Bigger Than Us
Chapter 10: Wrong Kind of Pleasure
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An: Hey all sorry took so long but i was really busy, those of you in 6th year in Ireland or anywhere will know that it takes some time out of your schedule!! like just the other day I was handed this huge thing called a 'triail' some play in irish that's like 20 pages long and we have to learn it off!! anyway I think that's it for now on with the story..
Here he was, alone, the woman he had agreed to marry was in New Mexico, he was here, on tour, he missed her more than ever. The press were on is case, he was relieved that they were kind, however, there were one or two that couldn't just drop it, the ones that had given him a bad name, the ones that he didn't like. They were mainly just trying to make money.
How was he supposed to cope, he asked himself, this woman was the woman that was having his child, he wanted to be near her, feeling her, making love to her, everything that he wanted, he had to do this, he had to perform for the good of his career which at the moment needed some help
The bus was empty, they were about to start their concert in an half an hour, they hadn't had much time, seeing as Shane had been with Mitchie the past few days.
"Dude" Jason said, his clothes messy
"Yeah" he asked, looking at Jason
"Concert!" he answered
They headed into the venue, Shane couldn't help but wonder how many tens of hundred thousands of girls had come to this venue, who had gotten them from spending their pocket money, their other jobs and maybe even were given them, one way or the other, these people had paid to see him and his best friends and cousins.
"Wow" Nate commented "They sound wild"
"Yeah" Shane answered, putting an extremely fitted yellow-gold jacket on
"You don't seem that pumped" he answered, looking at his friend and cous
"I am, just I'm controlling it" he smiled, taking the mic
"You ready" he asked, looking at the other two
Shane and Jason nodded, this was going to have to be good
Shane couldn't help but feel a buzz around him, this was a huge gig, this was a gig to end all gigs, this was the gig that he was dedicating to Mitchie. The girl, no woman who had tamed the wild Shane.
Nate walked out, the crowd screaming and waving posters for them, it was a bit unreal, he thought that it would be second nature by now, but it was huge, his heartbeat sped up and his hands were shaky.
"Hello NYC" he called out, picking up his mic
The crowd roared and cheered, Shane couldn't help but be a little exited, this was their dream, they were living their dream. They were perfoming in the place that they loved, this was a place so close to his heart, the place he and Mitchie first hooked up and said their feelings for each other.
How could he not love it, he was a little hesitant but however this was what he did best, apart from cause the press to become very wealthy with his stories.
He knew that the crowd were here to hear them, they had paid their pocket money in to hear them sing, it seemed to get to him, he didn't know why.
"Well you all look like you dressed up for the occassion" Shane smiled, his voice booming into the crowd
The crowd cheered, a couple of 'i love you Shane's' coming from the audience
"Now, I know that you know that I'm dating Mitchie" he said, searching for the boo's that were immanent "And I want to dedicate this concert to her, the girl that tamed me"
He smiled as the crowd roared and cheered for him,
"Now lets kick this concert into overdrive"
As he was handed his guitar, they knew the perfect song, it was almost like it just came to them
"I'm hot, You're cold, You Go Around Like You Know..."
-After The Concert-
"Wow man" Nate smiled "You were amazing out there"
"We all were" he smiled, pulling him into a guy hug
"Yeah, I think that we all deserve a night on the town" Jason smiled, being the oldest of the group had its perks for Nate, he could get them in anywhere
"You game family guy" Nate asked Shane
"Yup" Shane smiled as he changed into a pair of skinny jeans
As they got into the car, they all knew where they should go, the most secluded club in the city, club esteban, hardly anybody ever went to it, it was the club that promised them freedom to do as they wished, to do silly dances, to drink a beer without being front page news, and also to just relax without every single teenage girl looking for her fame pretending to like them, Nate had fallen into that trap before, he was lucky that Jason wasn't out of it or he would have done something he regretted.
They arrived at the club, it was as they wished, it was empty, prettu secluded, Jason had no idea how they stayed open.
"Three beers please" Jason asked as they entered the club
"Right away sir" the bartender answered, picking up three bottles
"12.95" he said shortly
"Now I know" he smiled, handing over the money, unable to believe the price that the beer had become
As they took their seats, each of them realised that there was only one other person in the bar, a young looking girl who was alone.
She looked over at the group.
She knew who they were, she had heard Shane's latest scandal and she knew that if she got him drunk enough, she too could have her fifteen minutes, it was what she needed, she had dropped out of college to become a singer, she hadn't been successful yet, she knew though that it would be hard, she had been at a meet and greet before with him, he had used the cheesiest line with her, she knew though that she would have to bare it so she could get her name out there.
