Bella Pov

~Without you by Usher and David Guetta~

I can't win, I can't reign
I will never win this game
Without you, without you

I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you

I won't run, I won't fly
I will never make it by
Without you, without you

I can't rest, I can't fight
All I need is you and I,
Without you, without... You!

Oh oh oh
You you you
Without
You you you
Without you..

Can't erase, so I'll take blame
But I can't accept that we're
Estrange
Without you, without you

I can't quit now, this can't be right
I can't take one more sleep this night
Without you, without you

I won't soar, I won't climb
If you're not here I'm paralysed without you, without you

I can't look, I'm so blind
Lost my heart, I lost my mind without you without... You!

Oh oh oh
You you you
Without
You you you
Without you..

I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you, WITHOUT YOU

~ 2 weeks later ~

"Yesssss!" I yell when I realise today I get to get my stitches out today. "Ha ha later bitches!" I yell out to the parking lot before getting into Alice's car. Alice laughs at my childish ways. "Wow Bella your just too cute you know that?" She states teasing me. I look at her with a big bright smile. "Hell yeah you out of everybody should know that by now."I smile ad she chuckles as she starts the car and starts driving toward her house.

She wasn't driving as fast as I wanted and I was getting inpatient. "Babe I love you but if you don't drive faster I'm going to push you out of the car and drive myself." I say with a serious look. She gaps at me with a 'you got to be kidding me' look.

She finally sees that I wasn't joking and starts driving faster. I wouldn't have actually threw her out of the car but I would have push her to the passenger seat and start driving. I laugh when she finally knows that I was just partly messing with her. She punches my arm.

"Oww, babe that hurted." I say pouting. "Aww Bella you looks so cute when you pout, but that'll teach you to mess with me." She says looking at the road, but I could see her smirking.

I grumble as I turn too look out the window as we start driving up her long ass drive way. We finally stop in front of her house and Alice parks her car in front of the house and turns it off. She turns and looks at me. "What?" I ask. She just starts leaning towards me and presses her lips to mine. 'Mmm strawberry.' I think to myself as I like her bottom lip as permission to enter her mouth.

She groans as she opens her mouth and our tongues touch and move against each other. It started out sweet but then started getting more heated and intense. She moves to my seat and straddles me.

I moan load into her mouth as I feel her start grinding into me. Oxygen started to be needed so we broke apart, but she started kissed down my jaw to my earlobe. She nibbled on it before breathing out a hot breath.

"God Bella please don't stop, I'm so close." She moans into my ear before sucking on my earlobe. I groan as I pull her down harder to me as we frantically grind into each other to find our release. We started kissing again till I broke away and kissed down her jaw to her neck.

I hear Alice's breaths coming out fast and short, I knew she was close. "God Ali, come on baby come for me. I need you to come for me." I whisper harshly into her ear due to the loss of breath and lust that was consuming me.

She moaned and grinded even harder on me after I said it. I pulled her v-neck t-shirt down in the front along with her bra just enough for left tit to pop out for me.

I lean down and capture her little pink hard nipple into my watering mouth. She groaned at the feeling of me sucking on her tit while I groaned at the taste. "Yesss!" She hissed as she pulled my face to her chest even more. I bite down softly on her nipple and jerk my hips into hers into her. "Bella!" She yells as she finally climaxed. I still rubbing into her to help her ride out her orgasm.

When she finally comes down from her high we stopped grinding and she drops her head on my shoulder then turns her head to nuzzles her nose to my neck. Finally our breathing calms down and goes back to normal.

Alice lifts her head to look at me, her face was flushed but glowing. "Hello beautiful." I whisper to her as I push a hair behind her ear. "Hi" She says in a low tone while a smile forms on her face.

I kiss her softy before opening the car door open and carrying her as I got out of the car. She wraps her legs around my waist and warps her arms around my neck as she buries her face into my neck. I chuckle as I close the car door and walk us into her house and up to her room. I drop her on her bed and climb on other so I could tower over her.

