I had kind of forgotten about this chapter until it was personally requested by someone :)
PS- I realize it's out of character and it would never actually happen, but that's what makes it fun, right?
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She's been tapping her pen against the desk for the past five minutes. She should be filling out the report that is in front of her, but she really doesn't want to relive the day she just had. Not yet, anyway.
She glances over at the D's office, but doesn't see him. She sighs.
Why is it that after everything, she still needs him to make her feel better after a hard day? They've been apart for almost a year and yet, she knows that he is the only one who can make her forget, who can make her feel happy again, even if it's fleeting. God, sometimes she can't help but think that something is seriously wrong with her. Ever since Traci told her that Sam and Marlo broke up, she hasn't been able to stop thinking about him. It's actually starting to drive her a bit crazy.
Then, out of the corner of her eye, she sees him. He's walking down the hallway and God, he looks good. That shirt, those jeans. Damn him.
Without even thinking, she jumps up out of her chair and starts walking towards him.
"Hey, I heard what happened. Are you okay?" He asks the second he sees her walking towards him. She doesn't miss the noticeable amount of concern in his eyes. And yeah, it just makes him even harder to resist.
She doesn't respond, she just walks right up to him and grabs him by the sleeve, leading him to the nearest observation room.
"McNally, what are you doing?" He asks, but he doesn't put up a fight, he just lets her lead him down the hallway.
She pulls him into observation and locks the door behind them.
"Do you wanna talk?" He asks, assuming that's the reason behind her strange behavior.
"No talking," she says, before she closes in on him and presses her lips to his, pushing him against the wall just as she did the night of the blackout so long ago. He is obviously taken back, but it only takes a moment for him to wrap his arms around her and pull her even closer, just as he's done so many times before. One hand is on her hip while the other is tangled in her hair. Their tongues are fighting for control as she begins to work on unbuttoning his shirt.
"Andy- we should… we should talk," he tells her a minute or so later, although talking is actually the last thing he wants to do. It's been way too long since he's been this close to her, since he's kissed her, since she's kissed him. All he wants is to run his fingers along her bare skin. All he wants is to hear that noise she makes when he nibbles on her ear or kisses her neck. All he wants is to be inside her again, but really, he just wants to be with her and he knows that this is not the way to go about it. He knows they need to talk. He's been trying to figure out a way to talk to her ever since he decided to break up with Marlo two weeks ago. He's almost asked her to dinner at least three times, but he's just… honestly, he's beyond terrified. He knows this is his absolute last chance with her and what if she doesn't want to try? What if he messes it up?
"No talking," she repeats, mumbling against his lips as she finally gets his shirt unbuttoned and begins running her hands up and down his chest. The feeling of her soft hands touching his skin is all he needs to get lost in her. His mind goes blank and he has no idea what he was even saying just a few moments earlier.
He picks her up and she immediately wraps her legs around him. He carries her to the back of the room and places her on the table. He is standing in between her legs and he starts to work on unbuttoning her uniform, while placing kisses up and down her neck. As he inhales the perfect smell of Andy McNally, he is suddenly overcome with memories he had forced himself to forget. The sun shining in his bedroom while the two of them roll around in his sheets before shift. Him pulling her close in the locker room, trying to comfort her after a long day. Him placing kisses on her wet skin while they're in the shower. Her spending the night sleeping on his chest. Him pushing her against the door the second they get home because he just can't wait another second. Her sitting on his lap at the Penny, while his hands run up and down her thigh. Her striping down in front of him until she's wearing nothing but a black bra and panties. Him doing her on his kitchen table in the middle of cooking dinner. Her waking him up in the morning by placing kisses down his chest, going lower and lower until his mind goes completely blank.
Suddenly, he is awoken from his memories, by the most perfect sound.
"Sam…" she moans and he remembers just how much he loves the sound of his name on her lips. He pushes her uniform off of her shoulders and then lifts her t-shirt over her head, before tossing it aside. His hands are instantly all over her, re-familiarizing himself with everything he could never actually forget.
She throws her head back, relishing the feel of his hands running all over her body while his lips are on her neck. It's been over ten months since she's felt his hands on her skin or his lips on her throat. He is sucking on her skin and she knows it'll leave a mark, but at the moment, she couldn't care less. He is nibbling on her ear and she can't hold back the moan escaping her lips. He always knew exactly where she wanted to be touched, kissed, sucked and apparently, he hasn't forgotten.
His tongue is running on the edge of her ear, while she pushes her shoes off with her feet before beginning to unbuckle his belt. She unbuttons his jeans and slides them down his legs, revealing just how turned on he is by her. She immediately pushes his boxers down, exposing his erection. He groans as she grabs him and gently squeezes while running her hand up and down. For a moment, he throws his forehead down on her shoulder, just enjoying the feel of her hands on him for the first time in way too long, but then he hurries to unbutton her pants and pulls them off of her. Her legs are immediately wrapped around him again as his lips meet hers and he grabs the back of her neck to pull her closer. His hands move down her back as he unclasps her bra and tosses it to the side. He sucks in a breath as her nipples rub against his chest. He takes a moment to savor the feeling before pulling back slightly so he can cup her breasts with his hands. She lets out a quiet moan against his lips before he pulls his mouth off of hers and runs his tongue around each nipple.
