When I look at you

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Chapter 9: The time of our lives

Quit playing games with my heart,

Because slowly I'm falling apart.

Just be honest and say you don't love me,

I'm feeling so much pain, can't you see.

I love you very much and I miss your kiss, your touch.

Can't you see I miss all of you,

But I have to see that we're through.

It's hard for me to believe,

But there is no more love left to receive.

I hope some day I'll be okay,

For now I think it's better this way.

~Sweet Scorpio~

Mikan walked down the street after Youichi fell asleep. She couldn't be there anymore, not when he was there. She had locked the door to her bedroom and went out of the window. Natsume still tried to talk to her by the time she went out, but she just let him. It wasn't like she would forgive him.

"Told you didn't I?" She heard a voice behind her. "Why do you think I broke up with him?"

Mikan didn't answer. She turned around and faced Luna. She was smirking.

"What do you want?" Mikan's voice was dead and haunted. Her face wore no emotions and her eyes were even colder than before.

"What I can give." Luna corrected and pointed a finger in the hair. "I'll give you a free ticked to America."

"Whatever." Mikan replied but when she was about to turn around:

"You will move back after the festival. I believe that you should be able to say farewell to your friends." Luna said and smiled at the brunette before she walked up to her. "What did you actually see in him?" And she walked off.

It was an easy question but in a way, it wasn't. She saw the kindness she thought was real. Or maybe the fact that he saved her from the dark only to be put back in the same darkness.

Her heart still wouldn't co operate with her. It still protested that it wasn't true. It said that it was a dream, a dream she would wake up from soon. She waited and waited but nothing happened. She wouldn't call this a dream. Dreams are suppose to be happy ones or scary ones, not hurtful as this. In a dream, you weren't supposed to feel any kind of pain, but she did. It was like her heart would stop and just die. Eleven years. She had been in love with a shadow for eleven years.

She walked to one of the persons that she trusted and knocked on the door. She waited a little while before a raven haired girl opened the door. Her violent eyes measured Mikan from top to toe and her eyes widen when she saw the emptiness in her eyes.

"Come in." She said and stepped aside and Mikan walked in slowly.

Hotaru prepared her favourite tea, green tea and offered it to her. Mikan gently took in and held it in her arms as if she would feel warmer inside her frozen heart.

Hotaru sat down beside her and made Mikan lean against her while she stroke her back. She didn't say anything. Saying nothing said a lot. She gave Mikan the feeling that she would be there for her. That it would be alright. That she wasn't alone in this world. That she had her but she knew that she wouldn't be able to take away the feeling Mikan had now.

"Natsume… is Natsu." Mikan breathed out and Hotaru continued to stoke her back. "H-he played with me."

Hotaru rested her cheek on the top of Mikan's head and closed her eyes.

"All I did was love him and I don't know why I still do." It was true. Even her mind wouldn't co operate with her. No part of her body would. Her mind and heart still loved him. Whenever she loved someone, like the ones she lived with, she normally lost all of it the moment they threw her out so why did she still have feelings for Natsume. The moment she stepped outside that window, she wanted him to run after her. She wanted him to tell her that it was alright. That it was a lie.

"How could he?" She questioned and placed the cup of tea on the table. "How could he?" She warped her hands around Hotaru's waist and hugged her tight. She wasn't able to keep her eyes from crying and she sobbed quietly into Hotaru's chest.

"I don't understand." Hotaru could only imagine what Mikan felt. She had never been in a situation like that. Her relationship with Ruka was going great and since he was know all over Japan by being the son of a good doctor, her father accepted him.

"I will move back to America after the festival." Mikan said suddenly making Hotaru jolt a little.

"A-america? Who gave you that-" She knew. Only one would want her out of Japan and that was Luna. If Luna gave her that idea then she must already have said it to the government. There was nothing she could do.

"I-I see…" Hotaru made up her mind. "I'll go with you."

"No." Mikan said only to be hit by the baka gun. "Are you sure?"

"I lost you once and I will not lose you again." Hotaru said and Mikan looked up to meet Hotaru's violent orbs. "I will be beside you."

Mikan nodded her head and Hotaru gave her a sign that she would rest her head on her lap. She did and after an hour, the brunette fell asleep.

