First off, I'd like to say something to critics united. You see the title? That's how many fucks I give about you and your harassing bullshit. Okay, now that that's out of the way, I think an explanation for my absence is in order. I've been in the middle of a mixed episode for 4 months now. Also known as being depressed and manic at the same time. Suicidal thoughts and hallucinations galore. Fun.