Jake POV 7 months Pregnant

I was downstairs watching TV with all of the Cullen's when I hear a terrible scream coming from upstairs I ran as fast as I could as did everybody else.

"Leah." I screamed when I saw her she was covered in blood and hunched over.

"Alice get Jasper out !" Carlisle screamed as I picked up my wife and cradled her to my chest

"Jacob we have to get her to the hospital."

As we were in the car I held Leah close to me whispering in hear telling her that she and the baby would be okay that I loved her more than anything.

Flashback Christmas

"Jake just think about next Christmas were going to have a little boy or girl and be in our dream house."

"I know and speaking of the house it looks good Leah I told them that you wanted to paint the nursery.

"Yeah most definitely for a boy I want to do wolves his daddy and uncles and for a girl butterflies and flowers."

I kissed her "Your so adorable."

"So are you." I picked her up and cradled her to my chest and just held her kissing her and hugging her.

Present

"We need a gurney now." Carlisle ordered when we ran into the hospital.

"Carlisle?" I whispered more afraid then I had ever been in my life.

When nurses came with a gurney I put Leah down and kissed her forehead. And I watched as they wheeled my wife away for an emergency surgery.

I crumpled to the floor I didn't care who saw me or what people thought my baby and wife were in serious trouble and I didn't know why or if I could have helped.

"Jake?" Bella whispered sitting next to me and putting her head on my shoulder "She's a strong girl she's not going to give up with out a fight."

"I-I need to call Sue and Billy." I wiped my tears though the attempt was futile.

"It's okay Edward is doing it now."

"Come on," She said standing up and taking my hand "lets go sit in the waiting room."

I let her lead me in to where the whole Cullen family was sitting

"Jake." Esme held out her arms to me and I went to her letting her hold me and whisper encouraging words to me.

"Jake." Seth came running into the room and when he saw the look on my face he backed away "No! No! No!" He shouted.

"Jake," Sue had tears streaming down her face "What happened to my baby."

"I don't know." I sobbed reaching for her "Where's my dad?" I asked looking frantically for my father.

"He's on his way with Charlie."

My cries wouldn't stop I didn't care if they did I felt a lot of eyes on me but I surely didn't care.

"Dad." I ran over to where he was rolling himself in and knelt by his wheelchair my dad took my hand and held it as I cried.

"Jacob." Carlisle spoke "You have a beautiful baby boy." He didn't smile though and I was practically shaking 'please don't say she's…' I thought and looked to see Edward with a sick expression after hearing my thoughts.

"Jake the baby was ready as I said he was strong so he's fine." he paused and took a deep breath "Jake there is no easy way to say this but Leah's placenta ruptured and she lost so much blood because she hemorrhaged she's in a coma."

"What Carlisle I…"

"Jake were giving her blood transfusions however if her blood doesn't clot…"

I cut him off "I need to see Leah and I need my son."

"Alright Jake I'll take you to Leah's room but I don't think the baby should go in."

I would've argued with him but I didn't have it in me I just needed my wife…my girl.

As we walked into the cold room I saw my beautiful Leah laying unconscious in the hospital bed. Her face was so pale and she looked so small not like the woman I had seen this morning.

"I'll leave you two alone for a few minutes and then I'll bring in Seth and Sue, oh and here is Leah's ring." he told me handing me the small bag that held my wife's wedding ring. He patted my shoulder and then left out the door.

"Hey baby girl." I whispered pushing a chair near her bedside and grabbing her hand putting her ring back on. "Leah you did great today we have a beautiful little boy Carlisle says." I brushed her hair from her forehead "I need you Leah please come back to me we are supposed to be together forever I need you." I kissed her forehead. I sat there rubbing small circles on her hand and kissing her fingers.

"Jake," Sue poked her head in the room looking at her daughter "Do you mind if Seth and I sit with Leah for a while."

"No I-I-I need to see my son." I told her as she gave me hug and Seth grabbed my shoulder gripping it tightly.

I walked into the hall and saw the saddened expression on each and everyone of their faces. "Carlisle I want to hold my son?"

"Come with me Jacob."

I followed him into the nursery as he took my baby in his arms and handed him to me.

"Hi buddy I am your daddy." I kissed his forehead. He was a beautiful baby with same deep earnest eyes of his mother. He was mine…my little man and we didn't even have a name for him.

"I love you little guy you and your mama are my whole world." the little baby grabbed my finger tightly and looked up at me.

"Carlisle, Leah needs to see him to know that he's okay please."

He sighed and looked me in the eyes "Yes Jake I'll let you take the baby to her but only because I think of you as my son."

I went back to Leah's room with our son in my arms "Jake," Quil looked at the baby in my arms "he's beautiful."

"Thanks Quil."

"Look Leah this is your baby…our baby." I held him as sat down next to her bed "He's perfect he's healthy."

We all stared at Leah hoping to get her to open her beautiful eyes.

"Jake can I hold him?" Seth asked.

I nodded looking down at my son and then looking at my unconscious wife. "Here." I handed him to Seth and he looked happily at his uncle.

"Bro Leah is the strongest girl I know she'll be okay." Paul told me as the others nodded in agreement.

"I'll be back." I told them all walking out of the room and heading to the hospital chapel. I sat in one of the pews and prayed something I hadn't done since I was seven after my mother had died. "God I know that I haven't gone to church since my mother died but I need my wife, she's all I have my son needs his mother just please, please, let her wake up and be there for me.

Leah POV

"Hello?" I was in the dark room again alone "Is anybody out there?"

"Lee bee is that you."

