Beck came down today. He came and he and Cat chatted, and I stared at them jealously. WHy do I have no one to talk to? Why should I be little miss lonely? I can't even read his diary. He's here! But when I walked over to my bed, he came over to me.

"How you doing down here?" He asked sympatheticly.

"Okay, for a prisoner, I suppose. Where's my bread and water?" I joked, looking serious.

"Wait what? What has Cat been telling you? Cat!" Cat rolled her eyes and put her nose back in her book.

"Chill, Beck. I was kidding. I'm expecting caviar," his eyes popped even more and he stuttered.

"Kidding!" I laughed warmly and he relaxed. So what do you do all day?" I asked, curious.

"School, and stuff." He replied, nonchalant.

"Wait, how am I meant to catch up? I'm going to fail and be so dumb!" I wailed, close to tears.

"It's fine." He said, reassuringly. "You get a private tutor form the house soon." I nodded, taking it in. His phone beeped and he said he had to go. But he did hug me, which made me blush. Cat saw and winked. I shot her the worst look I could. She put her hands out in a okay motion.

"Bye!" He said cheerfully.

"See you later," I replied.

I quickly got out the diary, too lazy to be sneaky.

Hi, Diary.

Not as sad today, me. Nah, I like today. I went down and Cat was singing so we sang together and I didn't see teh girl, I was sad about that. She always looks sad, apart from last time when I drew her a message.I drew her another today. "You're beautiful," I said in my message. She'll see it sometime. I also left her a small perfume bottle, I thought she could do with a treat. I will watch tommorow to see if she does find it, it's pretty hard to miss.

Anyway, when I go down tommorow, I'll go out and see her. She'll be shocked and probably creeped out that I watched her, but hopefully we can be friends. Well, maybe. Bye bye diary.

Huh, I always wondered where that came from. He'd written me a note so I knew it was for me. It said : To Miss lonely, enjoy, and smile, your secret admirer.

I thought it was kinda cute. He never did visit me, maybe something came up. Wait, so he knows that girl was me, but he's never said anything..?

Beck's POV

I had to go, because this is the time when the girl usually comes. I went to my bedroom window and watched. I sat there for about twenty minutes but she didn't come. I'm worried about her. She hasn't come in days, and she usually does. I hope she's okay. I really am interested by her, she fasinates me.

Hey! So I started this last night but was too tired to finish it, so here it is. A little insight into Beck's mind. I think it's his first POV! yay Beck. Reviews? I love em,

Caitlin.x