A/N: Hn, I feel perverted today, dun' know why?

Sexual Bonds

Byakuya was looking over his clothes, feeling quite happy with the high amount of formal outfits Abarai had been kind enough of gifting him. He frowned, if there was a thing he was worried about was that Renji was spending too much on him, well he wasn't blind he perfectly saw the gold linings on the fabric of his sheets, and the gold also present of the eating utensils Lindocruz brought him, but this was too much, clothes were something personal that you just didn't share with anybody and the thought of free grace was a distant one. He slipped his arms into a long white yukata and sighed softly, shifting lightly under the overly soft fabric.

This color, this softness, this gentle warmth… it was all Hisana.

He reprimanded himself for being reminded of his wife. Byakuya had told himself he would move on, it didn't not mean he would forget, but at least it would ease and eventually terminate the remaining ache on his heart.

He heard polite knocking on the door of his room and closed his yukata, walking towards the door and giving the lock a small click. Renji's pineapple redhead popped from the opening, smiling widely.

"Buonanotte, Byakuya" He said stepping into the room and closing the door after himself.

"Buonanottevoi pure, Renji. I thought you and Grimmjow had left for your parent's home."

"We were, but turns out Mama cancelled it... Business I guess" Renji slumped down on a big sofa covered with pink and red cushion which sunk under his weight. He looked at the white kimono covering Byakuya and smiled happily "Glad you liked that one"

"I do" Byakuya looked himself over "You chose this one did you not, Renji?"

"Yup"

Byakuya gave him a thoughtful look, as if looking for something in the redhead's body, something he had perhaps lost. A look of complete concentration as if his thoughts and actions would decide the future of the world as we know it.

"What?" Renji asked, fidgeting under the calculating stare. A long silence followed, the only sound being their own breaths and the barely audible creaking of the sofa.

"Renji do you desire me?" Byakuya asked.

"H-Huh?"

"I see no other reason why you would spoil me as much" Byakuya sat on the coffee table, his legs crossed, and stared at him "I will ask again Renji, do you desire me?"

A deep red flooded Renji's cheeks, he could not stop staring at those cold questioning gray eyes and the heat on his face felt almost unbearable.

"I-I" He stuttered lightly. GOD-DAMN IT THIS WAS NO TIME TO BE STUTTERING. THINK RENJI THINK, SAY SOMETHING, SAY SOMETHING!

An elegant pale nose brushed against his ever so lightly, easing the burning feeling momentarily with it's cool touch. Eyes still wide open, Byakuya slowly inched forward, his nose connecting with the redhead's cheek and Renji couldn't move a millimeter, until finally those thin lips made contact with his own.

Renji lost it.

He stopped being the stuttering blushing school boy, his brain had snapped into a state of raw need. He hastily pulled Byakuya's elbow successfully getting him off the coffee table and into his lap, the raven stumbling clumsily as he tried to blindly hold on to something. Renji turned them around, his lips leaving those sweet ones momentarily, in a flash Byakuya's legs instinctively wrapped around his waist trying to find balance. Renji looked at the man; Byakuya stared at him in slight disbelief and surprise. Renji ran his fingers throw that silky raven hair, enjoy as the strands easily slipped off his fingers and fell down lightly on the perfect shoulders of their owner.

Renji wrapped his fingers around the so unusually feminine waist, a hand trailed up to grab behind Byakuya's neck and he pulled him closer, slowly and tenderly placing his forehead against Byakuya's. Those round orbs hadn't left his as he moved, as if completely hypnotized. Renji closed his eyes and gingerly placed his lips against Byakuya's. He pressed slowly, waiting for some kind of reaction, when he got none he started to pull back but suddenly he felt the shy push of Byakuya's lips responding to his.

Renji pressed his body harder against the older man's, that simple response sending his brain into a state in which logic thoughts were no longer allowed. Renji let his tongue out of his mouth and licked at Byakuya's lower lip, meeting with a bit of resistance before those god-blessed lips opened giving permission to his needy tongue to explore every inch of that hot wet cavern.

Byakuya tasted like Miracle fruit, not too sweet, not too sour, it blended perfectly with the raven's personality. Renji's tongue danced inside the seemingly inexperienced mouth, the thought of possibly being the first to kiss Byakuya like this made Renji's ego boost. A beautiful tongue came out to dance with the redhead's fiery one, making slow movement that could not match the raw passion emanating from Renji's side of the kiss. Yes he was sure the phoenix had slept with someone before, Grimmjow had explained to him they needed to have 'gotten laid' to be able to do the 'weird metamorphosis shit', but still he worshiped the thought of a completely untouched Byakuya.

At last they separated from each other when the lack of oxygen was to the point of being deadly. Byakuya's eyes where half lidded and foggy but other than the pants escaping the lips once in a while he didn't seem to give much satisfying noises. Renji didn't want his silence; he wanted to see the figure he had come to admire for his honor and obvious strength completely undone for him. Once again Renji pulled Byakuya closed and clashed their lips in a kiss full of lust. Renji barely asked for permission to enter the now so welcoming warmth of Byakuya's mouth, ravishing every inch of reddened flesh, every perfectly aligned tooth, every inch of the roof of the phoenix's mouth being massaged with the redhead's skilled tongue.

Suddenly a small whimper was drowned inside the two locked mouths and Renji snapped back staring in disbelief, a trail of thick saliva still connecting the two. Byakuya seemed to be completely lost, his mouth hung open and his eyes were staring up at him pleadingly. Those soft hands holding on to the neck of his shirt as if he was expecting Renji to run away in any minute now. One slender hand reached behind his head and snapped the rubber band holding his unruly hair back, making it cascade freely on his shoulders. Renji's breath caught at his throat, he had never seen such an arousing imagine in his whole life and he felt his pants immediately tighten. He reached for the back of Byakuya's short kimono as he continued to kiss the man with lost. Slowly he lifted up the silky cloth and rubbed his index finger against the fabric covering Byakuya's entrance.

Suddenly Byakuya's head snapped back and his mouth opened in a soundless cry of either pleasure or surprise. Renji bit the white jugular exposed to him and continued to rub softly the smaller man's behind, running his other hand up and down Byakuya's spine. He gently pulled on the white skin of Byakuya's neck and bit and sucked at that spot between the neck and the pulse, earning a small congratulating moan from the older man. Renji's tanned hands slid down onto Byakuya's thighs and massaged slowly, getting way too close to Byakuya's privates. Byakuya's head snapped down and he pulled away from him, holding him back by his shoulders.

"N-Not yet" Byakuya stuttered, catching his breath.

"I'm sorry" Renji apologized but pulled the man closer, hugging him tightly.

"I-It's okay"

Byakuya was glad for that heartwarming hug, because it would keep Renji from seeing the burning pink staining his pale cheeks.

A/N: Yes, I just wrote that.