"Daddy?"

I noticed now that the room was white and there was my father the wrinkles gone from his features he was at peace. He grabbed me in a hug and twirled me around. "Baby." He smiled but it didn't reach his eyes.

"Oh no Dad I'm not dead am I."

"Well no but you are in a coma."

"A coma?" The memories all came rushing back to me the blood Jake telling me to hold on.

"Yeah babe you're here so I can show you how much Jake truly cares about you."

"But Dad I know how much Jake loves me." I told him frowning.

"Leah don't lie to your father I know the doubts you have every night in your dreams, of Jake leaving like Sam did."

I looked down at my feet "But I do love him, more than anyone."

"Leah just let me show you what would happen to Jake if you were gone."

I was suddenly transformed to the hospital.

"Jake I am so sorry, so so so sorry." Carlisle whispered.

Jake looked like a frightened animal shaking and backing away I watched as Embry took a step forward "Jake." He whispered hands outstretched to comfort his best friend.

Suddenly Jake was punching Embry' chest sobbing "No she can't be gone, we had plans," I watched terrified as Jake slid to the floor and laid done sobbing uncontrollably "She can't be gone we were supposed to be together forever…forever."

I cried "Daddy please just take me back please."

"There's more to see." he told me as the scene again changed.

"Dad are you sure, I don't want you to be alone." said a boy who I recognized immediately as our son he was beautiful.

"Yes I am sure its not everyday that a mans son gets into Harvard." Jake smiled ands ruffled our sons hair.

" But dad I love you so much more and I can get a fine education at the University of Washington." Jacob had clearly raised this boy well he loved his father that much that he would give away Harvard for him.

"You're going," Jake told him "Your mother would have been so proud." He wiped a tear from his face.

"You really loved her didn't you?" Our son asked.

" More then this world, if it weren't for you I wouldn't have made it." He told our son as they both hugged and cried.

I cried for the son I hadn't got the opportunity to meet, I cried for the man who had loved me with all of his heart that he hadn't moved on.

"Leah do you see now how much Jake loves you."

I sniffled "Yes please send me back Daddy."

"I will," He kissed my head and hugged me "You'll have a beautiful life Leah." He let me go and I watched as he floated up to heaven finally going home.

I woke up to a cold room and noticed so many eyes on me I blinked again.

"Leah." Jake came over to me grabbing my hand and brushing my hair back from my face "Can you hear me?"

I looked around frantically my father said my son was fine "Where is he?" I asked my voice raspy.

"I'll get him okay?" He asked kissing my hand before heading out the door.

"Leah baby how do you feel?" My mother asked touching my cheek.

"Okay I guess, but I am so tired. Does that make sense, how long was I asleep?"

"You've been out three days." Bella told me standing at the foot of my bed.

"Three days whoa I didn't think it was that long why didn't dad tell me it was that long?" I mumbled to myself and noticed everyone staring at me.

"Leah are you okay?" Seth asked worriedly stepping next to Bella.

"Oh yeah Dad just he needed to show me stuff you know so he could go to heaven."

My mother was close to tears "You spoke to your father." I nodded and she pulled me close to her.

"Leah I want you to meet our son." Jake said walking into the room holding the most beautiful baby I had ever seen.

"Were going to give you guys some space while I tell Carlisle you are awake." My mother said ushering Bella and Seth out of the room.

"Jake he's so beautiful." I whispered. I watched as Jake climbed onto the bed next to me and wrapped his shoulder around me as I leaned against him looking at the baby.

I was to weak to hold him on my own so Jake put an arm around my baby. "Hi little guy I am you're mama." I told him touching his soft raven black hair.

"Leah," Jake leaned down and kissed my cheek "You don't know how I felt when I thought I nearly lost you…You can't ever do that to me again.

"I promise." I told him rubbing his arm soothingly "Now we have to find a name for our little boy." I smiled.

"Hmmmm what about Harry?" He asked "After your father."

"I shook my head "Harry Black no I think I'll leave that to Seth."

Jake chuckled "I've always liked the name Kyle."

"Kyle." I repeated "I like it Kyle and Jake Black."

"I love you angel." He told me hugging me again as if he were afraid I would blow away if he let me go.

" I heard someone was awake." Carlisle said walking into the room with a bottle for Kyle. Jake took Kyle and rubbed his back as he cried for me as Jake cradled him and offered him his bottle.

"Thank you for delivering Kyle." I told Carlisle.

"Kyle I think the name suits him perfectly. How are you my dear?"

"My stomach hurts and I can feel the stitches." I told him rubbing my abdomen absentmindedly.

"That's to be expected can I check out your stitches." He looked them over quickly "They look good, now we don't know when or if you will start healing like you used to so for now I say I want you to stay here for another two days.

I smiled "Okay Carlisle, is Esme here."

He nodded "Yes she has been extremely worried about you, I'll send her in but then you need your rest."

I nodded "Yes sir." I turned to Jake "Bring my baby back here." He helped me once again hold our son as I fed him his bottle.

"Leah," Esme grinned "Oh we were so worried about you."

"Esme doesn't he look just like Jake." I asked looking down at the gorgeous boy in my arms.

"I think he looks like a perfect mixture of my two favorite wolves."

"Thank you so much." I grinned and then yawned deeply the exhaustion trying to cover me.

"Sweetie rest I need to help the boys finish the house." She swiftly pecked my cheek and rubbed Jake's back then left the room.

"Sleep Angel we aren't going anywhere well be right here when you wake up ." He said.

"I love you." I told him before slipping off into sleep with my husband and son.