"Damn it." She cursed. If she knew the truth and came crying at her doorstep like this, then it couldn't be Natsume who told her. He would at least explain to her his feelings and that he had moved on. "Luna that-" She stopped herself when she felt movements on her lap. Mikan opened her eyes but Hotaru smiled to her and she fell asleep again and the smile on Hotaru's face disappeared as fast as it came.


Natsume was not happy.

"She what?"

The news about Mikan moving to America did not please him and the fact that she accepted made him more pissed than ever. Luna. Always Luna. She always comes and ruins everything for him. His normal life and his love life. Couldn't she just give it a rest?

"She gave you a warning, Hyuuga." Hotaru said and turned to leave. "She will leave after the festival tomorrow."

Natsume gritted his teeth and clenched his fist. "You got to be kidding with me."

Hotaru started to walk again. Mikan was probably looking for her. She had skipped classes to talk to the raven haired boy about it and Mikan was surly worried. "Maybe it's the best for her to get away from you."

"I have to see her-"

"I think you're done enough. You didn't even bother to run after her beside-" She let it hang and turned around to face him with a sigh. "What could you possibly say to make her believe you? Once her trust is gone, you can't say anything to make her change her mind."

Natsume frowned. He did kind of run after her, at least to her room. How could he know that she jumped out off the window? Back then, he continued to knock on her door.

"Hyuuga, don't take this as a joke. This girl in not the same as the chicks that you have been playing with after Luna broke up with you. This girl is different. I think you know that by now. You always make her cry, so maybe you should just stop. I can assure you that I will take care of Luna personally so just stay away." And she left.

Natsume stood still in the school's garden where the sakura trees grew. There were only the trunks there but even so, they still looked beautiful. He thought about what to do. He had to come up with something. There was no way that he would accept the fact that Mikan moved out of his life. He would move to America if he had to.

But what could he do? How could he get her trust again? Just then, a thought hit him. It would be difficult but it was worth a shoot.

"Mikan Sakura-" He said and stared at the direction where Hotaru walked and saw Anna, Hotaru and Mikan far away. "You will be mine whenever you like it or not." Call him selfish but… he always get what he wants and Mikan was the first on the list.


"Luna-san! You're here." Narumi greeted and shook the auburn haired girl's hand. "We have been waiting for you."

"Sorry to keep you waiting." Luna faked a smile and pretended not to be annoyed by the annoying teacher. It was the fastest way to get Mikan out of the school and into the next plane to America. So she ended up singing at the festival. Well, it was better than nothing. She didn't have to worry about getting Mikan because she would already be there.

"Are you ready for tomorrow?" Narumi asked politely and the girl nodded.

"Do you want to try singing first?" He asked and the auburn haired girl nodded again and smiled.

"With pleasure." She only had to survive for a day so it wasn't that bad and the thought of Mikan leaving Japan tomorrow only made her happier. If she couldn't have Natsume and his famous side then no one would.


"That's your plan?" Ruka gaped and almost shook his best friend to death. "Do you really want me to get killed?"

Natsume rolled his eyes and stared at the frustrated boy in front of him. "What if I say yes?"

"And you call yourself my best friend. Best friends don't get the other one arrested."

"Well, I do." Natsume replied and Ruka tried to calm his nerves to no vain. He only got more frustrated.

"Hotaru will kill me!" He whined and hit his head against the table. Natsume ignored the complains but regretted that he invited him to such a public place as a café. Once you start talking loud or yell, all eyes will be at you and now, Ruka had gained the attention of every costumer.

"Shut it, will you?"

"I'm trying!" Ruka said.

"Not good enough." Ruka sighed and stared at his best friend crimson eyes. They were dead serious and he knew it.

Ruka grunted low and massaged his forehead with his palm. "Fine, I'll do it." Ruka said in defeat and Natsume smirked in victory.

"Of course you will." Natsume said and took a sip from his coffee. "It's not like you have a choice."

Ruka sighed again. What men can do for love. Natsume had really figured out his feelings and Ruka was happy about it, but he knew that he would have Hotaru running after him with the baka gun in her hand. He didn't even like the thought of it.


