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Tobias' POV
I wasn't one to normally cry. I think the last time I cried was when Tris died. Somehow, I found myself with tears rolling down my cheeks. My body shook slightly. What did I do wrong? I threw myself down on to my bed, shoving my face in to a pillow, then I screamed. The pillow muffled my scream, but it still felt good to let it out. How long has it even been? A couple minutes? A couple hours? I knew that when I moved here that it would be hard and I would have to face problems, just not this problem.
"Tobias? Will you please let me in? I'm sorry about earlier, let me explain," Tracy called through the door. Quickly, I wiped the tears from my face. I hoped I didn't look as miserable as earlier. After wiping my sweaty palms on my jeans, I opened the door.
"Look, I have a lot to tell you," she says as she steps in to my room, practically inviting herself in. She sits on the bed, patting a space next to her for me to sit. I sit down, unsure if I want to hear what she has to say. "Tobias, I've noticed something since the moment I met you and Christina. Every time you look at me, you look at me with love and like we have been friends for years. At least once, you both have called me 'Tris'. When Chris and I went shopping, she kept called me Tris and I just ignored it. When you saw me in just a towel, the look in your eyes showed that you've seen me like this before. When your eyes ran over my raven tattoos, your jaw dropped. Literally." She took a deep breath before she continued. "I didn't say anything, because I didn't want to disappoint you because I really really like you. Then something happened tonight. You told me a secret and I reacted in a ridiculous way. I'm sorry about that, but the reason I did was because I remembered a little bit. I remember finding out your name in a strange place called the Chasm. I remember sitting with Christina in a room with fifteen other beds, and she told me about kissing someone named Will. Then I remember my father hugging me and I told him my mother died saving me."
My heartbeat started to pick up. "Where are you going with this Tracy? What does this mean?" As soon as the words left my mouth I felt bad, but I needed to know. She look down at her hands, not wanting to meet my gaze. "I remember that when I first got here, I didn't really recall my past memories. I had a concussion, or so they say. I didn't remember my past and soon, I just forgot. When I came here, everyone was so nice. They adopted me into their little dance family. They only had two rules though." She gulped, her body started to shake. "You have to cover any tattoos you have and you have to forget about your past. We are your new family and new future. That's what they said to me. I figured it was easy enough and I needed a new home. I worked my ass off coming into this family. They were natural at dancing, they've been doing it for years. Before and after school, we would have hours on end of dance classes. Ballet, jazz, hip hop, and more. They wanted me to be just like the rest of them, and I finally gave in." I didn't like where this was going, I felt bad. I guess she didn't have it as easy as I thought. She had to work for it.
"When I first saw you, something inside me clicked. I felt like I knew you and I could be myself around you. I liked the way you made me feel magical," she quickly looked me in the eyes, blushing, then continued. "When you told me your name, I basically passed out. All of these memories came back to me. I knew you, Tobias. We had a life together, Christina was there too. I just forget it, I want to remember."
"So does this mean…" I started to say.
"I'm Tris," as soon as she said that, my lips found hers, colliding and moving in perfect rhythm.