And I'm writing in class again….luckily the teachers never notice….haha….I'm supposed to be writing my creative story but who cares….
Disclaimer: I do not own Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler….Yana Toboso always does….
Guest Maria: Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! That really helps clarify which guest is which. XD Don't be so mean to Undertaker….haha..though it is funny. XP Grell's past...I don't know...maybe….I'll think about it…
Guest: Feels? Explanation please….hehe….and don't explode….I need people to review….
On to the story…
(Undertaker)
Undertaker leaned into the open window. If he fell, his life would be over and he could be with Claudia again….he still remembered his life before Claudia was there….
(Undertaker's past)
Normal shinigamis don't remember their human lives but very few are different and remember them. Undertaker was one of those...sadly, his life would be happier if he didn't remember…
He was born into one of those rich noble families. However, due to his pale face and white hair, people thought he was a demon or monster...even his own family...Undertaker never had a name...his parents never bothered naming such a "creature". He was treated as a servant of the household even though he was their son. What did he ever do to be treated this way other than to be born?
At the age of 7, he was kicked out of the house and sold as a servant to another rich household. They treated his poorly and he suffered. Never once in his life did he know how it felt to be loved or cared for. Happiness never found him….even after his death.
After his death, because he never had a name, he decided to call himself Undertaker...
He never felt happiness once in his life...until he met Claudia Phantomhive...then he knew what love was. Sadly, because he was a shinigami and Claudia was human, they could not be together. It was required that shinigamis had as little contact with humans as possible. Undertaker broke this rule and stayed with Claudia. However, Claudia had to find a human to marry so she married a man, also known as Ciel's grandfather.
Claudia still loved Undertaker but with a human man, she didn't have as much time as before to visit Undertaker. But Undertaker was still happy whenever Claudia visited. Undertaker lived happily for a few years before the war began...then everything he loved fell….
(Grell)
This is what Grell read about in the cinematic record. A tear rolled down his cheek as he realized how much suffering Undertaker really face. Claudia's death wasn't the only thing hurting him, it was also his past life as a human.
Grell gave the book back to William.
"I will make Undertaker feel happy once more." he said with confidence.
William nodded. "Good."
"I'm going back to check on Undertaker." Grell said with a new smile.
William pushed up his glasses in approval and walked away.
"Oh, and William." Grell called after him. William turned. "Ronald loves you."
Grell walked away happily leaving William in a shocked state. Little did he know that the joy would not last long.
(Undertaker)
He stood in front of the open window, leaning in to see if there was anything else other than blackness. No. It was all nothingness.
Suddenly he tripped...and fell through the window….
(Grell)
He returned to Undertaker. From far away, Undertaker looked fine...as if he was still sleeping. But as Grell got closer, he noticed something was not right. Undertaker's breathing was really slow and labored. It sounded as if he was struggling to breathe. His face was paler than usual and he just looked sick…
"William!" Grell called in desperation. Randomly, he picked a shinigami walking in and told him to get William immediately.
"No..don't die….Undertaker!" Grell cried helplessly.
Later, William ran into the room. Undertaker's heartbeat now was barely noticeable..
"What's wrong?" Grell asked desperately as William did a quick assessment of Undertaker's health.
William frowned and pushed up his glasses. "We can't do anything. Undertaker is struggling in his mind whether is is better to die than to live. It depends on Undertaker whether he will live or not…."
Grell sat down on the bed and held Undertaker's hand, praying that Undertaker would make the right decision...
A/N: Not the best chapter but oh well….I managed to type the whole story in class…..wow...I really wonder what Undertaker's real name is….oh well...only Yana knows. ^w^ haha….but I prefer that Undertaker just doesn't have a real name….nya!
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