She hopped down off the stool and headed over to them "Hey" she smiled
"Hi" Shane nodded, his eyes instantly meeting hers
Nate shook his head as he took a sip of his beer "Faker" he mumbled to Jason who nodded in agreement
"I'm Jacey" she smiled, extending her hand
"Shane" he smiled taking it
"I know" she smiled
Nate and Jason contined to shake their heads in agreement, she was one of those girls, like most of them, looking for fame through getting with a connect three member
"Would you like to dance" she asked as he took a gulp of beer
"Sure" he smiled getting up
Jason and Nate looked at him "Shane don't" they pleaded
Shane shook his head "It's a dance, I'm sober, i've only had one beer"
Nate and Jason knew that when Shane wanted to do something, he was rarely ever stopped. He wouldn't listen to anybody, even though they were normally right with what they said.
Shane couldn't help but notice how attractive she was, her blond hair cascading down her back, her brown eyes searching his. He knew that she was a faker but he couldn't help but be drawn to her, she was pulling him in like a moth to a light
"So would you like another beer" Shane nodded silently as his cousins watched in disapproval
As she went up to the bar, Shane watched her walk away, he hadn't seen an ass like hers since Mitchie, he knew that all these feelings were wrong, he had just made up with Mitchie, he had no idea why he was doing something which could possibly destroy them forever. He loved her, why he did this, fully aware of his actions? He didn't know.
She came back, a bottle of miller in her hand for him, a bottle for herself.
"Thanks" he said, taking a swig of the beer
"No problem" she smiled, shaking her hips slightly to the beat that was playing
Shane looked, his eyes wide, her body moving like that made him want her so much, she was making him lose control, she was making him feel things that he knew he shouldn't be feeling.
His mouth was dry, his hands were clammy, his voice croaking "You're wow" was all he managed to say
She smiled shyly, continuing to sway her slim body, coming closer to his. Shane closed his eyes, he knew that he shouldn't be feeling like this, she was something that he shouldn't be getting turned on by, he had no excuse, he wasn't drunk he had no excuse.
Taking a huge gulp of his beer, he watched as the music took over her body, the alcohol he had consumed he knew was not enough to make him feel this way. Finishing his beer quickly, he passed his cousins who didn't need to tell him and he headed straight to the bar, he needed another beer and quick.
Feeling the effects of his third bottle of alcohol, he began to loosen up, Jacey and he were the only two on the dance-floor, the bar was still pretty empty, Shane began to enjoy the sensation of the alcohol inside of him.
Jacey continued to dance to the music, turning Shane on more and more. She knew that he was knocking back the beer pretty quickly, she knew that she made him nervous and she liked having that power, it gave her something that she could work with.
She didn't like though that he was avoiding touching her, she wanted him to feel her body, to get turned on by her body, to make him even more nervous than what he was, ultimately she wanted to make him squirm.
Moving closer to him, she grabbed his hips, listening to his gasps as he tried not to get turned on.
Jason and Nate could no longer see him, they knew her type, she knew that the band would watch his back, so she had to get him out of the way of the band. Nate was quite worried that she was putting the moves on him, because Shane with alcohol was even more uncontrollable than he was without, he was always weak when it came to alcohol, he couldn't hold it well, four or five bottles of Miller or Heineken and he was out of it, no longer able to control his actions.
"Should we try to get him" Nate asked as Jason peered around the seemingly empty room for his cousin
"He's not that stupid anymore" Jason answered
Nate sighed "I don't think he's changed when he has alcohol in him"
Jason laughed "He'll be fine, he's not a baby"
Nate shook his head, he had a feeling that Shane was getting in over his head, Jason however didn't seem to mind, he thought.
Shane by this stage was no longer aware of his actions, he had consumed well over what he was ever used to, he had had seven bottles of miller and the one that his friend and cousin Jason had bought for him.
He was letting her grind up against him, closing his eyes every time her body rubbed against his groin, he had no idea of his surroundings anymore, he was only aware of this sexy girl rubbing against him, making him feel aroused in every sense of the word, he needed to feel her against him, he needed her touch, he needed her kiss.
Turning her around to face him, she continued to grind her body against his "Kiss me" he said, his voice ragged and demanding
Kissing him feverishly she knew that this was it, she was going to sell this story, she was going to sleep with Shane Gray and she was going to get her dream by any means necessary.
"Over here" she choked out as she pushed him against the wall
Shane had no time to think as she pushed him against the back wall, pulling down his jeans with urgency "Condom" he managed to splutter out
"Pill" she smiled as he kissed down her neck
As he entered her, she gasped, she had never done this before, the feeling of him inside of her was a mixture of pleasure and pain as she threw her legs around him, succumbing to this wrong pleasure.