Summary : Tatsumi is now Aoi's Lover, but he never think about love before. Then came a new transferred Girl named Hilda from America and being his Tutor. What will happen then? Will Aoi got jealous with her? Or there will be something called 'LOVE' between Tatsumi and Hilda? Tatsugarde, slight TatsuAoi. #BadEnglish
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Love Is True
Schoonie
Chapter 9
Despair on Happiness
TatsuGarde/OgaxHilda
Tatsumi's POV
We finally in the garden, to visited Hilda's Mother's grave. I take a look on Hilda who still beside me, then I smiled.
Hilda then goes to near the grave, and looks praying, I followed her.
"hope you had a happiness in there.. Okaa-sama.." said Hilda with her smile. Its really warm, I can feel the warmness from her face, she is happy now, I'm relieved.
"so, now give me a lesson! I wanna proved that I'm not stupid on the exams. You will help me right?" I asked, with a little smirk on my face.
"okay-okay.." she said still with her smile. I wonder, what happen with her on this day? She keeps smiling. Hope she will be easy on today lesson.
But I'm wrong..
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"oh Godness.. how much I kept telling you this? You…. Sewer rat! How could you'll be saved from exams if you still couldn't answer this question? Are you idiot?... I'm sorry you're 'baka' right.." she said with her disoriented face.
I made her loose her temper, and make her smiling face disappeared. I'm.. really idiot! I'd said it right? I'm such idiot! And now, because my idiocy, I couldn't see her smiling face, again..
"slow down Hilda.. you know, it just a little mistake.. don't worry, I'll fixed it!" I tried to slow her down even my body is really trembling because she had yelled me before. Its lucky she just yelled, usually, she always punch, or kick on me, and its really hurt though she is a woman, I cant underestimate her. And now I'm hoping for her to not use one of her martial arts, or its finished. I'll dead, for sure!
"you… really.." I see, she touch her forehead with her hands, it seems she is really disappointed with me.
"lets finished today lesson.. don't asked 'why' because the reason is you.." Hilda said still with her positions.
Not long Hilda just walked down from gazebo then go to a small lake not far from here. It just.. lets see.. maybe only 4 or 5 meters from where I am.
She looks like playing with some fish on that lake. And again, I see her smile.
I walked down from the gazebo, and tried to following her. I left Beel on the Gazebo because he still eats snacks and I don't want disturb him, beside, I want to make a moment only the two of us, me and Hilda.
I standing behind her, wait for her to look on me. Not a while, she is standing, it seems she still didn't recognize that I'm behind her. She rotating her body, and I hear "whats….!". she said with her surprised face, she steps back, but there is no ground behind her, its only a small lake. She fell, I catch her, I get her arm, I pulled her, but I stumbled.. we fell on the ground together.
"itteee.." I said when I was still closed my eyes. I felt my hand is linked with Hilda's hand. I tried to open my eyes, and I see…
Hilda is on top of me, with her red cheeks.
Hilda's POV
"I'm on his top!" I thought. Its really stupid to get fall together and finished on this position. This is really awkward positions. I couldn't move my body, I'm frozen..
I see him, his face. I never this closed to him, I see his black eyes, his nose, his cheeks, his lips.. wait, his lips? No, no.. I mustn't see on his lips!
His hands still hold my hands, really tight. I can feel his strength on his arms, is Oga this strong? I cant move my hands. This awkward position..
We've been silence in this position more than 5 minutes. We see on each other face, I see his face, he is absolutely sees my face. i can feel the warmness in my cheeks, my face. I'm truly in embarrassment.
I'm still frozen until he breaks the silent "Hilda…" he called my name in really soft voice. I never heard he says such things with this voice, and especially he called my name.. my heart is beat rapidly, I'm in Doki-Doki mode.. I don't wanna him to hearing my heart's sound, it just… it just…
When I'm still in confusion, suddenly he moved, I'm really startled, I tried to move too, but he still didn't let go off my hands. And I can see him in front of me, no.. on top of me….
On Top of me?! Why? I don't wanna this position. It doesn't meant I don't like this postion, but just.. eh? Am I said that I liked it? No, its really an impossible thing right?
"Hilda… em.." finally he is talking.
"Hilda.. em.. i.. you know…" he just said that, and after that he is become silent again. I don't know what I must do at this time, I really wanna to talk but my mouth didn't move at all. And again, I see his face, and now I can see, he is a little blushing, I'm just like look someone else, I never see him this nervous. I don't plan it, but its like….
"p-please stop that face.. its make me… pfftttt—" i said it then I'm chuckled.
He let go off my hands, and I tried to cover my mouth while I'm still chuckled. I see his face, now with a confuse expression. But not long his face become normal, and he smiled.
I've become silent, he hold my hands again, and now…
His face nearing my face..
He looks on me, with serious but warm face..
We closed our eyes..
All I can feel is his breath, it feels his face only left several cm from my face..
We… kissing each other..
He kissed me tenderly, really soft, I can taste honey from his lips..
We were in other dimension, only the two of us..
This is my first..
And I do it with him..
I think… I'm not regretted it..
If its him..
I'll gladly accept it..
If its only him…
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Our lips finally parted.
I feel like there is a butterfly on my lips, I still can feel the warmness, the taste, honey's tastes..
After that he just smiled and then wake and we back home together, we never talk about that moment in the way back home, I don't know what he is feeling about me, but I'm…
I can't deny anything, for now, I'm always tried to tell myself to don't have any feelings for other people. I'm always forced myself to always in this cage, alone, alone.. in the darkness that I've made for myself. I'm always wanna feel be loved by someone, and loving someone. But I keep telling myself, I mustn't..
I was scared..
Scared that I just make him in trouble again and again..
Scared that I just crushed his happiness..
Scared that I just….
"if you always being with him, you just keep give him trouble and trouble.. always trouble. Don't you remember, you're the cause of that accident, you make your own best friend get killed, and you make your own mother collapsed and died after the car hit her when she tried to protecting you. And now, you just make him 'break up' with his lovely girlfriend, just think about this damn think already. I just suggest you to keep yourself alone, so there will nobody get hurt, nobody get killed because of you.. you just… unlucky girl, who bring any cursed to other people who near you…"
Yayyyy! Its finished.. sorry for long updated! I'm so busy with my school :D
And for the next chapter, I think I will be a little late to update, because I must preparing for the next Term Exams, so I'll be a little busy..
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Next Chapter : "Rain"