"Let's try that one to!" Anna giggled and dragged the two girls with her to every place in the whole school to try all the things. They had already done their work at the classroom, so they had the whole day to do what they wanted. They went to the café that the seniors prepared and a lot of other things.

Anna had just received the news about Mikan and Hotaru moving to America.

Anna couldn't help but cry.

"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" Anna sobbed and stared at the auburn haired girl and the raven haired girl. "And that you're leaving today!"

"I'm sorry, Anna." Mikan smiled. She knew it would come to this so telling her the day of the festival wasn't such and good idea after all. "It's not my decision."

"I don't want you to leave." Anna said and rubbed her eyes.

Who wouldn't react like this when they finds out that your best friend is moving to the other side of the world the same day? No one, I tell you. So instead of crying her heart out and spend her last time by doing that, she decided that this day would be the best day they would spend together.

"Do you know what artist that is coming to the festival?" Anna asked and Mikan smiled a faint smile, nodding her head in response. "I heard a rumour that it is Luna Kozumi."

Anna didn't know that it was her fault that Mikan was moving. She didn't even know her relationship with her but it was better if she didn't know. No need for another one to be involved.


As the day went on for the three girls, Luna walked out of the building and waited for her limo to arrive. She had a pink blouse and black tights with a pink hat on top of her head. She had brown sunglasses on to cover for the strong sun and brown designed sandals.

She looked at her clock and sighed. 17:02.

In the corner of her eye, she spotted a long black car that was obliviously the limo that she had waited for. As the limo stopped, the driver stepped out and with the black hat that covered half of his face, she wasn't able to see who he was; only the blond hair that fell perfectly down. He opened the door for her and she stepped inside and smirked to herself. Only some hours left and Mikan would be out of the country.

The driver closed the door, stepped inside, started the motor and drove off.

Luna smiled and hummed a little song and closed her eyes and let the driver drive her to her destination. This ride was supposed to take about 15 minutes or so, but when she looked at her watch again it was 17:34.

Confused, she lifted her gaze toward the driver. "Excuse me."

But the driver didn't respond.

"EXCUSE ME!" she shouted and the driver jolted up a bit and she could see the sweat running down his forehead. "What the hell is taking so long? We were supposed to be there for ages ago!"

But the driver kept his silent and kept on driving.

"Answer me you fool!" And before the driver could react, Luna grabbed his hat. He tried to hide his face and she knew it, but she had already got a perfect view of his face. Those blue eyes and that blond hair. There was no mistaking her now. Those belonged to Natsume's best friend, Ruka Nogi.

"YOU!" She screamed her eyes widen in shock and Ruka sighed and turned his head a little to meet her gaze.

"Ruka Nogi at your service." He laughed bitter and his brows bent down. Not because he was angry, but because he was starting to panic. "I'm screwed."

"Stop the car!" She demanded and punched the windows.

"Limo." Ruka corrected and rolled his eyes. "You should at least know the different."

"STOP THE FUCKING CAR!" Ruka sighed again and pushed the button beside him that showed a symbol that meant "All doors locked."

She noticed that he locked the car and now she tried to open the door, but of course, her efforts were in vain.

"You know, I liked you better before you became famous." Ruka stated and rolled up the window that was between him and Luna. He continued to hear screams and shouts from behind but there was no turning back now. "I hope you know what you're doing, Natsume."


"Can we go now?" Mikan pleaded and tried to drag Anna with her but it was pointless. Anna stood still as a rock.

"No. This is the last thing on the list. I. Want. To. See. It." Mikan could only nod in agreement at the cold look she got from Anna.

"Give it a rest Mikan." Hotaru said and crossed her eyes. "She only wants to spend her last time with you."

Mikan smiled a small smile and hugged the pink haired girl. "Thank you."

Maybe Mikan should thank Natsume. If it was one thing that she had learnt from him then it would be how to be strong. She would show them or rather him that she could live without him by her side. She would still smile her warm smile, but there was something that would never heal or vanish. And that is the scar he left in her heart.

"What do you mean that she hasn't showed up?" A voice hissed in the speakers and the whole student population went quiet and listened. "What do we do? What do we do?"

"Shh! Turn off your mic first, you idiot!" Another voice growled.

"Don't tell me what to do! I need help! I don't have time to listen to you!"

