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I thought about what I'd be able to say, here was my dilemma, here were two new girls, I didn't know anything about them apart from that one did ballet, the other did hip-hop and I was going to have to reveal my secret to them.
"We're waiting, Isabella." Rosalie said impatiently.
I sighed. "Come in, I'm not telling you guys out here." They stepped into the house and I took them into my room. It wasn't anything extravagant but it was multi-changeable. Right now I had it on skater mode. I had posters of famous skateboarders up, my crash helmet out and a toy skateboard on my desk.
"I like a lot of different things, I like skateboarding." I walked up to the posters and pulled on the little tab that changed the posters. As I pulled it, the skateboarding poster folded in half revealing a famous ballet dancer. "I like ballet." I pulled the one on the top of the ballet one to reveal someone in the middle of a round off back flip. "I like gymnastics." I pulled all of the ones I'd already pulled down back up to reveal my poster of Flo. Rida. "And I like hip-hop. Unfortunately for me, each of my passions come with different friends, and they don't like the friends from my other passions."
"So you made four different yous just so you could keep everyone happy?" Rosalie asked trying to understand the situation.
"Isabella is ballerina, Is is a gymnastic, Issy is a skater girl, Isa is a hip-hop superstar, and the one trying to hold everything together, gets the least time of day, and that's me right now. Bella." I smiled weakly.
"That sounds like a lot of pressure." Alice remarked.
I sighed. "It won't matter soon, I'm moving to Forks to live with my dad."
Alice looked at me confused. "Why?"
"Because my mom is staying here for me when I know she wants to live in Florida with Phil, her partner." I sighed. "And it's not fair that I'm holding her back from what she wants."
"So what, you're just going to leave everything behind? No dancing, no gymnastics, no skateboarding? What about your boyfriend Raz? What are you going to" I cut her off there.
"How do you know about Raz? I just started dating him a couple hours ago." I looked at Alice straight in the eye, I could tell she was trying to think of a feasible answer to give me.
"Carlisle heard about all the staff wanting Raz and Issy to get together and that today you finally did, you said you were Issy so I put the two together. It's not that hard."
I sighed. "You guys can't tell anyone. Rosalie you can't tell Aimez, and Alice if you go to the practices you can't tell any of the hip-hop crew. Please, I'm begging you."
Alice and Rosalie exchanged glances then nodded. Rosalie spoke up. "So when are you going to Forks?" She asked casually.
I sighed. "I don't know, probably next weekend."
She stared at me. "Bella, you can't do that. What about the recital? What about your friends?"
I closed my eyes. "What about my mother's happiness?"
"What about yours?"
I opened my eyes slowly. "I love all of the things I do, but if I'm keeping my mom here when she'd rather be with the one she loves, then I'll feel guilty. I've made my decision. I'm going to Forks."
Alice suddenly had a glazed look in her eyes for a few seconds. I looked at Rosalie. "Is she ok?" I asked.
Alice suddenly came back to the planet. "Sorry I get these head aches that I can't get out of, I have to calm down for a few seconds. Tell me Bella, when is Is's gymnastics lesson?"
"Tomorrow straight after school, why do you ask?" I asked curiously.
She smiled. "Rosalie do you remember Emmett and Jasper's bet? And who lost." Rosalie started to smile.
"What are you two smiling about?" I asked seriously.
"You'll be meeting our brother Emmett soon." My eyes went wide. "And try and show him up like you did Edward, because that was funny."
Rosalie looked at her watch. "Alice I'm going to be late for ballet rehearsal." She turned to me. "Aren't you going?"
I shook my head. "I hurt my shoulder skateboarding." I showed them my bandage. "Dr. S.H. patched me up."
"Dr. S.H.?" Alice asked confused.
"Doctor, Skateboard Hope. We renamed her skateboard after the tenth time we ended up in her office."
Rosalie looked at me worried. "Tenth?"
I shrugged. "25 times this month." Their mouths dropped open. "Rosalie don't you have ballet practice you should be going to?"
They both ran out of the house shooting their goodbyes back to me and Renee. Renee eyed me curiously. "Has Bella finally told someone of her multiple lives?" I laughed and nodded. "Wow, something special must have happened. Was there?"
I shrugged. "Mom, I've got something to tell you."
"What is it honey?"
"You know how you said that I couldn't pursue all of my passions?" She nodded. "Well because I can't choose one to give up, I'm going to give up all of them."
"But, you can't do that you'll loose all your friends." She said sounding dismayed.
"I know." I said closing my eyes. "That's why I'm going to Forks to live with Charlie."
She looked at me dismayed. "What? Honey you don't have to, why would you want to?"
I looked at her. "Mom, it's obvious you miss Phil, I can't keep you here because I want to, and we both know I can't have a career in all of those things, and I can't drop any of them without feeling incredibly horrible about it. So if I move away I have an excuse to drop all of them."
I could see that Renee was thinking about it. "You're sure you want to do this?" I nodded. "Ok, but you have this week left in Phoenix. I don't want you to break it to them on Friday ether, you have to tell them soon."
I sighed. "I promise mom, I'll tell them tomorrow."
I walked back upstairs, I hadn't had an early night in a long time. It was only about half past seven after me and Renee had talked about packing and calling Charlie to ask if it was ok.
I pulled on my pjs, lay my head on the pillow and slept.
I dreamt a dreamless sleep, mostly. One thing I did remember besides the darkness of everything, was a grind rail, Raz was on one side of it, and Edward Cullen was on the other. I the only one actually on the rail, I was balanced on a skateboard wobbling. Both Raz and Edward were there to catch me if I fell, but I wasn't stopping wobbling. After a while I fell. When I fell in my dream I woke up.
The question was, which one had caught me?
A.N.- Ok guys I have a question. Tomorrow Bella's going to go to school, who is she going as? I was thinking of having her go as Bella but you guys should choose. Review with your answer. I got about 15/16 reviews on my last chapter. Now I want about 17/18 for the next chapter. So if you didn't review last time I'm going to be upset and not upload for a long timeā¦as in a day. Lol. I have to upload the next one on the 18th so you guys are going to have to be patient. Is is coming on the 18th but if you want another chapter before that you'll have to review.
