18/02/13
Diary Entry 10
It's the tenth diary entry, but it feels like I've had this diary since forever. I promised that I'd write again, soon, didn't I? So I will. It's a good thing that Sayuri-chan keeps bragging about her diary, because it reminds me of mine.
I have had my tutor timetable changed; we only do an hour of school work, and then have a break and my tutor brings hot chocolate. He's really, really nice – not at all like the boys at my school. He was telling me about photography yesterday, he loves taking pictures. He promised to bring his camera and let me use it – I've always had people taking pictures of me, I wonder what it's like actually taking the pictures.
Anyway, after our break we do tutoring for my exams. It's pretty easy so far, but Mr Sakagami (that's his name) says it will get harder. I hope it doesn't get too hard, or I'll fail my exams. I do my homework when he's left. So, I spend about three and a half hours studying every other evening. In the days I'm not studying I go to dancing, acting or singing lessons. I prefer studying with Mr Sakagami, but I still really like acting lessons. I like pretending I'm someone else; it's really interesting and fun. I wonder why Onee-chan likes acting.
Onee-chan is calling tomorrow! I missed her on Saturday because of her job, so she's calling early this week. She is going to tell me all about her job. I don't really understand what she means by last job – surely she is going to have thousands and thousands! She's an amazing Seiyuu.
Oh, my diet is going well, I've stopped eating loads of snacks when I'm bored, but I weighed myself and there's no difference. Why can I be thinner? I don't like being so fat – it's ugly, and I'm going to lose all my jobs if I don't get rid of it all. The other models are so skinny and pretty, why can't I hurry and be like that?
My tutoring lesson is about to start, so I really need to go. Sorry that this wasn't long enough, I'll write soon.
Akane