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Remember Me
Chapter Ten
In the darkest, you were the only light I remember. Tried your hardest, made me feel alive, now I can't forget you. What you found was a lost lonely heart torn into pieces. With you I feel like myself.
- The Cab
"I'm not who you think I am."
I sat there, gazing straight into his light irises, just debating against the eagerness to tell him everything. The side of me that wanted to tell Kai the truth was almost overwhelming but there that small part of me, screaming inside my head that the Kai I knew was gone and right now he was nothing but a stranger just like everyone else. He didn't deserve to know me and no matter how much I wished it, I would never get Kai back. I didn't need him.
Not anymore.
Kai had his arms folded and didn't change his expression at all. He sat there, staring at me, making me feel uncomfortable. The brooding cold stare was permanently etched onto his face which made me decide that I couldn't tell him. I gave in to my pride and so, turned away so I could lie down on my side, avoiding his gaze entirely.
"Who are you?"
A shiver ran down my spine when I heard his ghostly voice ask the question. I rested my face into my palm and glued my eyes to the balcony. It took some thought to decide if I wanted to answer him or not.
"Not a very nice person" I replied nonchalantly.
"Hn, I figured that. I meant your identity" he said with a stronger tone of voice.
My eyes shook and softened as I heard his first few words. It was obvious I wasn't the type to make friends and I made it clear I didn't want any but hearing Kai say that he knew I was cold hearted somewhat triggered my emotional side. My fingers curled over my cheek, digging my nails into my flesh.
"So you think I'm lying about my identity?" I asked.
I could tell he was having doubts and I wouldn't blame him.
"Probably."
Definitely doubt. My eyes wavered for a minute and we sat in silence again. Today had been stressful and tiring. I sat up and took off my blue chucks before curling up on my bed, facing away from Kai and closed my eyes, blocking out the world. I heard Kai get up and turn off the lights before the sound of his mattress gaining pressure was heard. It had been a while since I ever had the chance to sleep as long as I pleased that I couldn't fall asleep. Instead I ran my index finger across my right wrist, thinking in the darkness. Running... Always running. Always having to run. I didn't want to. Who would want this life? I felt like a refugee, finding no place suitable to hide and constantly on the run to find cover but nowhere was safe. Not anymore. Would I continue running for the rest of my life? With these thoughts I fell into a deep and thick darkness.
When I woke up, the first thing I felt was a headache and the flashes of yesterday sped through my mind. Did all of that really happen? Was I really in hiding and was Kai really here with me? It all seemed like a bad dream. It was just becoming dawn with the sun just slightly rising and a dim warm glow came through the windows giving me a wonderful view of Barcelona at its best. With a yawn I stretched and turned to see Kai laid on his back in his bed, arms folded behind his head, propping it up.
"So it wasn't a dream..." I whispered to myself as I watched him sleep.
I noticed he took off his white scarf and small jacket leaving him in his purple and red outfit that he always seemed to wear. I could see some healed scars on his arms and the pelt of his neck that had been hidden behind that white scarf and it made me shiver, glancing down at my own covered arm. My fingers curled into a tight fist. I didn't want to think about that. The sound his Kai's light snores kept the room alive; I chose in that moment to take a shower while I still could. It would probably help ease my mind too. I pulled out my shampoo and a fresh white t-shirt from my bag and shorts, noticing how I also packed replicas of the clothes I had been wearing. Once in the shower, my mind was in a haze as the hot water burst through the shower head and sprayed the moist liquid, rinsing my body from all stress.
What would happen now? I hated repeating the questions and not knowing the answers. It was bad enough with Kai questioning me but how could I even provide him with any answers if I didn't even know them myself? Right now I seemed like someone who was brave, courageous and knew what they were doing but in fact... I was the complete opposite. I was afraid, alone and had no clue what was to happen. I could only run. While rinsing my hair from the soapy foam my eyes fell onto my bare arm, frozen to the image of it. The hotel provided the usual necessities, allowing the temptation of the forbidden act to flare up. Why did I have to be so weak now? My mind fell to the sleeping figure on the other side of the door, who had no clue who I was, who knew nothing about the turmoil I went through and still am now. He was so persistent in following me, wanting to find out my darkest secrets when the entire time back in Japan he wanted nothing to do with me. What had changed that?
