You'll Never be Alone

Authors note: Okay, he's dying in this chapter. I'll be doing the alternate ending in the next chapter. Feel free to review about what you would like to see in the alternate ending.

The beeps on his heart monitor were slowing and there were longer spaces between them. He wasn't on life support anymore, there was no point, we couldn't keep him a vegetable forever, and he wouldn't want to live like that. Cyborg and Raven haven't left my side all day.

"Do you think that today's the day?" Raven asked Cyborg. I turned around to see him nod in response.

"His vitals are failing. His liver is completely gone, so are his kidneys. The rest of the organs are shutting down now." Cyborg said while he read of the charts.

"Get Robin and Star in here to say good bye. Star shouldn't stay in here though." I told him. He just nodded in agreement. A few minutes later, Star, Robin, and Aqualad were all in here with us.

"I shall miss you friend." Starfire said and kissed his cheek.

"You were a great friend and a fantastic rival." Aqualad squeezed his hand. We all laughed, him and Beast boy were always having a competition.

"Goodbye and rest Beast boy, we'll never forget you." Robin said. I could hear the tears in his eyes.

Aqualad led Star out of here. Robin stayed with the three of us. I asked them to step out so I could talk to him alone.

"I'll never forget you or move on. You are my everything. Subconsciously I think I wanted to get pregnant because I think I felt like something like this would happen. I know that's weird but it's the truth. I wanted a part of you with me even if you can't be. I love you Garfield. I just want you in my life but that won't happen. You're leaving. I've accepted it; you don't have to fight anymore. Just sleep in peace." I was sobbing by the end of it. I told the others they could come in. Raven and Cyborg said goodbye. I think that Beast boy knew that it was okay now, so he gave up. Three seconds after Cyborg was done, his heart stopped.

The only sound in the room was the high pitched buzzing sound signaling the end of his life. I sobbed into Cyborg's chest again. He knew it was coming and he caught me. I kissed Gar one last time before I left to his room where I curled up and cried.

****Beast Boy's head***

I could hear all of them talking. Some of it was muffled, but I knew. Today I would die.

"Do you think that today's the day?" Raven asked Cyborg.

"His vitals are failing. His liver is completely gone, so are his kidneys. The rest of the organs are shutting down now." Cyborg said while he read of the charts.

"Get Robin and Star in here to say good bye. Star shouldn't stay in here though." I heard Terra tell him. A few minutes later I heard Star, Robin, and Aqualad come in the room.

"I shall miss you friend." Starfire said and kissed my cheek. It was weird but I knew she was just saying goodbye

"You were a great friend and a fantastic rival." Aqualad squeezed my hand. They all laughed, they knew the competition we had.

"Goodbye and rest Beast boy, we'll never forget you." Robin said. I could hear the tears in his eyes.

I heard Terra ask them to leave, so she could talk to me alone. Oh Terra honey, I'm so sorry I'm leaving you and our future son or daughter. I hope it has my ears.

"I'll never forget you or move on. You are my everything. Subconsciously I think I wanted to get pregnant because I think I felt like something like this would happen. I know that's weird but it's the truth. I wanted a part of you with me even if you can't be. I love you Garfield. I just want you in my life but that won't happen. You're leaving. I've accepted it; you don't have to fight anymore. Just sleep in peace." She was sobbing by the end of it. She called Cyborg and Raven back in and they said good bye.

She said I could rest. So I stopped fighting. I let go and all I could hear was the high-pitched noise of the heart monitor signaling my end. I wasn't ready to leave yet, just ready to die. I wanted to watch for awhile.

Terra left the room. I knew she would go to my room. I watched as Raven and Cyborg cleaned me up and turned off the machines. Cyborg had tears in his eyes. Surprisingly, Raven did as well. Cyborg called Robin and told him that it was over. I'm sure Starfire was crying and Aqualad was comforting her.

