Chapter 10

Hunters In Love

Can Nightmares come true?

It had been 3 weeks since (F/n) left William's knowing he was going to hell in 5 years. Ever since, (F/n) hadn't been the same. She felt guilt and sorrow for everything. She knew it was her fault even though Dean and Sam constantly told her it wasn't. She just couldn't get it out of her mind, she had been failing on the hunts the boys had gone but never did they scold her something she was so thankful of. She felt useless, useless and a lot of all other horrible things. All of those horrible things she thought of herself was just lowering her self-esteem more and more. She started being herself less she didn't know how to fix it. She wanted to know how to cure herself from the thoughts ruining her happy self-esteem but even though she tried and no matter how many kisses or cuddles Dean gave her it didn't make her feel anymore happy. Sometimes it work but the same time it didn't. One late fall night she wasn't in shape to be hunting so Dean and Sam just suggested her staying at the motel and just rest. She protested but after losing the argument she just ended up staying. She sighed with nothing to do but lie in the cheap motel bed and cover herself with the cold blankets and tried to make body heat of her own. She sighed and looked around for any places where they're might be salt needed, she saw that all was in the right place and no more salt was need she went to take a nap.

"I'm telling you man…she's…she's change ever since William told her…"

"Maybe she's just not feeling well... She'll get over it." Sam told his worried brother.

"Man I hope you're right. I'm so worried about her…" Dean said taking his shot gun out and closing the trunk head for the monster that was currently hunting the town.

Back To (F/n)~

'This is just a Dream… (F/n)…'

(F/n)'s eyes snap open and heard some talking. She sat up from the bed and looked at a certain scene that was occurring in front of her.

"(F/n)? Baby? Come on snap out of it, it isn't your fault. Come on we have to go on the case so we can finish it sooner…" Dean said holding the fragile hands of a depress (F/n) who was sitting in a chair looking away really sad.

"No Dean…can…can you just leave me alone?" She answered back coldly.

"But it'll just keep hurting you…I can't let you destroy yourself like this please—"

"Alone Dean..! Please…"She said taking her hands away from his and curling herself into a ball where her knees could touch her chin. Dean sighed and looked away standing up where he was kneeling down and walking out of the motel room but not after giving her a light kiss on her head and giving her the saddest smile she had ever worn. (F/n) saw the love of her love walk out and started to cry. Was she really being like that? That happened…2 weeks ago if she wasn't mistaken… She walked over to herself and looked at herself and walked to the door and went out where she saw Dean and Sam talking.

"She's getting worst each day Sammy…I don't know what to do…I'm so worried about her…"

Dean confessed looking down with teary eyes. Sam sigh and patted his brother's shoulder.

"Don't worry…she'll... She'll eventually crawl out of her shell…" He tried to comfort his brother.

"Oh yeah? When?" He asked with a tone of wrath and depression. Sam sighed once again and shrug looking at the motel door.

'Sad, isn't? To see people that care so much for trying to help but you're the one pushing them away…' A deep voice was heard as everything went pitch black and some footsteps where also heard but then stop and a man in a grey suit and dark brown hair came to view. He had a nice bread and mustache with brown eyes anyone could get lost in. He smirk at (F/n) walked towards her.

"W-who are you?" She asked scared and looked around.

"Andras. You're savoir and protector."

"Y-you mean…you're the demon William sold his soul to get for me?"

"The one and only." He answered with a smirk.

"W-what are we doing here? Where are we?"

"We're in your head…well I prefer calling it a 'dream'"

"My memories…but…why are we living them?"

"Well my orders are to protect you and since you were bringing yourself down and having thoughts of suicide I know just how to cure them…"

"What are you talking about?"

"Just enjoy the shower will you?" He said as he disappear leaving her with so many unanswered questions. There was a beam of light making her close her eyes and when she opened them she saw Dean lying next to her moving hair strings out of her face watching her sleep with tears in his eyes.

"(F/n)…I know you can't hear me but… I…" He sighed and looked down with more tears.

"but…baby you have to stop all of this madness you're making…it's not good for you…babe…what happened with William isn't your fault. It was a decision he took and you damn straight know it…the (F/n) that is currently with me isn't the real one. What happened to my beautiful teasing and happy girlfriend? Where's that sweet caring girl I love with all my heart and my future wife at? Why did you change sweetheart? You shouldn't blame yourself for what's going to happen in 5 years because none of it is your fault. Please try to snap out of it and realize that there's nothing you should take the blame on. Honey please. Just please stop being the current (F/n) you are and make the cute and happy one come out. I want my cheerful girlfriend out…the one who would have pranks wars with me and Sammy…the one who would cut the crust off my sandwiches…please (F/n)…come back…to me…to us…"He said crying and cupping her face and kissing her softly and passionately. (F/n) stood there watching her boyfriend cry himself out for her and it made her cry as well. Once again everything went pitch black and the scene drifted to another one where she was super drunk and was yelling at Dean who was trying to make her feel better.

"(F/n) please just stop drinking and go to—"

"Leave me alone Dean! Don't you see that I want to be left alone?! Why can't you see that?! Shit!" She yelled as he looked at her with the saddest expression he ever showed.

"(F/n) please…"

"Dean just leave me alone." She said taking the beer bottle into her mouth again walking away from him.

The scene went pitch black again and (F/n) was with her tears falling. A new scene came in view bit it wasn't one of her memories…this time…it was…real..? The door open and in came Dean but his expression was different this time…he…he wasn't wearing the usual worried smile he always had. This time he seemed stressed out and angry this wasn't Dean..or maybe it was….He was going in and getting his stuff in his bag and he then turned to look at (F/n).