Once out the shower I stood in front of the mirror, once more staring at the hopeless reflection of myself. There was a fading of colour from my face, in a matter of days I was wiped off from the only spark I had left in my life. My blue eyes were dull and cloudy, no sense of life in them at all. Just 2 sapphire's that lost their glow leaving behind a pair of plastic gems. Fake. My hair dropped down limply across my shoulders and balanced on my chest. I towel dried the indigo strands before once more, looking up at the mirror. My fingers rose to touch my face, running two fingers gently across the stars on the corner of my right eye, expecting it to wipe away like I had always wanted it to. But there it remained, sending ghostly chills of the memories it brought. I dragged myself away from the mirror, pulling on my glove first thing before dressing myself and emerging from the shower back into our room. Kai was still asleep, silently. His chest rose and fell in a soft rhythm and I found my own chest constrict in pain. He seemed so at peace, like his life since the abbey had been easy, like he had no worries at all. What worries WOULD he have? My hands curled into fists, suddenly hating Kai at that very moment. He had it all handed on a plate to him, a secure life, a safe home, money, power and the skill to beyblade and become a champion.
"While I..." I whispered under my breath, clenching my teeth against each other in ire.
No. Forget him. He could have been through things himself but from my experience, what I saw in the abbey made me doubt it. He was tortured, he wasn't pushed past his limit till exhaustion killed him, and he didn't suffer like the others in that abbey! I winced, huffing to myself in anger. I pulled on my socks and shoes, grabbing my blue hoodie and leaving the room without a sound. It was early but I didn't want to stay in the room trapped with my thoughts and Kai, I would go mad. The hotel was still asleep; I guess it was a little abnormal to be awake at this ungodly hour of the morning. While I trudged down the hallways, I started to think about where to go next. We would be leaving tomorrow afternoon and on top of that we had today to fill up. If I were alone I would have spent the day at a bookstore perhaps or just watching the TV which was something new. But with Kai here... It was awkward and nerve racking. I wouldn't know what to say or what to do. No doubt he might just practice beyblading since that was his life.
"Buenos Dias senora!"
I startled at the sudden friendly Spanish voice and turned to see the receptionist guy from last night smiling at me with his bright brown eyes gleaming. How did he manage to look so happy all the time? My face fell.
"Is everything all right senora? Is there an issue with any of our services?" he said, suddenly concerned as his smile died down.
I shook my head. "No. Everything is fine."
He nodded in acceptance before checking his watch. "It's pretty early; breakfast is served from 7am, would you like me to prepare your breakfast anyway?"
His hospitality made me shiver, I knew he was doing his job but treatment such as this always had a bad effect on me. I wanted to be pleased, to be thankful and smile and say thank you. But I couldn't...
"It's fine. I'll wait."
He smiled and nodded. "Of course, senora."
I left the lobby and headed out to their pool area which was lit up even in the early morning wake. The bright fiery sunbeams reflected off the water allowing the shine to glimmer in the spotlight. It was peaceful with just the sounds of howling winds in the air. I stood by the edge of the pool, folding my arms and closing my eyes as I inhaled the fresh air. If only every morning started this way.
There is no escape...
My eyes shot open as I sucked in a breath. The haunting ghost of a whisper that echoed made me shiver right down to the core. My eyes fell to my hand, watching it tremble slightly so I tucked it away and ignored it. Even now, his voice was still in my head, still echoing and I was starting to believe him.
"Early bird catches the worm."
I frowned at being bothered again but turned to see where the masculine voice was coming from. My eyes slightly widened in thick dread as I looked upon the man who stood tall, hands slid into the long trench coat that was wide open and revealed his clothing underneath which was a simple black trousers and white t-shirt. My eyes were glued to his face and hair; it scarily reminded me of someone... The man had slightly long silvery hair in small waves, in fact he looked like a model. His skin was like porcelain and free of any marks and his eyes uncovered as he pulled down his sunglasses. I took in the bright electric teal eyes, calming down a little. My eyes narrowed as he approached me, keeping a foot between us.
"Buenos Dias, good morning to you" he smiled, bowing his head slightly.
I blinked at him. I understood that any other girl would die at the chance to talk to a guy like him but I felt unaffected. Possibly due to him looking a lot like-
"Antonio Suarez, at your service" he held out a delicate hand and smiled, eyes shining in the morning sun.
I stared at his hand, feeling my forehead fold as I tried recalling the name. I heard it before... Antonio S-
I sharply turned to stare right into his eyes. "Wait, you're Antonio Suarez? The model?" I questioned, disbelieving.
His face turned blank for a minute, looking surprised as his smile disappeared. "You know who I am."
"Not particularly, I've heard people mention your name before," I paused to analyse him up and down. "You don't look Spanish."
He gave off a soft chuckle and ran his fingers through his silver locks that had covered his eye. I watched him in awe, this was a little surprising. A model as popular as him was staying at this kind of hotel? That was unexpected and if anyone from my class had found out they would worship me. He didn't seem at all that amazing as described. He was the new young model, just 20 and had a great career ahead of him. Like Kai...
"I get that a lot, sorry to disappoint you."
I turned away from him. I had no intention of conversing with him but I guess it was normal to have conversation since we seemed to be the only guests awake.
