Hope everyone liked the last chapter! Hope you like this one too!
Bpov:
Since my little experiment with little-well big Eddie, we hadn't really gone much further. I mean sure we'd had a few hot make out sessions but nothing more. It's like he put his barriers right back up again.
I sat therre silently mulling when a gentle tap on my door broke me from my thinkin.
'Come in' I shouted though I knew they'd hear me even if I whispered it.
I looked up in shock as Rosalie poked her head around the corner and flashed me a warm smile,
'Hey. I hope you don't mind me interupting, everyone's gone out hunting but I already went so I offered to stay' She explained edging into the room more and sitting down beside me on my bed.
'I don't mind' I said smiling back at her, though I was slightly taken aback by her kindness.
'How are you feeling' She asked settling back slightly in a more relaxed position, which helped ease some of the tension surrounding the room.
'Not bad, a little tired but that's not uncommon now a days.' I replied which in turn made her chuckle a little.
'We've noticed I guess my little nieces and nephews are taking your energy' She said reaching out but stopping halfway and dropping her hand back to her lap.
'You can you know' I said taking her hand and placing it on my stomach. Noticing her hestinance I gave her an encouraging smile and squeezed her hand a little before releasing it from my own.
She slowly began to move her hand in a soothing gesture acrosss my enlarges stomach as a small smile graced her lips.
'Wow. I've never felt a baby bump before. I mean I'd seen and heard people with them and how they describe it but I've never actually felt one' She said inquisitively.
'Does it feel strange?'
'Not really, at first it I first found out I was pregnant I was shocked but I thought more about the fact I would have to give birth and worried over looking after a baby. But sometime around two months into my pregnancy, I went to bed with a flat stomach and woke up with a bump.' I said laughing quietly as I reflected upon my reaction to seeing the small bump protruding from me.
'I bet it came as a shock' She said removing her hand slowly and sitting it back in her lap.
'Yeah it was. Just a shame that Charlie never got the experience with his first grandchild.' I said my eyes tearing a little at the thought of my father.
'Hey come here' Rose said as she reached across and pulled me into a hug.
'Sssshhh... It's ok, don't cry sweethear everythings ok now. Mommy's here' She said softly.
I sobbed even more and buried myself even more into her chest clutching at her in desperation.
'Sshhh... Mommy's here. Mommy's here' She chanted. We sat there for a while as my sobs turned into soft whimpers.
I looked up at Rose in wonder as she stared down at me with what seemed to be fear.
RPOV:
I looked down at Bella in slight fear as she looked up at me with wonder.
'I- I'm sorry. I shouldn't have- I mean' I trailed off in embarrasment as I looked down. I don't know why but as she cried in my arms it made my heart swell and before I knew what I was doing I was holding her close and I called myself her mom.
'Shh. You don't have to explain yourself to me' She said kissing my cheek and sitting back down in front of me.
'I had no right to call myself your mother. I just, when you were crying and I-' I stopeed as Bella cut me off.
'No. I know what you mean. I haven't felt like I had a mother eve. Rene was alwasy looking for ways to revive her youth after she had me. She wanted to catch up on all the things being a young mother forced her to miss out on. I never got to have a mother, just a best friend. I used to break things or leave my room a mess just so she would shout at me like a real mother would, but all she'd do is laugh and ask me to tidy up or leave it all together.' She paused.
'I used to resent my dad. She used to tell me that he didn't want us so he made us leave. I believed her up until I realised how quickly she got bored of her boyfriends. She thought I was too young to remember all the lies she'd fill my head with but I never forgot. The sad thing is that she never loved me enpugh. Not like a mother should. She loved having someone around who she could fall back on or depend on when things got tough.' She said smiling slightly.
'I wonder how important I really was to her. whether or not I was just a friend she could earn money from the state with. She u-would leave me home alone for days on end until she was sober enough to remember where she lived and even then she would go straight to bed. I remember the most horrible return.'
BPOV:
*Flashback*
I sat beside my old teddy bear against the kitchen wall watching the door intently. Mommy had been gone for two days now and my tummy was hurting. I was hungry but mommy forgot to get some food for me. I rubbed my eyes and cuddled into the side of my teddy.
Just as I began to drift asleep the front door opened and mommy tumbled inside.
'Mommy!' I cried happily getting up to welcome her but as soon as she looked at me she turned and walked away.
'Mommy. Mommy wait' I said my little legs rushing towars her. Just as caught up to her she turned and pushed me down onto the floor.
'Leave me alone!' She roared. I sniffled to hold back my tears and rand away into my room. I grabbed the phone that sat on the old metal table outside my room and dialled daddy's number.
I waited as the telephone made a ding ding sound and smiled when daddy picked up.
'Hello?'
'DADDY!'
'Oh bella?'
'Yes daddy it's me'
'Oh bella sweetheart how are you hun'
'I want to come back wiv you'
'Oh Baby I wish I could'
'Please. I don't like it here mommy is mean now she pusheded me'
'WHAT!'
'She came home and she was angry and she- she pusheded me over'
'The bi-. Sweety hold on I'm gonna do everything I can ok sweety, I'll see you soon'
And with that the phone went dead. I leaned against my bed and cried into my teddy bear.
'Don't worry daddy will come for us' I whispered into my teddy.
*End flashback*
'You know she never apologised for that. And dCharlie couldn't get me, legally anyway there was not enough evidence to prove what happened and since I was only a chicld they couldn't prove anything.' I said wiping the tear that fell.
'You know that wasn't your fault you can't controll which parent you end up with when your so young.' Rose said taking my hand tightly into hers.
'Yeah but now I look back, it explains why she found it so easy to disown me like she did' I said giving her a half smile.
'Come on the others will be back soon.' She said standing up and taking my other hand to pull me up.
'Um Rose?' I asked
'Yeah?' She said as she turned around
'Your my new mommy. Even if Esme is my mom. I need one to care for my human needs and the other to care for the emotional and advice side' I said smiling as her face glowed at my words.
'I would love to be your mommy Bella. Your my daughter now, even if we did get off to a bad start.' She said kissing my cheek softly. I smiled at the gesture and followed her out the room.
Mommy's got another mommy.
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