Chapter 10

Hello there ..

Since I also do think that this fic is kinda moving fast than the normal,I'll be trying to fix things out. I hope that it would not lead you to misunderstanding the piece but to like it more . Thanks

P.s. The characters are quite out of character, though.

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"Well, sorry for not being a normal girl. It was really hard at first when I thought we were being kidnapped. You should have said something in the first place at least. I'm not like a normal girl who would exactly be jumping with joy when someone grabs her and her friend. I'm not a normal girl.. " Sakura was babbling and Syaoran was staring at her with an amused expression on his face. She needs to stop. She knows that but for some reason, she can't.

Syaoran took a part on that, "Yes, you're not a normal girl," his face turning from amuse to serious, "because you're special."

Another sleepless night. When she got home after her dinner with Syaoran, all she could think of was what he said. She was special – to him. She wasn't able to respond when he said that to her. He didn't pester her about it. He then brought her back to her house.

And now, two weeks had passed..

She was sitting on her couch, flipping through channels. She stopped when the subject of her thoughts we're staring back at her. It wasn't the real Syaoran though. It was only him in the television. He was being interviewed about his next concert.

"I don't think I'll have another concert for now. I will be going to England and I might stay there for a while."

Why the sudden change of schedule? Is it about the girl in the newspaper and in the hotel?

"Haha, not really. I just thought of having a little vacation from all of this. And besides, I've only met her recently."

How long will you be staying there?

"As long as it takes."

Click.

3 things that her head won't let go:

He's leaving.

She wasn't the reason he's leaving.

He will stay there as long as it takes.

He didn't call her. Not even once to tell her that he's leaving. Isn't he suppose to at least let her know why his leaving? Why now? After what he said about her being special, she can't feel it right now. It's as if he forgot everything that happened. Every spoken word they have uttered has been caught by the wind. It didn't make any sense.

She dared not to open her television in fear of hearing about Syaoran's departure. She was telling herself that she doesn't care anymore. That he can do whatever he wants.

She keeps telling herself that she's ok.

That apparently, he doesn't need her and neither would she.

She keeps being a stone that won't shatter – a stone that does not feel.

She keeps telling herself to forget everything.

Until tears was all that she could feel.

Tomoyo called and told her that Syaoran has left. She had taken it when she heard it from the television. But now, it was Tomoyo. She was afraid of this – of knowing that Tomoyo would tell her if Syaoran truly left. She knew and tried to prepare herself. But as she heard Tomoyo's voice, it all came crushing down on her.

He's gone…

So sorry about the short chapter ;..it just came to me so I think it would be good for this fic. .

I'll be continuing it soon .

Thanks and hope you enjoy :3
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