"So what brings a hotshot model to a low star hotel such as this?" I started, focusing on the sunrise.
His chuckle annoyed me but I kept quiet.
"Well not all models reside at 5 star hotels. Some of us like to keep on the down low."
I felt my eyes widen and blood run cold. It was like me, keeping low by staying at a lesser popular hotel, I almost shivered at the coincidence. With a light scoff I replied.
"Yeah I guess so. If you don't like the whole fans chasing you thing then why did you choose to chase fame?"
There was a pause so I looked at him to see his expression. He bore his eyes deep into mine and I could see surprise and uncertainty in them. A small smile appeared on his lips as his long locks of silver blew in the wind.
"Is it so wrong to chase something that had been my dream? Modelling just comes with fame, I didn't ask for that but what can you do?" he said faintly, voice softening.
I stared at him, feeling my hard shell lower.
Chase something that had been your dream?...
"What if you find out that your dream wasn't everything it ought to be? What if it's a nightmare?" I murmured, turning my gaze down into the water. The stone in my chest was beginning to weight down.
He sighed. "You won't know if you don't try. Besides, wouldn't it be better to find out what it's like instead of not trying and always questioning yourself for the rest of your life? We can hope can't we?"
I immediately thought of Kai. Antonio was right, I may have regretted ever meeting Kai but before I did, I had high hopes and a raging fire inside me to meet him once again. I would continue asking myself, regretting that I never tried to meet with Kai again. It would have killed me. So in a way... Seeing Kai again, though it didn't go as I planned, was relief. I faced reality and the hard truth and now I could move on. Couldn't I?
"Do you have a dream?" Antonio asked.
I clamped my hands tighter on my bare arms. "I did."
Antonio tilted his head towards me. "Oh? Would you like to talk to me about it?"
I smirked. "I barely know you. Why would I tell you anything?"
"That's true, but we can just talk can't we? Perhaps we might find out that we are more alike than you think. We can be friends."
I looked up, losing all my hardness and harsh expressions. That word...
"Friends..." I whispered quietly to myself. Shaking my head I sighed before turning to look at the model. "We're nothing alike you and I, our paths may cross again."
He smiled. "I hope they do. But before you bid me farewell, can I at least get the name of the beautiful woman I'm speaking to?" his charming voice requested with a glint in his teal eyes.
I frowned, turning my head to side with a slight laugh. "Please, charm is something I have been trained to withstand."
He laughed softly. "You're quite different. I can tell you're not a fan of me. But really senora, what is your name?"
I smiled to myself. "Nova."
His face lit up, eyes twinkling again as his silvery hair gleamed angelically. "It suits you. Hopefully next time, I get your surname too. After all, I can hope can't I?" he grinned with admiring eyes.
I shrugged and began to walk away. "Maybe."
Hope huh? Maybe I still have something to live for still...
"Where have you been?"
I was greeted by Kai's temper as I entered the breakfast hall just after 7. He looked a little annoyed but then again he always seemed to have that look now. I sat down in my seat, ignoring his glaring irises, watching my every move. He had his arms folded across his chest, his face just as intimidating, blue triangles and mass of hair and the all important white scarf. I suddenly thought of this morning as I saw him without it, without his hard expressions.
"I need your permission to go where I want now?" I said coldly, reaching for the menu.
I could feel him frowning as I read the menu, choosing a simple breakfast. Thankfully there was English translation next to the Spanish writing. I had ordered a Spanish omelette knowing I wouldn't be able to stomach anything more. Kai mumbled something that I couldn't hear to the waiter before retaining his usual pride worthy stance, eyes closed. He seemed more closed off today; I was surprised he hadn't already started to ask questions again. What did I care? I was glad. While I sipped on water and enjoyed the silence on our table, I glanced around the room and caught eyes with those bright teal ones. Antonio was happily conversing with a woman who looked like she was about to go into a political meeting but then I saw the large camera hanging down from her neck so I guessed she was one of his colleagues. Working... I missed working. I never realised the impact working at Annie's and Nick's bar had on me and I missed the usual banter and fast pace of work. It kept me busy and occupied my thoughts. Homesickness seeped in and I sighed, catching the smile from Antonio as he gave a nod at me. I looked away and saw Kai had noticed our little moment. His eyes glanced at the model then back at me, eyebrow slightly arched. I knew what he was thinking.
"Are you going to answer my questions?"
There it was.
"No."
"Fine."
I glanced up to see him glaring so I glared back. We didn't speak until after we ate, me picking at the omelette suddenly losing my appetite. Kai had ordered some kind of pudding and a plate of toast with butter and coffee. I watched in fascination as he ate elegantly, feeling warm inside. Like this... It felt like I was sitting with the old Kai again and I felt myself smiling inwardly as I watched him silently eat. He noticed I wasn't moving and paused.
