Emma
I just can't deal with what my heart is and has been telling me for so long; any excuse to ignore or avoid that insistent tugging would be met with gladness.
I gave in one time, (magic does have side effects) letting my walls down to convey with actions what tongue could not. Yet, nothing came of it save cold words and distant looks, marking the first time he'd failed me.
My head screams not to trust him, even as my heart implores me to remove the self-imposed ban laid upon it. So he remains oblivious to my reasons while the inner war rages still.