I could I slip down besides her pulling her onto my lap her shaking increases but after a few minutes she starts to stop shaking?

"Come back to me my Bella" I whisper over and over again into her hair.

After what seemed like a lifetime her breathing is back to normal and her tears stop.

"Edward" she asks her eyes still closed.

"Yes love it's me"

"Oh Edward" she exclaims turning and throwing her arms around my neck clinging to me for her all might and letting the tears fall again. Lifting us both up and caring her to my bed I go to lay her down but she refuses to let go of me smirking to myself in spite of everything and climb in bed beside her.

"Bella" I say stroking her cheek

"Mmm" she mumbles

"Are you alright?"

She nodded numbly and before long we were both once again asleep.

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