"Problem?"
I looked down quickly and grumbled. "No."
I could feel my cheeks heat up from getting caught like that but I kept it down. I didn't know what to do or say and we still have the whole day to work through. I would go out the see the city but I was in hiding... I couldn't risk it.
"It couldn't be! Mr Kai Hiwatari?" a perky voice suddenly made us both jump.
I looked up to see Antonio standing there, his colleague nowhere in sight strangely. His smile widened as he glanced at Kai who narrowed his eyes at the model.
"Mr? You're only a few years older" I mumbled, frowning at the man.
He turned to me, suddenly smiling and I knew he was thinking of earlier. Our paths crossed and he wanted to know my surname. Among other things.
"That's true but he is quite the talk of the world no? Why he is even more popular than I am!" he said happily, glancing back at Kai who sipped his coffee silently, ignoring us both.
"May I sit down?"
I stared at him, narrowing my eyes. What a pain. "If you want."
Kai said nothing as he pulled a chair out and sat down. There was an awkward silence and I watched as Antonio exchanged looks with both of us.
"So, I never expected the great Kai Hiwatari to be here out of all places, congratulations on your win" he started with a polite tone.
I winced, remembering Kai's brutal battle. It seemed Kai did too because his eyes shot open and he placed his teacup down while glaring at the table.
"How do you two know each other?"
I turned to ice. Looking up I saw Kai still as calm as ever and it awakened the pain in my chest. I looked away.
"We met as part of my school assignment a few days ago" I said with a heavy heart.
Antonio's eyebrows rose. "Oh? Intriguing. Tell me more."
I shot him a dirt, sneaking a glance at Kai to see he was in no mood to talk. My eyes softened.
"Nothing more to say" I wavered off.
Antonio chuckled making both me and Kai look at him. "I think there's more to it than that, after all, you both just met a few days ago and yet here you are together in Spain out of all places. Alone too I assume?"
"Stay out of our business" Kai suddenly spat, darkening his features at the model that looked at him in surprise.
I was shocked too, it must have seemed wrong to Antonio, seeing both me and Kai here alone and the fact we both held secrets we wouldn't share. I hid my face with my hair and entwined my fingers together tightly.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to intrude, I'll get out of your way" Antonio said softly, rising from his chair.
I looked up and locked eyes with the model as he smiled at me warmly even after Kai's rude comment. He glanced at Kai who was now frowning to himself and closed his eyes again, before looking back at me. Suddenly he leaned down, edging closer to my face and I flinched back but he paused just beside my right ear. His moist breath brushed my cheek as he whispered something into my ear.
"Don't give up hope. You can change that nightmare, into a dream. Give him time."
My eyes widened and I struggled to hold in my gasp as shivers ran all over. Antonio's words were haunting and they echoed in my head. While I stared at Kai who didn't notice us, I started to think of what he said. I thought all hope was lost, that Kai would never become the person I wanted him to be. He may not know who I am but that didn't mean I have to wipe him from my life completely right? I lived everyday onwards because he told me to fight on so he made an impact on my life. We could become as we were again on a new fresh start... Couldn't we?
I suddenly felt a warm sensation on my cheek that lasted for half a second and I jolted and turned to see Antonio smiling after kissing my cheek, teal eyes glowing with hope. I felt the heat return to my cheeks again; frowning I looked away and the last we heard was his chuckle. He left and I saw his colleague chat with him before they left the room altogether. When I looked back at Kai I saw he was now staring directly at me with intense brooding eyes, sharp and darkening. Why did I have the feeling that... he was disappointed? He looked frustrated and I found myself dropping my glare to gaze back in curiosity, wishing I knew what he was thinking right now. For a moment he held our gaze before standing up and breaking it.
"I'm going back to the room."
I didn't get a chance to say anything as he brushed off, scarf tails swaying behind him as he left. My face fell and my chest constricted. Everything had to go wrong, perhaps Antonio was wrong... I couldn't change my nightmare into a dream, my nightmare would never change. It's too late; Kai and I were too far apart to get back to that position. He only held a bond with his team mates and god knew how long it took them to break his barrier and even still he remained a cold brute to them all. What chance did I have? I wanted so badly to talk with him, tell him all my problems and for him just to tell me it's okay. But that wasn't going to happen. I had no hope...
When I finally went back up after stomaching down some herbal tea I found Kai sat on his bed, holding something blue in his hand. At first I thought it was the old beyblade I had kept but then I noticed the shine from the center piece. His bit-beast...