"Oh you finally wake up…" He muttered while putting his cloth back to his bag.

"Dean..you're back…" She said with a smile and ran to him to hug him but he didn't return the hug, instead he just pushed her aside.

"(F/n) if you don't mind I have a bag to pack. You should do the same…after all you're going to hunt on yourself from now on." He said as he returned to packing again. She stood there frozen and heart broken. Hunting? By herself?

"What do you mean by 'hunting on myself'?" She asked scared with tears in her eyes. She heard an annoyed a sigh.

"What? You're really thinking I'm going to keep waiting for you to change? Me and Sam, we're tired of you. You're useless you're acting all…bitchy… We're trying to help yet you push us aside. I'm sorry (F/n) but really we're done. I can't handle you anymore. You're acting like a child, maybe worse… You know…I thought you were the one…guess I was wrong…I'm going to find someone else…maybe someone better…you should too. Find someone who is willing to put up with you and your childish attitude." He said in a scoff and took his bag leaving.

"Dean…Dean Wait! Please Dean! Come back!" She cried but the walls seemed to be the only one listening to her. She started to cry more and tried to run to the door but she felt as if she was running across a swap. He legs felt heavy and she felt unable to move as she then saw the scene change to Dean and a brunette kissing in front of her. (F/n) cried her sadness out and yelled his name but he didn't stop kissing the girl and neither did she tried to stop crying and yelling. The room she was in went black again with the sound of her cries being the only thing heard. Andras came in and saw her with a smirk on his face. He then got on one knee to her and looked at her.

"Better change back at home because this is what is going to happen if you don't change that repulsive attitude." He said with a smirk and snapped his fingers making her wake up. She looked at the clock and saw that it was 10:30. The boy had left 2 hours away and there was no signal of them back. She started to panic. Did they really leave her? She stood up and started walking around. She then went to her phone and tried calling Dean but he didn't answer neither did Sam. She waited for them and walked around the motel room wonder and wonder about the Winchesters. Were they really mad? What if Dean found someone better than her? What if Dean is with that someone else at the moment? Her thoughts went on and on until she heard the Impala come in and turn off and heard the two boys get out. Dean entered the motel room.

"(F/n) we're back!" He yelled informing her as he put the Impala's keys on the counter.

"Dean!" (F/n) cried out as she went running to him and hugging him. He picked her up and she hanged on top him tightly. She hugged him as if it were the last time she would ever see him.

"Whoa sweetie... Are you okay?" He asked caressing her back and looking over her should shock. She then stopped hugging him but he still carried her. Her eyes were red puffy and she looked at him with some of her tears still on her face.

"Dean I'm so sorry! Please forgive me for my childish behavior! Please! I understand everything now. It isn't my fault! Please forgive me!"

"Whoa easy there sugar…what's the problem? Of course I forgive you but tell me what's wrong please."

"Can I explain it to you after this?" She said smashing her lips on his passionately and deeply. He was surprised at first but started to kiss back. He caressed her back while kissing her and then took her to the bed laying her down and they removed their cloths kissing each other desperately. She needed him so much and so did he. He had gone for 3 weeks without making love. It was like torture for him. He planted kisses over her lace bran and then unhooked it throwing it to the floor taking one of her breast in his more hungrily. He licked her nipple and massaged the other breast making her move and causing an enormous heat between her legs start. She moan and his mouth then move from her breast to her stomach and to her waist and then coming up kissing her neck looking for her sweet spot and when he found it he sucked on it leaving a red mark. She blushed and he came to see her face to face. She cupped his face and kissed him passionately as he kissed back. His hands went down to her waist to where her (Color) panties were slowly taking them off as she took his boxers off. She felt his hard member poking her thigh and just waiting to enter her. While still making out with Dean (F/n) took him in her soft hands slowly jerking him. He let out groans in between kisses and she kept on jerking until he decided to return the favor by sticking in two of his fingers inside her making her moan during their sweet kiss. He moved them in and out making her moan as she jerked him faster. He then got tired of waiting and spend no more time by pushing himself in her. She blushed and moaned as he turned them around with her being on top of him riding him.

"(Y/n)…" He moaned softly and sweetly as he caressed her cheek while she still rode him.

"D-Dean...fuck!" She moaned and blushed as she rocked her hips faster and harder. He smiled at her and she smiled back and leaned down kissing him while she rocking her hips. After a few minutes they were both reaching their climax.

"D-Dean I'm…I'm…!"

"Yes Sweetheart? Come for me…come with me…"He said as she rocked faster and harder coming to her release she fell on his chest after feeling his seed filling her up. They both blushed and panted and smile at each other. After their breaths coming back to normal they were both cuddling, with (F/n) being on top of him. He caressed her arm while they both smiled.

"Dean…?"

"Yes?"

"Can nightmares come true..?"

"I don't know (F/n)…for me yes but there's way on how you can stop them…"

"Stop them?"

"Yeah…well you never know how until it's too late…" He told her looking down at her smiling. "Why?" He asked smiling and still rubbing her shoulder.

"I…had this nightmare where…you left me…" She confessed and looked down sadly. Dean looked at her sternly and then brought her chin up kissing her. "You left me because of the way I was acting…recently…." She said with the tears appearing again. He took them away and kissed her forehead.

"I'm not leaving you…okay?"

"Promise me you'll never leave Dean…."

"I promise you (F/n)…"He then went down to kiss her again making her smile. They both cuddled up and ended up sleeping naked next to each other looking forward to the next day.