ok.. So I can't help but watch the et Canada s3 preview.. so cute. Very jealous of the beasties in canada that gets to watch s3 tonight!

Here you go. Sorry for the wait. Thanks again for all your kind words.

5 more minutes. Scratch that 4 more minutes. Cmon time.

I really need to get a grip. I was kicked out last night by Zach because he needed to use the computer and I never realized how impatient I really am. He beat me again to it this morning, Understandably so, they just found out that his gf is pregnant and today was the first doctor appt. So here I am hoping i was going to beat him to it but i wait until he is done.

"OK babe. I love you. Talk to you later" he says blowing a kiss to the screen.

I start pacing behind him knowing I'm only seconds away from getting on.

"Calm down Keller! Geesh! You're worst than I am." He guffaw.

I pushed him over and logged on to my email with my heart feeling like its going to explode out of my chest.

From: itscatherine

Date Sent: sun, June 8th 3:45 am

To: drbeast

Subject: thank you.

Dr. McDreamy,

So...about your picture...all I'm going to say is You're hot! LOL Is that too forward of me to say? If so, I apologize. You've got gorgeous hazel eyes which what always catches my attention on a guy. And I'm glad to see that your rare moments involves me, because mine seems to involve you too.

This girl will be the death of me.

And about that, I'm afraid we are busted.

Oh crap!

I got your email earlier tonight and well I couldn't resist and checked it while I was out with the group. They noticed how distracted I was, and by that I mean I was anticipating your email all night.

Glad to know I consume her mind as much as she does mine.

So when I finally got it, I stepped outside to read it. I don't know how long I was out there reading it and staring at your picture, but it probably was long enough that Jt went to check up on me and caught me oogling you.

I felt an incontrollable heat rush to my face. Yup I'm blushing.

So safe to say he knows we are emailing back and forth. He didn't give me a hard time about it, but I know its coming. I'm glad he knows now because I can talk to someone about you. I'm sorry and I hope your not upset.

How could I be upset over that? Now I can use Jt to watch out for her for me.

They did try to set me up with ... Omg I honestly don't remember his name. Is it bad I was so distracted with you that I zoned out every time they talked to me? I mean he was pretty good looking but nothing compared to you. And I made that assumption before I even saw your picture *wink*

I had to stop and breathe. I don't even know how to digest that. It gave me a sense of pride that I was someone she compared this person to.

So... How is it out there? Is it getting any better? I'm planning on sending some goodies your way. Any special request?

Can I keep you?

To answer your question, an ideal date for me is to be with someone who I can be myself with, good conversation, laugh...and karaoke. Lol

OK my turn, one thing you want me to know about you. For me, I'm a very awkward person, but with you its like you put me at ease and I can tell you everything, as you can tell by this email :)

Well I'm going to head to bed since its almost 4am here my time. Take care of your self Vincent, I always worry about you.

Your homie :)

Catherine

I log out and went back into my tent. I pull out her picture from my pocket and stare at it. I cant believe I found someone amazing, yet she is a thousand miles out of reach. I'm falling for her, and I know she deserves more than what I can give her right now. Hell I couldn't even protect her when she needed someone.

Zach pulled back the door to my tent. Gasping for air like he was running for miles.

"Keller, you've got a call. Its Jt and he says its an emergency."

"What? My phone hasn't rang?"

I grabbed my cell and realized it was dead.

"Yeah uh huh. He called me and here I am."

I remembered giving Jt his number last time I had lost my phone and needed to wait for a new one.

I thanked him as he handed me his phone.

"Jt man, what's going on."

"I'm not even going to begin to rip you a new one for not telling me that you are talking to Cat, but I think you should know."

I hear him taken a deep breathe and suddenly an unnerving feeling takes over. I know this isn't good.

"Its Cat, there's been an accident."