~Lovino's POV~

I don't think I have ever been this cold, at my feet was my baby brother still as the grave. Tears streamed down my face a reached a shaky hand out to my little brother.

"What is this…WHAT HELL MUST I GO THOUGH TILL I DIE HUH?" I yell looking up at the sky.

"LOVI!" I hard Antonio yell jumping right be side me eyes frantic.

I looked over at the Vampire, he was tall…lovely like all Vampires.

"Lovi what's going on where's the Wolf?" He asked slowly taking in the site of all the blood.

"It was my brother….the monster I just spent the last hour trying to kill is my baby brother. The one that made me what I am today. The brother that cried be hid me as we watch are mother and father being eaten by you fucking demons from hell. THE SAME BROTHER THAT DIED SAVEING MY LIFE FROM MONSTERS LIKE YOU!" I screamed looking at everyone in the crowed and then to Antonio.

"Then what dose that make you Lovino?" Alfred said looking down on me. "What dose that make you, the killer of your own brother?" Alfred said voice cracking.

I started to laughed, I couldn't even stop when people started to back away from me.

I looked up at Alfred with a twisted smile.

"Oh, Al~ I knew I was a soulless monster the moment I looked into the eyes of a mother Vampire as I killed her demon span." I said pulling the knife Antonio had given me.

I stood hearing the hissing of every Vampire arrowed me.

Alfred's blue eyes winded as he looked at me.

I raised the knife to him.

"I should have killed you when I had the chance. You're the worst of all! If you were dead all of these things would just fucking die off and go to hell where they belong!" I yelled started towards my friend.

Before I even took a step a hand grabbed my pant leg.

I stumbled and looked down with wild eyes.

I was met with the foggy eyes of my brother.

"Fratello… don't hurt him…he's the only thing I have left." He said tears leaking from his eyes.

"Feliciano, my Fratello." I said dropping the knife and falling to my knees.

I was only slightly knew of the ether things that where going on in the background.

The police, or guards were making the ether Vampires get away from the seen leavening only Arthur Alfred and Antonio to watch my shameful state.

"Feliciano…I'm so sorry…I-"

"Shhh~ It's alright Lovi…It's going to be alright now because were together now…I finely found you." My brother said with his dumb smile.

His eyes started to close and his grip on me got weaker.

"Fratello! No, no! Don't close your eyes ok don't do that! Talk to me you fool, you disappear for three years and don't tell me anything!" I say voice cracking.

His wet eyes looked at me.

"Oh Lovi! I have a family! There's…there's so many…" He said smiling up at me his worm eyes getting darker and darker.

"Really…that's so great your going to have to show them to me when your feeling better." I whisper.

His smile got wider.

"Ya! And…and if I come home with the Legion…Huh…My family will get all better and you can live with us Lovi." He said tears going down his cheeks.

I smoothed out his hair, it was like we were the only ones there. I could hear people yelling in the background. Alfred and Arthur, but a bomb could go off and I wouldn't even notice.

"I cant wait Feliciano…" I said letting out a sob and hugging my brother to me.

"Wonna know why I…I came here big brother." He whispered bags falling in his eyes.

"Why?" I asked trying to smile.

"Because I knew you were here Brother. Because I love you so much. I could never not lov…love my..my…" He fell silent eyes loosing all light.

My eyes went wide.

"Feliciano…" I whispered.

"LET ME GO!" I hard Alfred yell.

The next thing I knew I was being dragged away from my brother.

I didn't fight, didn't yell, it was to late. My brother was gone dead, for real this time. All the years hating the world and he was out there.

Before I was pulled into an ally to be killed I could see Alfred grab my brother with Arthur yelling at him.

My tears were blinding me, the world was a blur.

I was picked up and whoever was caring me jumped high into the air. I put my face in the mans chest and just sobbed.

When I hard water, we stopped and I was put of a bench.

"Lovi. Lovi look at me." Antonio said grabbing my chin and making me look into his eyes.