I made my way over to my room. Or what was my room. I saw Terra curled in a ball crying. I watched her as she cried and screamed and threw rocks. She rubbed her stomach and cried probably wishing I could be there for the birth of our kid. She was about two months pregnant. Soon, she'd know if it was a boy or a girl. I sat down next to her on the bed. Ghosts must be cold because she shivered at first. It soon subsided then she just seemed comforted and she drifted off into sleep. I wanted to talk to her in her dreams.

Inside her dream there was a beautiful baby girl happily cooing about the pebbles that were floating above her. She seemed to be about 9 months old and had green eyes and slightly pointed ears. It was my future daughter. Tears came to my eyes as I watched Terra laid her down in her crib. The surroundings must be the apartment she lived in now.

"Go to sleep little girl. Go to dreamland Luna. Maybe you'll meet daddy there." Dream Terra told the little girl. Luna, I thought was a beautiful name. It was the moon and her mother was the Earth, it worked so perfectly. I followed dream Terra out of the baby's room to another one which must've been hers. I looked around and I saw the pictures and mementos of the Titans. It was of a former life for her. I saw her sit down and look at a picture of me.

"Oh Beast boy, I wish you could be with me. I miss you."

"I miss you too." Except she heard me which I didn't think she would. She whipped her head around and ran to hug me.

"But your dead."

"I'm always with you Terra. You'll never be alone. I'll always watch over you and Luna."

"Goodbye Beast Boy, I love you."

"Goodbye Terra, I love you too."

I left her alone after that and she woke up. She was smiling and she ran her hand over her stomach.

"Well I guess I know you're a girl and I'm naming you Luna. Luna Elizabeth Logan, my daughter."

****A week later in Terra's POV****

The funeral was beautiful. Honorary titans came. Civilians came. Robin and I spoke. Robin had a nice speech and it fit perfectly. Then it was my turn.

"Thank you all for coming. Please don't cry even though I have many times. My name is Terra Marakov. I was… am his fiancée. I'm also pregnant with his child. The night that Beast boy died, I had a dream about him. I saw my future daughter which had his eyes and pointy ears. In this dream he said that he would always be with me and our daughter, Luna. He said that I will never be alone and he will always love me. We said our goodbyes and it was perfect. It really helped me get over his death. I don't think I'll ever be over it completely and I won't ever move on to someone else. I'm going to make this the end because it's cold and I'm sure that I'll start sobbing at any second. Thank you." I got off the stage and hugged Cyborg and Raven. My bags were packed. I looked towards Robin and shook his hand. "I'm leaving. I've already said good bye and I don't want to see him one last time; I want to keep the image of him in my dreams not the one of him lying in a casket. Robin be good to Raven, keep her safe. Star you and Aqualad will be just fine. Cyborg thanks for everything. I'll see you all next Christmas. Bye you guys." With that I left for my plane ride to New York. Once I was there I saw Kevin there waiting for me. He pulled some strings to get me a job that would allow me to work before and after my maternity leave. I started tomorrow. Tonight I would just rest and dream about my green wonder.

****Next Years Christmas****

I hopped off the plane in Jump City holding Luna Elizabeth Logan. My little girl had been impatient and been born a month early, in May. She was now 7 months old and her Auntie Raven and Starfire really wanted to meet her, as did her uncles Cyborg, Robin, and Aqualad. She was already showing signs of my powers. Just like the dream I had.

Robin met us right outside the gates and he quickly requested to hold her. I allowed him while I grabbed our suitcases. He told me Raven was pregnant and he wanted to get used to this whole baby holding thing. I laughed at the thought. He was holding her but he seemed nervous about holding something so fragile and small. He wasn't sure what to do.

The rest of the Titans met us at the door including a very pregnant Raven. She took me into a hug and then asked for Luna. The rest of the time there was just a big "pass the baby" game. Christmas was wonderful. New Years brought a brand new baby boy named Falcon to the birds. Everything was wonderful.

On the plane ride back, Luna slept soundly. I looked out the window and I whispered "Marry Christmas Beast Boy. I still love you". Right at that moment I felt a warmth surround me and I knew he was with me.