"Ali baby, where are your parents and brother?" I ask her confused when I walked into the house to find nobody in it. She pulls me down so that both our bodies were pressed against each other. "Well, Edward is at Jasper's house. And my mom and dad should be coming home soon." She says. "Oh ok. Uh so you wanna talk about what just happened out there?" I ask with a eyebrow raised.

She turns her head so to look out the window. She sighs, but doesn't answer me. 'Oh great she regrets it I knew I shouldn't have ever done any thing.' I feel hurt with rejection. I untangle myself from her and get off her and her bed and stand by the side of it. She still doesn't look at me. "Ali?" She looks at me and I see it. Regret.

I feel my chest tighten and my eyes sting. Here I thought she loved me enough to at least tell me something, hell anything even if it's bad. "Will you say something?" I demand. You could hear the hurt in my voice. "Bella it was a mistake, we got caught up in our hormones and kissing. What we did, should have never been done." She say with no emotion looking away from me.

My vision blurs with tears. 'I have to get out of here NOW.' I think so myself, so I just turn and leave.

I'm walking down the road trying to get home, But with my luck when I had left Alice's house it was raining. So here I and on the road cold, wet, lost, and hurting.

Now I know some of you must be thinking 'Oh come on your over reacting' or 'You both are overeating' or something like that but you have to understand is that was my first time ever doing anything with a girl well except from the kissing part.

I thought- no, I know she liked it just as much. I just don't understand why she would regret something so simple, but also so full of love. It wasn't like we had actual sex. Even though 2 weeks ago she was all for it. Had it not had been for Victoria I'm pretty sure it would have happened.

I'm so into my thinking that I didn't hear the car come up by me.

"Bella! What the fuck are you doing? Get in the god damn car!" I hear someone yell at me, but I can't really hear it cause of the rain. I turn to see who it was. And there was the object of my thinking and hurt. She looks angry. I just turn back and keep walking.

The car is right next to me now driving slow as I walk. "Damn it Bella are you deaf or just hard of hearing? I said get in the fucking car now before you get pneumonia!" Alice yells even angrier then before. I stop, turn and look at her. "What do you want Alice?" I question her in a low voice that I was surprised she had even heard me.

"What do I... WHAT DO I WANT? I want you to get in the car so we can talk and you don't get sick." I look at her for a while before reluctantly getting into the warm dry car.

I hear her grumble under her breath as she drives off back to her house. I guess to get my stitches out. I look out the window and steal some glances of her the whole ride back. We stop and she turns the car off and turns to look at me. 'Wow talk about deja vu.' I think. She sighs. "Bella look I'm sorry what I said before, I just ... I just don't know what to do here. I've never done of felt anything like this before." She says looking into my eyes.

"You could have told me the truth of how you felt and of how I made and make you feel Ali. You hurt me real bad saying that you had regretted what we did. That was also my first time ever doing anything more then just kissing with another girl." I say. She looks away with shame in her eyes. "I'm so sorry Bella" She whispers to me.

I look at her and she looks so broken and ashamed . So I grab and pull her into a hug kissing her temple. And coo warm comforting words to her.

Once we finally get a hold of ourselfs, we get out of the car and got into the house.

After Carlisle took out the stitches I said goodbye to him and Emse. Before leaving with Alice heading to my house. I wanted to stay and spend some time with Emse but I knew me and Alice needed to talk. I would go and see Emse soon and hopefully help her with cooking and gardening. Even though she designed houses she had a green thumb.

Soon we're finally at my house. She pulls up into the drive way and get out of the car before following me up and into the house and up to my room.

So here here we are, Alice and I just laying on my bed on our backs with our hand intertwined. After a while we just lay there enjoying the silence. I hear a knock at the door down stairs. Charlie has keys so I have no idea who would be here at this time at night. I get up and go down stairs with Alice behind me.