The first time I saw it had been when I watched the brief glimpses of his match with Brooklyn. The great fiery phoenix that had been so beautiful, sacrificing itself to ensure Kai's victory. It was a phoenix... They don't die. Kai was up again and ready to take on the next world championship if there ever was one. Beyblading became so important to him... I felt cold suddenly, pushing aside the thought of beyblading, something that I would never consider important in my life. I walked in slowly, closing the door behind and went to my bag in 4 long strides, rummaging through for my mini sketchbook and pulling out the pencil I tucked inside. It had been a small doodle book when I was bored but I continued to use it and soon I found myself making small sketches in it. It included some of Kai so I was careful not to show him. I sat down on my bed and began to draw, looking around the room for something interesting. I was eager to draw Kai, for once he would be in front of me, flesh and blood for me to draw and now I knew exactly what he looked like. I glanced at him from the corner of my eye to see him in a position that gave me the view of the side of his face while he continued to study his beyblade in silence. I guess he really was intent on getting answers and would wait till the silence killed me which was getting very close. Even still, I used this chance to take a mental photo of him and began sketching soft and quick lines across the paper.
After around 15 minutes Kai got up, placing his beyblade away before grabbing his bag. I froze, pencil stuck in mid air. I had completed his face and shoulders; I was shading the shadows of his scarf and hair when he got up. Scared he was leaving I spoke up.
"Leaving?" I said, keeping my voice as calm as possible.
He pulled his duffel bag over his shoulder, back faced to me. It hit me that I should be glad he was going that he wouldn't try to find out my secrets. It was better for me this way. So why was my heart throbbing? Hanging onto every tiny bit of hope that he would stay?
"I'm heading out to a place I can train" he replied.
I sat up. "You can always go back home." I felt the lump in my throat as I said it, knowing I was lying to myself.
He turned to glance at me icily with those amethyst eyes, narrowing them. "I'm not going until I get my answers."
Somehow... I felt a little relief. I shouldn't be. I should force him to go and keep him away from my other nightmare. I forced a frown. "Your time that's wasting not mine." As I turned to roll back down on my bed he said something that surprised me.
"You're coming with me."
I sat up in a flash and gave him a bewildered look. "What?"
"I said you're coming with me. You got a minute to get ready, the car is waiting downstairs for us" he stated calmly, turning to leave.
My eyes widened. Car?! I stumbled out of bed. "Hey! What are you talking about? I'm not going with you to watch more Beyblading, I don't like the sport" I protested.
He paused, keeping his back to me. "You haven't a choice. This way you can't run away."
I glowered. I figured he would have a method to keep me close so that I couldn't run from his questions. Even still...
"I'm not coming. You can't force me" I folded my arms like a child and turned away.
I heard shuffling and saw Kai facing me with a dark glare. "You either come or I'll make my location public."
Ice chills shot me all over as my eyes widened. Cold hard alarm seeped through and I could see he was smirking at his victory. If Kai made it known to the world where he was... They would find me. My breath shook. Without another word I grabbed my blue hoodie, pulling it on without a word and tucked my sketchbook into my bag and began walking towards the door. I hated being beaten, being so weak at Kai's feet when we wasn't even on good terms. He didn't even know what I was running from, he knew nothing yet he still held all the cards. I cursed him mentally.
"Leaving your bag?" he questioned from behind.
"We have the key to our locked room, who in their right mind would steal here?" I snapped bitterly.
He grunted. "Hn, whatever. Don't blame me if someone breaks in while we're gone." He brushed past be effortlessly and went out the door.
Jerk, I thought inwardly and sighed, looking back over my shoulder before rushing over and grabbing my bag before following him out.
We pulled outside a park where it was visible to the eye that beyblading was popular there. Hundreds of kids and teens at each other's neck, crying, screaming and full of energy. I was surprised to see the plain back Skoda parked outside the hotel. I would never have guessed it was our carpool if Kai hadn't walked towards it. He must have called up for one while I was still in the breakfast hall. Typical, he was too lazy to walk to this park, now that he was rich and famous... The Skoda wasn't something I would pick if I were him. My knowledge on cars was only standard since I used to read car magazine's while on break at the bar. They were usually left behind from the men who came to the bar.
Kai got out the car, leaving his bag in the boot. I narrowed my eyes, watching the dual haired male. He doesn't trust leaving our bags in our hotel yet he leaves it in a total stranger's car who could drive off with it any second once we're gone? Kai suddenly caught my look, leaving the boot open as if he were waiting.
"We can trust the driver, he's one of my personal international drivers" Kai reassured nonchalantly.
Right, of course. He would have personal drivers all over the world. I could feel my blood boil as I jerked my head away.
"Typical" I mumbled.
"Are you going to leave the bag in the boot or haul it with you?" his cold voice boomed.