"Just turn it off!" and they couldn't hear the voices anymore.

"What was that all about?" Mikan wondered and looked blankly at the stage.

"Who knows? Was it a problem?" Anna asked them and revived an "Idiot" stare from Hotaru.

"Of course it was or is a problem." Hotaru explained and shook her head and could only find one person to be the troublemaker and that one was of course Mikan's heartbreaker.

What are you up to, Hyuuga? Hotaru thought and stared at the auburn haired girl.

After fifteen minutes had passed, a shadow could be seen at the stage and every student glared at the person. Who wouldn't be if they had waited for something to happen in 25 minutes? (they had waited for ten minutes before they spoke in the speakers)

"Well hello ladies and gentlemen. Sorry for being so late but we had some problems with our dear singer, so Luna Kozumi will not sing for us today." The host got thousands of different death glares and the host sweat-dropped. "But in the last second, another one came and saved the day! Welcome him with an applause."

But no applause came.

"Who can be better than Luna Kozumi!" a student shouted.

"Yeah! Who?" Another one replied.

"What about me?" A calm but cold voice said and all eyes turned at the newcomer at the stage and then, after half a second later, cheers and screams filled the place.

"OMG! It's Natsu Hoshi!" A girl screamed and fainted.

"What the hell?" Mikan growled and stared at the boy and Natsume never broke the eye contact they got.

"Hello everyone!" He smirked. "Sorry for being late."

His hair was tamed and there was no trace of Natsume Hyuuga there. His eyes were crimson this time and he had a red shirt and black pants. The bastard even dared to come here.

Mikan growled low and when she was about to leave, Hotaru grabbed her wrist and stared at her. "Let's just see what he is going to do."

"I hope you're not angry that it's me here, but I will sing my newest song for you, and no one will leave." He pointed at the crowd but more at Mikan because he saw that she tried to run away.

"I wrote this song for a special person."

Music was heard in the background and screams from the girls could be heard miles away.

"Hope you'll like it."

"I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know"

Mikan eyed him and tried to hold her face straight.

"I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put your through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear"

It was getting harder for her to hold her mask when she heard his beautiful voice sing. By the way it sounded; she knew that he meant it.

"I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person"

He ruffed his hair and it became a total mess.

"I never meant to do those things to you

He found his glasses in his pocket and put them on.

"And so I have to say before I go"

Now, the only thing they could see traces of was none other than Natsume Hyuuga.

"That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you"

Mikan was on the edge of crying and she wasn't able to take her eyes off him. Natsume never looked away; he continued to stare into her hazel eyes.

"Mikan Sakura." Mikan hissed at the mention of her name. "Don't try to hide, I know you're there."

Mikan frowned and whispered some curses before she looked at him again with a what-do-you-want look, or rather, glare.

"I know that you hate me right now, and I accept it." He started and looked sadly at her. "I hurt you and I deserve nothing more than hatred from you, but I am an idiot."

Mikan crossed her arms and raised an eyebrow at him, telling him to go on.

"I'm an idiot for doing all those things, but I am an idiot in love." She gaped at that comment. The girl population was at the edge of fainting because that the Natsu Hoshi had been with them the whole time and crying, knowing that their biggest idol has been a nerd. "And I want you back, Mikan."

Mikan could only stare at him.

"If you hate Natsu so much, I will throw him away. This song is my feelings but there is one thing that is incorrect. And so I have to say before I go, but I don't want to go."

Mikan couldn't hold in her tears. They ran slowly down her pink cheeks and it seemed like she didn't even know that they fell.

"Mikan Sakura, will you be my girl?"

Anna gaped at him and stared at the shocked Mikan in front of her. She could spot the confusion and happiness in her eyes but suddenly, the auburn haired girl shook her head.

"No." She whispered and started to walk away. Even when Hotaru tried to stop her, she shoved her hand away.

"Hey!" Natsume shouted. "Where do you think you're going?"

He threw the microphone away and made way through the crowd. It wasn't difficult for him, especially when they stood still as zombies.

"Stop!" he grabbed her wrist and forced her to spin around. He cupped her face in his hands and force her to look at him. He saw tears fall down and he felt the urge to kiss them away, but he didn't. It wasn't the right time. "Mikan."

