AN: This is in Nick's Point of View...Enjoy...I have to go to a friend's house today so I tried to fit in this chapter. Thank you for the reviews. I read every one of them

Disclaimer: Oh How I wish I owned Nick J...But sadly I do not...I own nothing but...You know... The plot

Her words were shallow. Her voice spoke in a deep whisper. I approached her kindly. Slowly. Rushing a moment like this would be nothing but something I would regret. I was already imagining myself come into contact with her. Interacting in the shyest and sliest way. The footsteps I took pounded through my mind. Thoughts were racing. I could not think clearly. All I could see was the face of an goddess. Her strands of hair calmly blowing about. Her eyes fluttered with confusion as I moved closer. The scene had been slowed down to perfection.

The light hovering over her head flew down to her face. My own light was crossing over to my eyes. We looked as if we were two angels sent from up above. I watched the way. The way her eyebrows relaxed. They were so intense. They just smoothed out. The way her body was like a lake. You throw a pebble and it looses it's stiff form. The ripples move up and the view is astonishing. Her clothing covered her up. I could already imagine myself fiddling with the shirt. I could imagine her hair in my lightly resting on her shoulders. Her soft hands would crawl up my neck. Sending chills down my neck. It would leave a tickle of fate. Her delicate fingers would fly through my curls. The spirals would wrap around the tips. I just stood there. The moment paused. There was no eerie light. There was no angelic choir. There was no reality.

The face changed. The eyebrows grew to a thick and dark color. Her pale eyes darkened to a brown. Her hair grew furiously to a deep brown. Her clothes changed from the soft white dress to a red one. An angel changed to devil. Then she spoke.

"Yo, Nick Wake Up!"

It was Joe. I fell asleep watching some boring movie. I was tired. I was confused. Who was the angel in my dream? Why did I have this dream? Was this supposed to represent Lilly? Of how I used to see her as an angel? She used to be the most fragile thing in sight. She was utterly gorgeous. But she ruined any chance with me. Then she became the devil. Screaming her hatred for me. It was her fault. She fell in love with Joe. I even caught them kissing.

Or maybe it was a feeling of regret. What if I made a mistake? Choosing Miley over Lilly. I was oblivious to the fact that she actually liked me. For me. What if I was not famous? Would Hannah/Miley date me then? Probably not. And if she was not famous I would have never met her. And Lilly? Nah. She would not care for me.

Its not like I feel bad for her. She moved on with her life. I moved on with mine. Miley is back. But she is moving on fast. Plans for marriage and children are making their way through. I find it highly unrealistic. The way she tries to be a sweet girl. The way she tells me she wants me. I have caught her making to many 'mistakes'. And those mistakes involved other men. She blamed me. She wanted to experience the world of sex. I found it a ridiculous statement to say. She knew I wore a promise ring. She wore one herself. And she forces herself to believe that she is pure. She lies to the public eye saying she is a virgin. She is a clueless girl.

I realized this fact. I was perfectly capable of acknowledging the fact that our 'relationship' is going downhill. She uses me for the attention. She uses me to get to other guys. She thinks she is good at keeping secrets. I know everyone of them. See, she goes out to clubs at night. Gets drunk. Sleeps with a bozo or two. And comes back to my apartment. Still drunk. And when drunk she confesses everything to me. She unfaithful. I made sure I would keep an extra bed in my room. Because once she is lying in the same bed as me. She wants to be dirty. To be naughty. She acts so much like a child.

What happened to the Jonas Brothers? We still rock. And we are still living the dream. Right now I am focusing on acting. There is a role for a movie I auditioned for. I got it. The movie will take four weeks to shoot. I have not got the script yet because they are still casting.

What happened to Michelle? I blew her off. She got too clingy and complained about Miley. I told her to get over it. And the result was losing my best friend. I lost another person. I chose Miley. Again. I wonder still if I made the right decision. Do I regret it?

Lilly and I are not even friends. She hates my guts. I cannot believe her. I have not seen her in two years. You may have thought I have forgotten about her. Nope. She is in my mind every moment.

Why? It is odd thinking about the one you hate rather than the one you love. I wish I could speak to Lilly again. I kind of regret my mistakes. I regret losing her. I regret it all. I just need to see her face. See if it lights up when she sees me. I would be happy. But I dislike her. She is mainly the reason for all the drama. Besides Miley. I still have a secret liking toward her. I wished there could have been more than one date and one kiss. These feelings are mild. Compared to the hatred.

Life has to take me somewhere. Hopefully it won't be towards her.

AN: That is all could fit. Sorry for the length. Chapter 11 should be up soon.