Normally I answer all the review, not for the previous chapter, I did not have internet during 3 weeks. Sorry.

10. Bad habit.

POV Chikane.

I was really nervous, who wouldn't be in my situation? I meant I was alone in Himeko's bedroom; I was sitting on her bed. I was waiting her presence. She gave me some of her clothes because she washed mine. So, I was wearing a long t-shirt and a pajama pant while my clothes were drying. I could smell her perfume. I looked around; there were some books, mangas, and a radio with a lot of C.D. The room was simple, the wall wad grey, there were some art and landscape posters. It was a beautiful bedroom, in mine there were a lot of books and the walls were white, but nothing special.

Curious, I watched the C.D.; it was essentially some American rock band. I never imagined she liked that kind of music, I smiled, she was very interesting and I returned to bed...the words were so wrong. It was my first time to someone else bedroom and place. I was not use to be a guest. To be honest, I did not know what the blond wanted to show me...here...

The latter entered with two bottles of water. My mouth became dry when I noticed what she was wearing. A simple blue t-shirt and a mini white short. She had a nice body. Her hair was tied in ponytail. Gosh...she was so sexy. She smiled widely at me and I melt like an ice cream on a sunny day.

"Chikane, do you want something to eat?" You I wanted to add, and I was ill-at-ease. What was wrong with me? Was it puberty time?

"No I'm fine, don't worry. Water is fine, I'm not really hungry." Himeko gave me a bottle, and she opened hers then she drank. It was me or it was really sensual? A drop of water slide to her mouth and escaped between her breasts. I wanted to be the bottle, no, the water she licked with the tip of her tongue. She looked at me and I turned in shame my head. I was not a horny teenager, even if I was a teenager girl with a crotch...

"I have...err...let me think...did Makoto go to the grocery yesterday? I'm not sure, she's so lazy but if she could go out with her boyfriend or having sex with him, she's always present...sometimes they made too much noise. That's why he can't be here anymore; I can't sleep at night. Great...I gave you too much information, because that situation makes me crazy." I loudly coughed my water when she talked about sex so freely. She came to my side, and hit slowly my back. To my greatness despair and pleasure, I had a nice view to her breast, I could see her tits...she didn't wear a bra? Gosh! My cheeks were on fire. And my little one appreciated everything. I was happy that I had a cushion to hide everything.

"Are you okay?" She asked me while I tried to smile as if nothing weird happened to my mind.

"I'm fine. Fine! Fine!" No I was not fine. And I added it three times. I totally looked crazy! It was so obvious...but she did not mind...

"Do you have an erection? You look tense...I mean your expression and body." She asked me and I coughed strongly. Before I said I will kill her but it seemed to be the opposite.

"NO! I-"

"I'm such a perverse, sorry. I know if you had one, it's normal, we study that in Biology. You can't control your body, as if you need to pee or cough...it's probably Makoto's fault, she only talk about sex, everyday...orgasm, masturbation..." She continued and I breathed with pain. Now, cold water will be perfect.

"Okay, as promise, I will show you something. Wait a moment, I had to found it." Himeko went to her desk. I saw her black lace underwear, she hid it and I blushed. She bent forward another nice view from another part of her body. Don't watch her buttock Himemiya-sama. Why am I calling me that horrible name? I hated it. Perhaps I was polite and with manners and the way I acted did not feat me.

"Do you...err...someone...know about your pe...particularity?" The blond asked me and I finally removed my eyes from her...lovely behind.

"Except my parents… and you... No. Why? You won't tell anyone?" I asked afraid.

"Of course not, I already tell you that your secret is safe with me. Hmm... so that's the reason...down there...that's you don't believe in love? And you behave totally crazy?" She continued, I pondered a moment; yes that was the main reason, not behaving like a crazy person. Who will accept a freak like me? I hardly accept myself.

"I-"

"Found it!" Himeko squealed happily. I almost laughed to her childish behavior. She sat next to me; I stopped breathing when she touched my tight. She will make my body completely crazy.

"Sorry to interrupt you all the time. I just wanted to show you this." The blonde gave me photography. I looked at the photography, and I saw a family, three persons. A beautiful blond woman with grey eyes, she was a tall and build man with a grey beard and blue eyes, and a little boy who was wearing a baseball cap and a red short.

"Who are they? Your family?"

"Yes they are. This woman was previously my uncle. The man next to him is her husband and between them, there is their son." I watched in awe the photography. They were a family? Really? They looked very happy. I never imagined that blond woman was a man...it was incredible. And I asked:

"They adopted the boy? And her husband knew she was a man?"

"Yes, of course. They meet online. They talked about everything. My uncle is American, his name is Dan. He loves women."

"So why he married your uncle...I mean aunt?" I demanded always so amazed about that incredible love story.

"My aunt said she want to go to United States to make her transformation. To...cut...her past? I'm not sure to use the right word. Nevertheless, her husband she met online, he knew she will be a woman; her heart is a woman, and now her body. Even her id said she was a woman. Also, he married my aunt because he loves her, there's no other reason. They are married since...six years and they still in love with each other. My aunt finds her soulmate, or the one she needs. Everybody can be happy; she is a good example." I could not contain a smile but it falters. I was not like that brave man...woman. I was a coward; I will never have a family or simply a woman who could love me as I was. That was impossible.

"Could...you...have a baby? I...err...mean...do you have fertile spermatozoid? Can you make a woman pregnant?"

"No. I can't. I made examination, that's not possible."

"Oh I'm sorry...perhaps you prefer men? I don't know...like my aunt you could adopt?" I hated that conversation. I did not know myself, do I want a child? I was not sure. I was a lesbian, I loved woman...I was never attracted to men. Could I say it to Himeko? She will not freak out? I really like her; I did not want she run away.

"I don't want to talk about it." I said in a cold voice.