"No…" She whispered and tried to shuffle out of his grip but he was stronger and tightened. He couldn't control himself before his hands warped around her waist and warmed her in his embrace.

"I'm sorry." He whispered. "Damn! Mikan, I'm sorry. Please just try to listen!"

He was pleading and she knew it so she let him say what he wanted to say.

"What Luna told you was the truth-" She struggled again. "-but not the whole truth. True, the day you started living with us I just wanted to throw you away. I couldn't accept that someone liked the nerdy me and not Natsu. So I came up with that plan, but it backfired. Instead of hating you more, I just fell more and more for you."

Mikan lifted her head and hazel met crimson. "I love you, Mikan. I'll do everything to get you back."

"But what if that isn't enough? You want a lot of things, how can I know that you're not lying again?"

"Mikan, I can't change the past but I know that I want you beside me. I want to be the one you can come to. I love you Mikan-"

Just then in the awkward atmosphere, he heard her giggle. He raised an eyebrow at her and before he knew it, he felt soft lips against his cheek. Mikan kissed him. She freaking kissed him! Fine, it was on the cheek but she still kissed him. He was stunned at the moment but after he shook it off, he kissed back.

"Told you he would do something!" She said and turned her head toward Hotaru. "You lost this time." She grinned and stuck out her tongue in a childish way. Hotaru smiled and nodded in response and Mikan gave Natsume her attention again. "So… You loooove me?" She warped her arms around his neck and stared into him crimson.

"...I told you before, didn't I?" Mikan didn't miss the slight blush on his cheeks.

"Hmm. Say it again." She smiled and made her puppy face.

"No..."

"Say you love me."

"No."

"I love you, Natsume~" Mikan smiled. "And I will always do."

"I didn't expect that you would forgive me that fast." He honestly said.

"Of course not! Truth to be told, I want to kick the daily light out of you for playing with me." He shivered. I repeat, he shivered. "But I knew that I would forgive you in the end so why bother to wait?"

"You're an idiot." He warped his arms around her waist again and leaned down and forehead touched forehead.

"Am not. I thought that it was a brilliant plan." Mikan smiled. "And you have to admit that you fell for it."

"Tch."

"That's why I didn't say anything to You-chan and Hyuuga-san."

"So this was your plan all along?" He raised an eyebrow at her and she smiled innocently at him.

"What makes you think that?" She leaned closer but someone just had to ruin the mood.

"STOP RIGHT THERE!" Both of them turned their head 90 degrees and met furious green eyes giving Mikan a death glare. "Bitch!"

"Luna! Great timing!" Great timing? She should be scared right now. "I don't need the ticket to America. I'll stay right here."

That made Luna smirk. "Gays!" By the snap of her fingers, two well build men walked forward, one holding Ruka by his collar.

"Sorry, Natsume." Ruka forced a smile. Natsume guessed that Luna somehow tricked him. Of course she tricked him. What else could she have done?

"Quiet!" Luna screamed and pointed at Mikan with her index finger. "That is the girl who used a false name! Grab her!"

The one who held Ruka let go of him and both of the men walked toward them. Natsume hid Mikan behind him and gave a death glare to the men.

"She is staying here." He growled but the men didn't' stop.

"She is moving back to America again. Using false name, no passport and no family relatives, she will live at an orphan in America." One of the men said.

"She isn't going anywhere." Natsume said.

"Mikan Sakura, come with us now or we will bring you by force." They sounded threatening and if this continued any longer, Natsume would be in trouble to. He had already done enough for her so it was her time to protect herself and him.

Taking a stance, Mikan patted Natsume's shoulder and looked the men in their eyes. "Natsume, step aside." Mikan ordered and Natsume just glared at her.

"There is no way in hell that you're going with them." He said coldly and his eyes softened again when he stared into her hazel. Just then, an apology expression formed her face.

"HOTARU!" It seemed like Hotaru understood what she wanted because in the next second, the infamous baka gun was brought to the scene. With a bullet in Natsume's direction, the boy flew a few meters forward when it hit him. "Thanks!"