"Sam…" she says again. This time she's begging and she knows it. She wants him. Now.
He lifts her up slightly so he can pull her underwear off and then places her back down on the table. She grabs him again and guides him towards her. He presses his lips against hers and pulls her towards him, pushing himself inside her. She lets out a gasp, while a groan escapes his lips.
He slowly pulls himself almost all the way out before plunging right back in, causing her to let out another gasp. He continues to thrust inside her slowly for just a few moments before quickening the pace while his fingers get tangled in her hair.
She is digging her nails into his back and throwing her head back in ecstasy. "Oh God…" she moans before biting her lip, obviously realizing that she needs to be quiet.
"Andy…" he says, just above a whisper.
Hearing him say her name like that makes the hairs on the back of her neck stand up. God, she missed sex with Sam. Sex with Nick was good, great even, but it wasn't anything like sex with Sam.
His arms are wrapped around her, allowing her to lean back and give him more access. He's deeper inside of her now and he lifts her leg, causing her to tighten. She has to bite down on her lip hard to stop herself from screaming. He quickens the pace again and she's gasping with each thrust. "God, Sam…" She says in her breathiest, sexiest voice. "God, you feel so good," she tells him as he sucks on her neck, leaving quite a few marks.
"You too," he chokes out. "So good," he tells her in between breaths. He continues to kiss up her throat before blowing a breath in her ear and then nibbling on her cartilage. He speeds up once again and by her gasps and the way she's beginning to flutter around him, he can tell she is close. He reaches down and starts to tease at her clit while taking her earlobe in between his teeth.
"Shit. Sam," she pants before she leans back even further, propping herself up on her hands. This new angle has him even deeper and allows him better access at her clit, which he takes full advantage of by adding some more pressure. It only takes a few more thrusts before she is completely over the edge. The noises coming out of her mouth and the vibrations occurring around him is more than enough to push him there as well.
He slows down the pace as they both ride out their orgasms. When it's over, neither one of them has any idea what to say. He pulls out of her and nervously starts to collect his clothes while he tries to think of something to say. She hops off the table and begins getting dressed as quickly as she can.
"Andy," he says finally, causing her to look over at him. "What does this mean?" He asks as he puts on his shirt.
She shoots him a look, obviously surprised that he's said anything at all. "Why does it have to mean something?" She asks with a shrug.
"We just had sex… You don't think that means anything?" He questions her, while buckling his belt.
"Look, I had an awful day today and I knew you would make me feel better, okay? That's it. We're just too adults who had sex. No big deal," she informs him, with a little more attitude than she intended.
"Oh," he says softly.
"Oh?" She repeats, turning towards him, as she buttons up her uniform.
He shrugs. "I guess I was hoping for a different answer," he admits.
"Like what?" She asks.
"I was kind of hoping that maybe... you wanted to give us another chance," he tells her.
"You and Marlo just broke up," she points out.
"I know."
"So that's how it is? Your girlfriend dumps you and now you want to be with me again?" She asks angrily.
"No! Andy, I never stopped wanting to be with you!" He tells her, not even caring how desperate he sounds.
"Could've fooled me," she spits out.
"And I broke up with Marlo," he informs her.
"You broke up with Marlo?" She repeats, calming down a bit.
"Yes," he says with a nod.
"Oh."
"Oh?"
"Why?" She asks.
"Because… I'm still in love with you," he tells her, as if it's obvious.
She waits for him to continue. She is determined not to let him off the hook that easily.
"Because I'm done pretending that I'm not," he adds. "I've been trying to figure out how to talk to you about this for the past two weeks… I just… I'm fucking terrified," he admits with a fake laugh. "Andy, I've spent 60% of the time I've known you trying not to want you, trying to get over you, trying to move on and I… I just can't. And honestly, I'm done trying… And… and it's fucking scary… knowing exactly what you want, but also knowing that you may never get it… I still love you, okay? I never stopped… and if… if you wanted to give this another chance… I promise you, I won't walk away again. I will fight for us this time... I'm not going to screw it up this time. I'm not," he tells her confidently.
And she honestly has no idea what she's supposed to say. She's just staring at him with wide eyes, completely bewildered by his words.
"Sam... I just... What am I supposed to say to that?" She asks.
He lets out a sigh and pinches the bridge of his nose for a second before his eyes return to hers. "Do you… do you think you would've come to the Penny that night?" He asks.
"I… I don't know," she replies, a little bit exasperated.
He takes deep breath. "What about tonight? If I asked you to the Penny tonight… would you go?" He asks.
"Uh…"
"Just one drink, Andy. Please," he implores.
She seems to think about it for an eternity, but eventually she starts to nod. "Okay... one drink," she agrees.
"Okay," he says as a grin overtakes his face. "But this time, I'm meeting you at my truck," he tells her.
"Okay," she agrees with a laugh.
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PS- In this story, Andy and Nick hooked up a couple times, but they never got together officially... Let's just say that they eventually decided to just be friends :)
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