I think one day we will be more than we are.
I think one day we will see our full potential.
I know
one
day
my love for
life
will grow
just like my love for Johnny never stops
--
I touch his bare chest and kiss his neck
He smiles and licks my face comically
His sighing is slower
his breath is slower
light is ever glowing in my heart
in his eyes
I see him
But I don't
as we cascade our driving
raging
pheromones
in the air
with every breath we take
things got serious quick
and his sighs became guttural, quick cries
and my heart just stops and explodes
--
His handwriting is interesting. Flourescent purple and scribbles.
He was so apologetic for writing in it, but I didn't care, I liked it. Well, whatever.
I loved when he wrote, "I want a goddamn strawberry sundae"
that made my evening
haha
--
We no longer look to the future, well I dont.
He took me to that picnic area we went several months ago.
I couldn't believe it
when he asked me for marriage
then I woke up
ha
well I dream about being with him forever.
I mean
who else could he have in mind?
--
I think this is the end of my writing.
I just want to say
We are so impossible
Hes sleeping next to me as
i write this
so yeah
um
I whisper, "your like my own special heart monitor."
"sometimes you make it stop, then"
"just before its forever shocked"
"you carry it full blast"
"and I no longer feel alone."
"Just with you, together."
I kiss his cheek tenderly.
"I love"
I stutter a little.
Then hes awake and sees me writing.
Goodnight.