I sighed, defeated. I trudged over to the car and threw in my bag, warily looking at Kai. If anything did happen I would blame him. Kill him even. He shut the boot and began to walk towards the park entrance while I slowly followed behind. Paranoia kicked in and I felt on edge as I continuously looked around, afraid someone would see me, like in Japan... I clutched my upper arms, holding myself as I kept my head down to hide my face. We paused in front of a crowd circling a beydish that had been built in the center along with a few others. I watched in awe at the number of people who played this game. It was unbelievable. Unlike back in Carlisle this place was so alive and Beyblade was popular. Everywhere you looked there was either a kid or teenager battling. Even small kids barely 5 years old had beyblades. My sapphire eyes widened and a lump forced its way up my throat. The hairs at the back of my neck stuck up as I watched each and every one cheering, happy and enjoying the game...
"Kai! It's Kai!"
Suddenly all attention turned to Kai who was a few feet away from me. The Spanish kids who spoke no English began whispering before everyone crowded the tall teenager. I looked at him in amazement because his face... It wasn't the bitter cold expression he always had with me. It was... Soft. Warm and welcoming. I almost thought I saw a smile but I didn't know. He glanced around, mumbling words to the kids who approached him to take a look at their beyblades and he seemed to oblige... I stood there, alone and staring at the sight. There were others who seemed too afraid to approach him but even still... Kai was amazing. My eyes lit up. He looked like the old Kai again... My heart warmed.
"Anyone think they can take me on?" Kai proclaimed out loud, pulling out his launcher and ripcord, impressing us with his style on setting up his beyblade.
Everyone began to scream Me's and I am's, eager to battle the member from a champion team. I stepped back to watch but then Kai pointed to me and all was silent.
"Why don't you step up" he said, amethyst eyes blazing with focus.
My eyes narrowed as my teeth grinded against each other. "I don't blade." I defended.
His eyes pointed, gray eyebrows furrowing. "Lie" his lips formed. He pulled out something from his pocket and threw it over to me. I caught it on instinct, realising it was his old beyblade.
I stared at it in awe, fear shattering me and hurt as I remembered him crushing this very beyblade as he declared that he didn't know who I was. I glanced up, frowning. He straightened himself up.
"You wouldn't have a beyblade if you didn't blade."
He was right and wrong. I tightened my fingers around the sentimental item in my hand. "Listen Kai, I said I hated the sport. I won't battle you."
"Yes you will."
"NO!" I snapped too quickly, feeling my heart thunder in quick beats. I couldn't. I wouldn't blade. Never.
His eyes seemed to flicker before narrowing and a slow smirk appeared.
"Fine. You battle me and win, I leave you alone, no questions. I win and you answer my questions, deal?"
I sucked in a breath. "What?! I'm not agreeing to that, I said I won't battle you. I WON'T BLADE!" I announced, willingly.
He tilted his head. "Why not?"
I growled. "I don't have to tell you anything!"
Time seemed to stop for a moment and then I realised. I had the chance to send Kai away but the conditions... My hair shadowed my face as I looked down, holding the dear beyblade in my hand. I was trembling. Afraid... I was afraid. I couldn't...
Never again...
The beyblade from my hand dropped to the ground, rolling across and stopped near Kai's feet. I kept my chin down pathetically. The urge to cry was kept in. With a shaky voice... I admitted defeat.
"You win" I whispered inaudibly.
I heard him pick up the beyblade.
"How pathetic."
I winced, feeling the sting of tears in my eyes at my helplessness. My fists clenched tight by my sides as I grit my teeth together, breathing a little heavily. I hated him. I hated this. The sport, my life, everyone! I admitted defeat because I was too weak and pathetic to fight for my chance to get rid of Kai even if deep down... I wanted him near me. He could see me now, as pathetic and weak like he claimed when we met in Japan and now he was pleased with himself. Because he was right. My pride wiped away.
"So who is going to battle me?" Kai's voice called once again.
I ignored the cheers and noise as it all became blurry and numb. It hurt. It hurt so much. My tears betrayed me as it made its way down my cheeks in a silvery stream. I could hear the chant and opening line of 'Let it Rip' and the sounds of clashing metal. The sounds began buzzing in my ears, making them ring violently that I was close to being sick. I covered my ears, wincing as I opened my tear stained eyes to see something... amazing.
"Dranzer!"
The sudden cry of a phoenix woke me up, froze me in time as a bright light blinded us all and I watched Kai standing strongly, his beyblade glowing as the image of a red and gold phoenix rose from his bit chip and cried out a magnificent cry. My eyes widened, losing all tears as I gaped wordlessly at the wonderful creature. It was beautiful, so enchanting and strong... So positive and light. My heart jumped as I watched Dranzer suddenly make eye contact with me, I felt like someone just punctured my strength because it knocked the air out of me too.
"Dranzer..." I whispered, watching as Kai had announced his final attack, thrashing the opponent's beyblade out the dish with smoke pouring from it.