"So you're coming with us?" Luna smirked and laughed. "Wow! So much for that love-"

"I'm not leaving." She stated. Luna laughed again and frustration was clearly seen in her eyes. Couldn't she just give up?

"Of course you are." She replied.

"I have one. A relative I mean." Mikan said and revived a glare from Luna. She was losing her mind and she wouldn't be able to control her temper if this continued.

"You don't-"

"I do… But he doesn't know I'm alive but..." She rubbed the back of her head and smiled a little smile. "As far as I know, Kazu Yukihira is still alive so you cannot touch me and for your information, he lives in Japan."

Luna's brows bent down after absorbing the information. "W-what?" The girl must be joking with her. "Hah. There is no man named Kazu Yukihira-"

"I know that man!" One of the men said and Luna started shivering. He was suppose to help her, not the enemy. "He's the one who runs that school."

"University." The other one corrected. "But I didn't know that he had a brother."

But then the information popped in his head. He had a brother. Izumi Yukihira was the name of the man. The famous singer. Of course. Kazu was the one who got pressed by being Izumi's brother. So to get out off the spotlight, they lied to the press saying that they weren't even close. That they didn't even know each other. The man remembered it all. Izumi had died in an accident along with his wife and daughter but there was a rumour that the daughter was still alive. And now that he looked at Mikan again, the little 6 year old girl reminded him of the girl in front of him right now.

"How do we know that you're not lying?" He demanded to know and Mikan had no idea herself.

"I…" She couldn't. Saying that she was their daughter was no proof at all. Maybe a blood test? Yes, that would do, but it would take such a long time but it would work. But maybe not. For all she knew, it wouldn't. Her DNA would be different because of her mother so what would she do if it didn't work. She wouldn't have any proof.

"Hah!" Luna smirked. "LIAR-" And she was hit by the baka gun, no, the baka bazooka.

"Stop it Luna." Hotaru said coldly and threw a paper in the air. It landed in one of the men's hands and he quietly read it and his eyes widen. "I am expecting something in return Natsume." she whispered.

The man stared at the paper and read it quietly. He closed his eyes when he was finished and put the paper down. "So it's true." He whispered but not loud enough for Luna to hear.

"Arrest her!" She ordered and glared at the men. "Why the hell aren't you doing anything?"

"It's over." Hotaru said.

Natsume stumbled up to his feet and stood beside Mikan and grabbed her hand.

"Joking are you?" She laughed.

The man patted his comrade's shoulder. "Let's go." That made her freeze. Let's go? He hadn't even taken her yet.

"Where are you going?" She asked and tried to stop the men from leaving. "Arrest her."

The men shook their heads and the one who held the paper handed it to her.

"It's her attest that she is who she claims to be." The man explained in a matter of fact tone and Luna's face got paler and paler. "There are even pictures of her from birth to today. Give up."

And they left leaving a stunned Luna. She couldn't move nor think as her eyes were glued to the paper in her hands. After a while she lifted her eyes up to meet crimson but before they got eye contact, she ran. She ran away from the school and out of their sight.

"Luna-" But Natsume stopped Mikan from running after her.

"Let her be." He said and hugged her. "let her be."

She breathed slowly and closed her eyes and let him warm her up but then her eyes opened up and it was like they were in shock.

"N-n-n-n-n-n-n-natsume?" She felt awkward of being in his arms.

"So, Polka." Natsume said in a mocking tone and bit her ear; pretending like the "Luna incident" never happened. "Where should we go for our first date, hm?"

"D-date?" Mikan repeated and blushed ten shapes of red.

"Couples go on dates if your little brain didn't know."

"Hey! My brain isn't little!"

"You make a peanut sized brain look big." He smirked and Mikan pouted at him.

"Meany." She said and Natsume couldn't help but smile at the adorable face she made. Had she been this cute all this time?

"Natsume, say the words." She said and Natsume sighed to himself. He wasn't going to win against her this time.

"I love you." He whispered and tightened the grip around her.

"I love you to." She smiled a warm smile and leaned against his chest. "With all my heart."


Few months later…

The raven haired boy leaned against a pole and his raven hair swayed with the warm breeze. He looked at his clock on his wrist and sighed deeply, getting a little annoyed. He put his hand in his pocket and closed his crimson eyes and ignored the stares he got from the crowd.