"Come on Lovi! You cant just give up like this! It's alright, its going to be alright Lovino! No matter what happens I'm going to protected you alright!" Antonio yelled in my face.

I shook my head and for the first time I smiled at the man.

"You want to protect me? Kill me." I say grabbing his face.

His green eyes got wide and his mouth fell open.

"Drink me dry! Cut me up anything you want. I could care less, give me mercy and end my pain so I have a shot at whatever heaven my brother has gone to." I say pulling his face to my neck.

He moved and I closed my eyes, but I wasn't met with the sweet pace of death but by worm strong lips.

My eyes shot open to a site I wasn't ready for, the Vampire that had almost killed me when we had first met, was crying into the fiery kiss he was giving me.

He broke it and looked deep into my eyes.

"I cant kill you Lovino…I don't think I ever could." He whispered.

His hands wiped the tears from my cheeks and I let out a nether sob from deep in myself.

"I cant live in a world where I killed my brother." I whisper.

"Alfred is going to do anything to try and save your brothers life. Arthur…he has a way of…making things go his way." He said pulling me into his lap.

It was so odd I wonder how I never noticed how big Antonio was or how worm he seemed to be.

"Please…I cant do this…the pains just to much." I bagged looking into the green eyes I prayed would turn red.

"No." He said glaring at me.

I sobbed again and hid my face in his chest.

"I CANT LIVE ALONE!" I yell digging my fingernails into his shoulders.

"YOU DON'T HAVE TO!" He said biting his wrist.

My eyes went wide as he put the blood over his own heart.

"I by the Vampire in me will never leave you, I promise to the forces of the moon I will always protect you." He said.

"NO! You fucking idiot! A Vampires Promise cant ever to broken! You-" My head spun and I leaned away from his and vomited all over the ground.

Then I was met with the first peace I had felt in a long time, darkness.

When I opened my eyes I was in a room I didn't know. It hurt my eyes to even look at the walls, they were bright red and orange. There was a TV and Spanish CD's on the desk in the corner of the room.

My ears perked up when I hard the bathroom door open and Antonio came out dripping wet and only had a blue towel covering his…stuff.

"Lovi! Your awake!" He said almost tripping and falling on his stupid happy face.

"Where's….Where's Alfred." I said in a hoarse voice.

"He's been asleep for a long time Lovino and so have you." Antonio said thawing on a black shirt from the dresser.

He sat next to me.

"What happened and how long have I been asleep?" I asked.

"Three days, you out of shock and Alfred from almost dieing of blood loss." He said looking at me though his dark bags.

"Blood…" I said eyes going wide.

The fucking fool.

"He tried to save your brothers life, if Arthur hadn't stopped in he would have died. Although Arthur let it happen for one and only reason…because Alfred wanted to save someone he loved."

"He didn't know my brother." I say.

"Yes, but he knows you Lovino. Alfred is a good boy at heart and gets attached to people much to easily." Antonio said giving me a smile.

"So…what, what happened to my brother?" I asked looking down at my shaking hands.

"He's alive, but he's in some kind of coma. He was dead for almost three minuets and even for a Wolf that's a hard things to come back from." He said.

I started to sob, Alfred had put his life on the line for my brother even after I came at him with a knife and said thoughts things.

"Dovrei andare all'inferno per quello che ho fatto! Come potrei fare al mio amico." I cried into my hands.

I was pulled into the Spanish man and blushed.

"Your not going to hell, you had lost your brother for a second time and almost watched him die a second time. Alfred knew this and he would never hate you for what you've done…Arthur is a different story." He said looking at me with a smile on his lips.

A/N) Hello all you lovely people! I hope you liked what I put for are little Lovi! Sorry it took sooooo long to post something my brother is moveing out and the passed week has just been hell! I really hope you like what I did you all and I was going to ask what you all think of are Alfred and how he is turning out tell me what you think! Love you all!

"Dovrei andare all'inferno per quello che ho fatto! Come potrei fare al mio amico."

(Means) I should go to hell for what I've done. How could I do that to my friend.