I open the door, "Hel-" before I could finish I feel someone tackle me back into the house. "Izzy!" I hear the person yell into my ear giving me a crushing bear hug. I immediately know who it was from the nickname. "Eva!" I yell back in joy and hug her back just as tight. We pull back and look at each other and just squeal and hug each other again.

"Uh Bella who's this?" I hear Alice ask from behind us. Eva lets me go and stands. "Alice this is my best friend of a beast Eva. Eva this is Alice my beautiful girlfriend." I introduce each other as Eva helps me from up the floor. I see Eva and Alice sizing each other up before saying a hello. I roll my eyes at the both of them.

Eva comes up to me and kisses my on the cheek as I kiss hers back. Bad idea, cause next thing you know Alice slapped Eva and pushed her away from me. "Stay the fuck away from my girlfriend, you have some balls to kiss her in front me ME her GIRLFRIEND." Alice basically growls out at her. Bad move for Alice because before I could do or say anything Eva grabs Alice from the collar of her shirt and slams her into the wall next to her.

I see Eva bring her face up to Alice scared and shocked face. "Look here bitch. If I wanted Bella I would have already had her. And who the fuck do you think you are to fucking order me around midget?" She sneers baring her teeth at Alice.

I put my hand on Eva's shoulder slowly knowing that one wrong move and all hell would break loose. Eva snaps her head back to see who was touching her. She sees me and calms down a little bit.

I shake my head. "Eva, por favor, cálmate y dejar de Alice. Ella no lo sabe. Por favor, ella es mi novia. No quiero que se enoje contigo para hacerle daño a ella." I say in Spanish to her, knowing it would calm her down more.

I say her calm down and let go of Alice. I see the anger in her eyes go away and be replaced with regret. "I'm sorry Bella, pero ella me consiguió realmente enojado de bofetadas y me gritaba y yo tratando de darme órdenes. Me fui con mis instintos para vencer a la mierda de ella. Lo siento." She says looking at me. Her eyes practically begging for forgiveness.

"Hermosa, there's nothing that needs to be forgiven. I understand where you come from, remember? All I ask is that you are more careful around my Alice, ok?" I say in a sweet voice as I hug her and give her a kiss on the temple.

Eva nods and hugs me back and nuzzles my neck with her nose with affection. She gets out of our embrace and turns to Alice. "Alice I'm sorry for scaring and doing what I did to you, but there's something you have to understand. I'm not like other girls, I don't take shit like what you did to me and just not do something about it. I'm very different and very dangerous. Also when I kissed Izzy on the cheek it was a Hispanic way of greeting someone. See I'm Puertorican and us Hispanics kiss each other on the cheek as greeting and goodbye" Eva says before hugging Alice and kissing her cheek.

Alice blushes as Eva does this. "Please forgive me?" Eva asks. Alice nods her head and kisses Eva's cheek as forgiveness, before blushing even more. I smile at them.

I'm happier then ever now that I have to two most important girls in my life right here with me right now.

Eva turns from Alice to look at me. I see her smile and playfulness go away from her face and be replaced with a serious face. "So Izzy, wanna explain to me how, why, and who that fuck basically sliced our stomach open?" Eva states with an eyebrow up while she starts to look angry.

All I could think was 'oh shit!'.

Translation~~

1. Eva, por favor, cálmate y dejar de Alice. Ella no lo sabe. Por favor, ella es mi novia. No quiero que se enoje contigo para hacerle daño a ella = Eva, please, calm down and let go of Alice. She does not know. Please, she's my girlfriend. I do not want to be mad at you for hurting her.

2. pero ella me consiguió realmente enojado de bofetadas y me gritaba y yo tratando de darme órdenes. Me fui con mis instintos para vencer a la mierda de ella. Lo siento = but she got me really angry and shouted at me and slapped me and trying to give me orders. I went with my instincts to beat the shit out of her. I'm sorry.

3. Hermosa = Beautiful.

Well here you go. Yay Eva's finally here! Haha well hope you like it. Help me move my lazy ass faster with reviews please! Ok, (adios!)bye now! :)