"Hey, haven't I seen him before?" A girl whispered to her friend and the other girl eyed him.

"I think I know." A moment later, the same girl almost fainted.

"OMG! It's Natsume Hyuuga!" They screamed with hearts in their eyes and Natsume's eyes opened in shock as he saw that he got surrounded by girls. He tried to give them a glare that said "Fuck off" but it didn't seem to work at all. More and more people came and all of them tried to take their picture with him.

"Marry me!"

"Be my boyfriend."

"I love you!"

You can say that the whole world knew about Natsume's hidden identity. After he confessed his love for Mikan, those who filmed the whole thing had to give it to the press. Great, but he hadn't expected something else.

Natsume hissed and tried to make way but to no vain. There was only one opportunity to do, and that was to get away but how?

"You're as popular as ever." A voice giggled.

Just then, he felt a hand grab his wrist and his legs started moving when the hand started dragging him out off the crowd. The person had auburn waist length hair and he could see a little smile on her face.

"Sorry for being late!" Mikan smiled and glanced into his crimson eyes.

"Don't think I'll forgive you so easily." Natsume warned and Mikan giggled at his cute expression.

"I thought that you would say that." She laughed and ran into a hallway and the crown ran past them to Natsume's relief. He sighed in relief and stared into Mikan's hazel eyes and a smile crept on his mouth. He warped his hands around her waist and pulled her closer and crashed his lips on hers. Mikan smiled and responded and warped her hands around his neck. He forced her lips apart and shoved his tongue into her mouth and started exploring it.

"Hey! Get a room!" Mikan pushed him away and blushed ten shapes of red and glanced toward the voice and saw a man standing there staring at them.

Natsume smirked and warped a hand around her waist and stared at the man proudly. "Sorry, I couldn't control myself." And he dragged Mikan with him with a wide smirk on his face.

"Natsume, where are we going?" Mikan asked and stared at the raven haired boy in the eyes.

"Wait and see."


He covered her eyes with his hands and walked slowly forward, making sure that his girlfriend wouldn't trip and fall. But he had to admit that it would be fun to see her reaction.

"Are we there yet?" She asked and Natsume shook his head. "Can you answer?"

"I just did." Mikan pouted at him and he smirked no smiled and kept on walking.

After a while, they stopped and Natsume lifted his hands away from her so that she could see where they were.

"Natsume!" She gaped and stared out toward the moon formed lake in front of her. She smiled and walked closer and looked at her own reflection. Natsume slowly followed and warped his hand around her waist and turned her around to face him.

"This is where we first met." He whispered and stared into her hazel orbs.

"Yeah." She smiled. Just then, she saw that infamous smirk form his lips. Her eyes widen when she felt that they started to fall and before she knew it, they both fell into the water with lips closed on each other.

Fin.

A/N: THANK YOU ALL! I love you :D This has been so fun! I really can't believe it! Thank you for supporting me and for reading my story! It really means a lot to me that you have travelled with me down to my fantasy and I hope to see you again!

Okay! I want to get this straight! This whole story is inspirited by the song, of course, "When I look at you" By Miley Cyrus. This idea plopped inside my head when I saw the movie "The last song." That's where the song comes from. If you heard the song, it can remind you of this story^^ Like the first verse is how Mikan feel and the second verse is how Natsume feel. If you haven't heard the song, you should^^ It's beautiful and you will see the story^^ If there was a ending song then it would be this song.

The song Natsume sang is "The reason" by Hoobastank.

If you think I'm done writing fanfictions, you better think again! I am far from done! I have already started writing my next story, but I wanted to finish this story first. And now, I will give you the summary of my next story!

Summary: All Mikan wanted was a normal life. Well, all that was ruined when she was at the wrong place at the wrong time. Now having a wanted poster on herself, she has no other choice than follow the one who wanted her head.

It's an AU fanfic named "Never Alone" and it's most drama/romance but also adventure/humor. I can't wait to get started!

I hope you enjoyed my fanfic and if you have time, I would like to hear your thought :D This A/N is becoming to long so I will stop for now;)

Btw. If there are any questions you have that haven't been answered, feel free to ask me! :D

Until next time! BYE!

Teru Hime