I stood there. Lost in time, unable to hear anything as I just kept picturing the image I just saw. The first time I had seen Kai battle with Dranzer or any bit-beast in front of me. The first time I saw such a magnificent creature... So different... I sat with my thoughts as Kai continued to battle, taking out each arrogant and eager teenager and kid that wanted to challenge him. And each battle I became more and more infused with Dranzer, the beauty of his glorious spirit that worked and bonded with Kai. It was breath taking. For the next hour he battled and soon it was turning midday. Kai finally seemed satisfied and walked towards me, a rather stoic look on his face, a change from his battle self. When Kai battled, I noticed something different. He seemed... happy. He seemed to be alive and filled with energy and life. He was someone different altogether. Like he used to be when he bladed. I was mesmerised by this, finding it addictive to watch him and as each battle passed I asked myself... What was so bad about Beyblading?
Kai paused in front of me, as we stared at each other, saying nothing. I swallowed and shied my eyes away, trying to think of something to say.
"Done destroying everyone's dreams?"
I bit my tongue. I realised just how that affected me too. Destroying my dream... It was subconsciously said. I looked up to see him smirking which made me feel rather shocked.
"Hn. They were hardly a challenge."
Pride. I scoffed. "I guess Tyson is the only challenge for you."
Kai's smirk disappeared and I began to grin, knowing I had the upper hand in this.
"Hn, whatever" he grunted, folding his arms and closing his eyes.
I found myself smiling, wondering why I found this reaction of his so heart warming. Then it all changed. His eyes shot open, revealing the fire in his irises, focused and serious. The lump appeared in my throat and it went very dry. I knew what was coming... Feeling myself shake I clutched my arm and turned away. He sat down beside me on the bench and I felt my heart pound furiously. I admitted defeat... So he was allowed to ask for-
"Answers" he said, not realising he finished my trail of thought.
I cursed inwardly, trying to calm my shaking body. It hurt; it was no situation to tell him everything. I didn't want to. Not when we was like this, when he didn't know who I was. He was the Kai I wanted to see again and he didn't deserve to know who I was. He didn't deserve to know me. I shut my eyes tightly, wishing I was having a bad dream and I would wake up in the hotel again. When I opened my eyes I realised it was futile.
"You... You wouldn't understand" my voice broke off as I quietly spoke without looking at him.
He didn't say anything and I knew he was waiting for me to continue but I couldn't. The words were there; ready to leave my mouth but they refused to go past my lips. If I tried talking I knew I would cry. Reliving my whole past and telling a guy who I lived for since I was a child and now didn't know who I was. He didn't care. How could I possibly tell him? My hair covered my face, hiding my face away from him.
"Its better you don't know Kai, trust me" I pleaded softly, feeling my weak voice collapse.
"I don't trust anyone."
I winced. "You don't want to know me. There is nothing good about me, if you knew the things- It's better if I said nothing" I struggled, clutching the edge of my shorts in my hands.
"I want to know" he demanded and suddenly I felt angry, shooting my head up to glare at him.
"Why?! Why do you want to know Kai? You said so yourself that you think me as pathetic! That you don't care so why all of a sudden do you care and want to know about me?" I cried, demanding answers.
He seemed to flinch a little, eyes suddenly looking away before looking back at me arctic and hard.
"Ray at least deserves to know why you suddenly left."
I scoffed bitterly. "Oh Ray? Is this what it's about? Because for once someone doesn't care about you famous and great gods of Beyblade?" Anger protruded through my blood and it all came out in words. Harsh words. Ray tried so hard to befriend me and I shut him out.
Kai's gaze darkened. "Not just Ray, your class mates who care for you deserve an explanation. You lied to everyone; you came to Japan when you hate Beyblade. Bit suspicious kid."
I snarled. "Don't call me kid! No one really cares, they just want to something to feed their entertainment. My past isn't a joke and I trust no one." I stopped short, turning my fury towards him. "And who are you to tell me this? The one who is so heartless, who doesn't care about anyone except himself and he's telling me I should treat others better?" I laughed bitterly.
I could see his tolerance fading away, his amethyst eyes never looked more dangerous. I didn't care. I wanted to make him angry, to hurt as much as I was hurting. He ruined everything!
Kai looked away, his bangs shadowing his eyes. "You think I don't care about anyone. But I do."
I froze, analysing him but he refused to look at me.
"Tyson, Ray, Max, Daichi, Kenny and even Hilary. My friends..." he tailed off softly.
I felt myself turn cold, losing my anger and calming down. His...friends? I never thought Kai would ever use the word that included him in it.
"I care about my friends. I care about Beyblading."
A slap across the face with ice cold water splashed on my face too. I stared at him in awe. Kai... He called them his friends; he admitted something that I never thought was possible. Was I so wrong and blinded by my pain and anger that I saw past his caring side? Kai cared about his team even if it had been in a poor way, he was still there for his friend, always fighting by their side and helping the others. My heart pounded in realisation. The Kai I knew... was still in there. Deep down but he was still in there. I felt tears prick my eyes again as my chest pained from breathing. Now that I thought about it, he showed his concern in small hidden ways. Like with the car... We could have walked here but somehow he knew... I didn't want to get caught so he had a car drive us to reduce the chances and the fact it was a bland car...instead of an exotic one was to cover up the fact someone like him was here and with me. My cheeks suddenly ignited and I felt my heart swell up and pound violently against my ribcage. Kai was... He was something. Admiration filled me and I found myself hating the words I said. I was so stupid! I puckered up the courage and said something I rarely said with passion.
"I'm sorry."
Kai glanced back at me in a flash, face a little softer than before but still protected and keeping away his thoughts. I turned my face away, feeling my heated cheeks rise again.
"Believe me when I say Kai, that it's better if you didn't know me. But what can I do if you're persistent?" I lightly chuckled though my strength was drained.
I stared out to the open park where everyone was happily battling again. Remembering Dranzer and Kai fight as one...
With a deep sigh I looked down at my lap. "Someone is after me..." I began, feeling my throat dry up instantly. It was painful to speak but I eased it off. I could tell Kai couldn't I? We could be how we used to again. Antonio was right. Don't give up hope.
"Who is after you?" Kai asked.
My fingers clutched my shorts tighter, I felt my insides quiver. The lingering voices and images shook me. My breath came out insecure.
"A m-man... Someone so despicable... So terrifying..." I whispered, forcing down the lump and fear down.
I heard Kai shift. "Why is he after you?"
I shook my head, frantically turning to Kai with eager eyes. "You don't understand! I can't- I can't let him catch me! I won't let him catch me again. That's why I have to run" I admitted with a shaking voice. "Don't you see Kai? I'm twisted! I'm not someone anyone should befriend! It's why you shouldn't be following me; I can't drag you into this..." I tailed off, turning away feeling a little flustered that I had an outburst like that with Kai.
"Hn, doesn't really answer much, elaborate" Kai said with a demanding voice.
My hand shook on my lap. As I looked up I froze, icicles digging into my skin as the air left my lungs. My eyes caught on the shifty movement of a shadow further down, peering round. The dark black hat all too familiar. I couldn't take any chances.
"No... How could they be so fast?" I whispered to myself, frozen in spot.
"What are you-"
I grabbed Kai's arm making him startle as I stared in a panic into his irises. Fear gripped me from all ends as I tightened my hold on his arm. Ignoring the electricity and warmth.
"We have to go! Now!" I stammered, scrambling up as I pulled him.
"Wh-"
"No time for questions! I think they found me, we have to go Kai, please!" I begged as he tried to pull back.
He took back his arm and glared before glancing back to see where I had spotted the stranger. I caught the black hat, moving again, not sure if he spotted us.
"Stay if you want, I'm going!" I said, rushing off towards the parked Skoda.
I heard him curse and ran after me. My heart was rapid, my body was in tremors and I was feeling faint and sick. It was too fast... This was all happening too fast. Why?
I yanked the passenger door open and slammed it shut once I sat down inside while Kai did the same on the opposite.
"Pascal, take us out of here as fast as you can" Kai instructed the driver.
Pascal nodded and floored it while I glanced out the tinted window, leaving behind my ultimate fear. Too fast... That was too fast. I barely been in Spain for a day and they found me. Their resources must have improved. I cursed and tried to calm my shaking body, wondering what to do next.
Wuuuah O_O so what did you guys think?!
Bit of everything in that chapter and Nova finally starting to open up! Man that ending was killer haha, on the run again!
What did everyone think of Antonio (the model)? I personally love the guy haha :P
So yeah leave your thoughts and what you think will happen next by reviewing or something, it encourages me greatly! The best parts are starting after all ^.^ Thanks everyone for supporting me with this story, you're all so amazing!
ANNOUNCEMENT:
No this isn't to say I'm putting RM on Hiatus lol so don't be worried. I just came up with an idea that I've always wanted to do when I started posting stories. Basically I want to make a sort Discussion/Interview thing as a separate story, as a side project thing. This would revolve around yours truly, hosting a interview with all Beyblade characters and my OC's.
What I'm asking from you guys is that if you want to ask questions to anyone from Beyblade or any of my OC's about anything or something from my stories then please write them in a review or PM me and I'll build chapters/episodes based on the questions sent. It should be pretty fun and hilarious! Sort of a parody but characters WILL be in character!
It was an idea but I do need your help if I am to create this, so yeah leave your thoughts in a review or PM me please!
Thanks all! xx